"We didn't care though. Then that alwful day came. You guys were a 8 months old. Remus came home and found a dark mark over his house. He ran inside and found Stella and Lisa dead. I lived right next to him but we weren't there. Your guys were already in hiding. I heard a scream so alwful I didn't know what it was and I wasn't anywhere near our home. I heared it in my mind. I knew something was wrong." There was a tear in Sirus eye. "I got there as fast as I could. Remus was out of control. He was throwing charms at them trying to save them even though he knew he couldn't. He just couldn't handle it. That night I got so scared. I went to see you guys immeditaly. Lily broke down and James' was a white as a sheet. Of course mine was like that too but I could never forget that night. I knew my family was next. We moved that very next day. Remus moved in with us and he apparted to the middle of the forest every full moon. I went with him to make sure he didn't get near a village. It was the night after a full moon. You and Brett were 10 Months old. Remus and I apparted home from a long night and was ready for a long nap. That was when we saw it. I destroyed house. It was pretty early in the moring so no one and seen it yet. I screamed and screamed. I tried to save Erin just as Remus had tried to save his family but I noticed one thing. I couldn't find Brett.

"I searched through the ruins and I still couldn't find him. I never found him. I still have hope to this day that he is a live. Before they died I felt like if anything ever hurt them I would die. And he killed the most perisous thing I ever had. Then he killed your parents and that was enough. The night after I tried to get you and Hagrid wouldn't let me have you. I almost killed my self." Sirus pushed up his selve and showed a scar on his wrist. "I cut it with a knife. I almost died but Remus saved me. He told me If I did he would die. And I remebered you and I swore I would kill Peter and you know the rest of the story." He looked at Harry. Harry looked him dumb folded.

"Oh my god. Why didn't you ever tell me?" Harry said.

"Only Remus and Dumbledore know and now you. I told you it because I wanted to show that Love will sometimes hurt. And to tell you the truth I actally slept with Erin in Hogwarts too. You used the room on the second floor in the Shreaking shack, didn't you?" Harry stared at him like he couldn't believe he knew. "What? Harry I am not stupied. I use to be just like you." Sirus looked at Harry. "You did use protection. Right?" Harry started to feel a little uncomfartable.

"She is on birth control."

"That isn't enough! That can fail! You don't think Hermione's secert is that she is pregant."

Harry started to freak now. What if she was? What would he do? He was only 16 now. He was in his only in his 6th year. "I don't know." He said shakly. They pulled up to Hermione's house and knocked on the door. Hermione answer the door crying.

"You got on too didn't you?" She threw her self on to Harry and cried.

A/N: Sorry. I had to end it here. It was getting long. That is big for me. Well if you can guess her secret. Tell me in the reviews. He he he. Ain't I evil. Also who is the letters from. Take a guess. It should be easy though. Well until next time. It says 26 pages on Microsoft Word. And 12,112 words in all. By the way Brett is my Brother, Lisa is my Sister-in-law, Erin is my sister and Chantel is well me. JC is a nick name of mine and Stella is just a name that poped into my head. By the way. I am going to be an aunt and I find out if it is a boy or a girl on Monday, Aug. 28, 2000. I am so exticed. I am sorry. I just had to tell everyone. Look for updates on next story.