So Scared
I'm scared of me falling in love with you
I'm scared of you falling in love with me
I'm scared of us getting back together again
Then falling out of love once more
I'm scared that I'll be the cause of your death
The cause of your internal pain
The cause of brief happiness
Soon to be replace by sadness and grief
I'm scared of my future
I'm scared of your future
I'm scared of our future
I'm mostly scared of you
I don't like hopes and dreams
I don't like happiness and joy
Cause soon they'd be replace by
disappointments and grief
Remember when I told you that
when I say 'I love you'
I want it to matter?
Remember that?
I know I'll regret for the rest of my life
if I don't say I love you Lily Evans
Cause it's true through and through
And I really mean it
I don't wanna leave you blue
I don't wanna be blue
So whatever happens would happen
I'll still be scared but hopefully you'd be there next to me
What I really mean to say is:
Would you marry me?
Spend the rest of your life with me?
No strings attach
Author's Note
::runs away from the mob:: I'll try to do better next time
Disclaimer
I don't own anybody... all I own are the words to the *poem*