Disclaimer: Cable,
Domino, and other Characters mentioned herein are the property of Marvel
Entertainment Group and are being used without permission. No profit is
being made from this story, save for the inflation of ego caused by feedback.
:) Continuity wise, assume this is the same universe as my TTaT stories,
but not directly connected to them. Special thanks go out to Cosmic, Deadeye,
and most especially Threnody, without whom I'd never get anything done.
This one's for you, Thren.
In the Broken Places
by Timesprite
The world breaks
everyone and afterward many
are strong at the
broken places. But those that
will not break
it kills. It kills the very good and
the very gentle
and the very brave impartially.
If you are none
of these you can be sure that it
will kill you too
but there will be no special hurry.
-Hemingway
Unmistakable. Even to a total novice,
his path across the snow would have been hard to miss. A succession of
thaws and refreezes had reduced it to the consistency of styrofoam,
and though she was light enough to walk easily on top of it, he'd had to
plow his way cumbersomely through the densely packed stuff.
This is
not the way it was supposed to go, she thought bitterly as she drew her
hood more tightly around her face. The wind was beginning to lash at her,
cutting through even the warm insulation of her jacket. She wasn't sure
when her feet had gone numb. Not good. With a sigh, she pressed onward.
The Pack had taken on a nice little
job that promised to pay well without being too much trouble. Get information
from two secret ops bases, one here in Siberia and the other in South America.
The raids had to be fairly synchronized to keep one from contacting the
other, so she and Cable had taken the supposedly easier target while Bridge,
Grizzly, and Hammer had gone after the more fortified facility. It should
have run neat as clockwork. Unfortunately, the arrangement had also
left them without a backup means of escape.
In the midst of a firefight they
hadn't expected, Cable had sent her off to retrieve the information they
needed while he 'took care of things.' 'Find me later,' he'd said. Sure,
no problem. At least the cold was distracting her from the pain lancing
through her right arm.
She still
wasn't sure how the guy had been able to sneak up on her like he had. She
supposed it could be attributed to the noise and confusion--the less than
well trained guards had managed to hit vital supply lines, basically setting
half the base on fire, but the better part of her mind was cursing her
inattention. She'd gotten the info they needed and was on her way out of
the base to rendezvous with Cable when the goon had caught her. He'd grabbed
her by the arm, hauling her up high enough that the toes of her boots barely
skimmed the floor. Then of course, the bastard had snapped her forearm
like a twig.
Somehow, through the pain, she'd
managed a well-placed kick and gotten him to drop her, at which point she'd
gotten clear of the base and located Cable's trail. That had been a good
while now, and the storm was beginning to pick up. "Find me later. Stupid
bastard. I'm gonna kick his ass if he hasn't frozen to death by now."
----
She traced his trail to one of the
complex's outbuildings, nothing more than a long concrete shed, from the
looks of it. "Great," she murmured. Not even a chance to warm up. And who
knew if there was someone left alive back there to come after them? She
scowled and pulled her gun, just in case she ran into any nasty surprises.
Opening the door on the far
side of the structure, she looked in cautiously.
"Took you long enough."
With a sigh, she slipped into the
room and leaned against the wall. "Well, some of us had to track
down escapee partners," she snapped, seeing the expression on his face.
"I got the info, anyway." She holstered her gun and retrieved the disk
from her pocket, tossing it at him. "Now please tell me there's a first
aid kit with the other supplies?" She stripped off her jacket carefully,
looking at her arm in dismay. That really wasn't a healthy color for her
skin to be turning.
He looked over at her and sighed.
"Let me see that."
She sat down across from him on the
floor as he started digging through the supplies. "Broken?"
She nodded. "I ran into a little
trouble on the way out." She winced as he began feeling his way along the
length of her arm.
"It's a clean break, anyway," he
said, gathering supplies from the first aid kit. "This is going to hurt."
She nodded and gritted her teeth as he carefully reset the bone, then began
bandaging the arm. "Sloppy," he commented as he finished splinting her
arm and repacked the first aid kit. "Aren't you too young to be getting
careless already?"
"Well maybe if I'd had some backup,
instead of a partner who ditched me half way through the mission! This
is the last time I work a job with you. I never have this problem
with Theo."
"You think I asked to play babysitter?"
He snapped.
"Baby-sit?! You self-righteous bastard!"
He caught her wrist an instant before her fist could contact his jaw.
"You've only go one good arm as it
is," he grated. "Lets get out of here before they find us and we've got
worse things to deal with than your hurt pride."
----
She was jolted awake as the all-terrain
vehicle hit a rough patch of tundra. They'd been driving for hours, it
seemed, though she couldn't be certain through the haze of painkillers
Cable had given her. "Where exactly are we going?" She sat up a little
straighter in her seat and glanced at Cable, whose eyes were fixed steadily
on the featureless white ground before him. How he could know where he
was driving was beyond her.
"Someplace safe," he replied, and
made no move to elaborate. With a sigh, she leaned back on the seat and
closed her eyes.
----
"We're here."
"And where's 'here'?" She asked,
looking around. There was nothing as far as she could see. She was really
getting tired of all his cryptic replies and hocus-pocus. In the almost
two years she'd been working with the Wild Pack, she still hadn't been
able to scratch more than the very surface of the man. It annoyed her to
no end. She'd always been extremely good at reading people--she'd had to
be to survive life in Madripoor, but this man was a total blank to her.
And she had the sneaking suspicion she wasn't the only one on the team
that felt this way.
"Stay here. I'll be back in a minute."
He climbed out of the cab and went to the back of the truck, retrieving
a shovel. Then he walked about fifty feet to the left of where they were
parked, and started digging through the snow. After a few minutes, he reached
down into the clearing he'd made and pulled back a metal hatch. Then he
walked back to the truck. "Let's get inside."
An underground bunker. Oddly, she
wasn't really all that surprised--Cable obviously had resources that extended
far outside the realm of the Pack. It wasn't much, but it was at least
warm. And well stocked, by the looks of things. She set her gear down on
a table in the spartan kitchen.
"There's a shower down the hall to
the left," he said, glancing at her as he started to fiddle with some communications
equipment, no doubt to let the rest of the Pack know about the change in
rendezvous points. She only hoped they'd hit this base fast enough to keep
them from relaying back to the one in South America. Bad enough they'd
screwed up their half of the mission.
"You have running water here?"
"A decent amount in the storage tanks,
yes." He didn't look up again, so she ventured down the hall to get cleaned
up.
----
She pulled at the snarls in her hair
ineffectually, growing more and more frustrated until she tossed the comb
on the floor in disgust. Showering with one hand had been hard enough,
and she'd been utterly unable to do anything about her hair. Not
to mention the fact that due to a lack of clean clothes, she was stuck
wearing the bottom half of her uniform and a sweater Cable had retrieved
for her, which was about a million sizes too big. The neck kept slipping
off one shoulder or the other and even rolled up the sleeves were unmanageable.
Her arm was throbbing, despite painkillers--basically, she was in a foul
mood.
"Let me."
She blinked as she broke free from
her private bitch-fest to see Cable standing there holding the comb she'd
discarded. "I don't-"
"Need my help," he replied with a
long-suffering sigh. 'Oath, she's a fiery one,' he thought wryly.
So much fight for someone so young--it brought back unpleasant memories.
"I know," he continued. "That doesn't mean you can't accept it, does it?"
"Um... I guess not." 'After
all, it's not as if there's anyone else offering, is there?' she chided
herself.
'Maybe he just wants to be nice.' She eyed Cable again
as he pulled up another chair. 'Nice... right.'
He situated himself behind her chair
began running the comb through her wet hair with slow, careful strokes,
stopping when he hit a snag to unknot the strands with surprising delicacy.
"That doesn't hurt, does it?"
"No. Um... you're pretty good at
this, actually." 'Not that I'd know,' she thought morosely.
She couldn't recall having anyone brush her hair for her before in her
life. A dim memory tugged at the back of her mind but she shoved it away.
"I should really just cut it," she said casually. "Not exactly practical."
"Don't do that," he replied with
slightly more force than he intended. She turned her head to look at him
out of the corner of her eye. His expression was almost... meek? "I mean,
it's nice." He cleared his throat, wishing she'd point that gaze of hers
in another direction. He continued brushing.
"For a college girl maybe," she quipped.
"And I'm certainly not."
"You could be."
She jerked her head sideways again.
"What's that supposed to mean?"
"You're not too old, that's all.
Not too--entrenched. You don't have to do this."
Her eyebrows drew together in a puzzled
expression for a moment. "I don't want to, though. That's not the
kind of world I can live in. Why'd you pick this line of work?"
"Better not get into that," he murmured.
"I'm almost done," he continued and turned her head gently forward again.
"Always the cryptic one," she smirked.
He gave her a monosyllabic grunt and finished with her hair. She turned
around and watched him carry the chair back to the table. "Thanks for um...
this," she replied hesitantly. "Sure you haven't done that before?"
Something inexplicable flashed across
his face, only half concealed. For a fleeting second she swore she saw--sorrow?
-in his eyes. It was gone a moment later, replaced by the same blank look
with which he always regarded her. She bit her lip. "I didn't mean to--I'm
sorry."
"Sorry," he said slowly, and she
shivered, as if he were looking through her, not seeing her at all.
"Has no meaning."
She chewed her lip thoughtfully for
a moment, nursing her arm carefully against her body. "Still. I didn't
mean to bring up bad memories."
"Not--bad," he croaked, as if struggling
to hold back emotion. Her eyes were riveted to his, though she wanted to
look away suddenly. She'd never seen him look vulnerable before, though
there was no mistaking that was what she saw now. "You should get some
sleep," he continued, brusquely shoving aside the momentary slip in control.
"The rest of the Pack will be here in the morning to pick us up."
"What about you?"
"I'll stay up and make sure no one's
followed us." His tone, and the look he gave her, left no room for argument.
Without a look glance, she headed down the short hallway to the small bedroom.
He listened as her light footsteps
faded away down the hall, and the bedroom door closed with a soft 'click'
before he leaned back in his armchair and sighed. It wasn't her fault,
he told himself. She didn't have any way of knowing.
"Oath."
The single word reverberated through
the room. Wiping the sting from his eyes, he got up and pulled on his coat,
heading out the hatchway into the arctic air above. The wind whistled shrilly,
blowing snow in waves across the ground, whipping at his face and clothes
vengefully like an enraged poltergeist. He ignored it.
He stared
up into the darkened sky, gazing at the stars that numbered in the millions
in the clear air. Some of these same stars shown in his own time--others
had since winked out, indeed some were already gone. Only their light remained,
hurtling lost through the cosmos, unanchored--
His chest
felt tight, suddenly. He was like those stars, unanchored and alone. How
had this happened? He'd been careful to keep his distance from Domino.
From the moment he saw her in action, he knew there was something about
her that set off warnings in his head. 'Don't get too close to that
one.'
He'd tried
to heed his instincts, and he'd done a pretty good job, but G.W. had called
him on the avoidance routine, pointing out that they all needed to be able
to work together if they expected the Pack to function smoothly. So he'd
compromised, agreed to take the girl--Domino, not a girl, his subconscious
cautioned. There was nothing immature about the junior member of the team,
that was for certain. He'd decided on this mission, because it wasn't meant
to be difficult. It'd backfired, which was mostly his fault for being sloppy--they
should have arrived earlier to afford more time for surveillance, and in
his annoyance, he'd been far too harsh on his partner. Any one of them
would have been hard pressed to come out of that situation without a scratch,
certainly it couldn't have been expected of that mere slip of a woman,
tough as nails though she may have been.
He didn't
underestimate her capabilities. In the Clan, the women had been just as
fierce as the men--if not more so. In this time, they were much more rare,
and much abused, though he thought anyone who couldn't see a good resource
for more than the external package was a fool.
He wasn't sure if that explained
why he'd done what he had, picking up that comb, touching her, after
he'd been so careful to keep his distance. And, sadistically, he'd enjoyed
it. He wasn't blind, he knew she was beautiful, but Oath, he hadn't
expected...
He felt guilty for the memories assailing
him now, visions of sitting in their tent in the Clan Chosen encampment,
the two of them--he and Jenskot. Slowly unplaiting the braids she wore
in battle, the sound of her laugh as she turned to him, auburn hair glowing
in the firelight--
Dom wasn't Aliya. There wasn't
the same gentleness his wife had possessed in her--Domino's fire seemed
to burn without pause.
Not the same at all.
----
She sighed and shifted uncomfortably,
trying to find a position that put the least strain on her bad arm. Sleep
was well outside her grasp. Her body ached and her brain was going a million
miles a minute as she tried to sort through what had just happened.
She thought she'd had Cable figured
out. He was a good soldier, an amazing strategist, probably had more years
of combat experience than she'd been alive, and apparently got some
sort of perverse pleasure out of being totally obtuse. Even G.W., who undoubtedly
knew the man best out of any of them, lost his patience with him from time
to time.
She'd also come
to the conclusion that he didn't like her. At all. She'd been with the
team for more than a year and a half now, and this was the first mission
they'd ever run as a pair. She'd worked with him as part of the whole team,
and in a trio, but never alone. And even someone as relatively 'new' to
the business as she was knew that was bad tactics. In a team, everyone
needed to be able to depend on everyone else, whether you liked them or
not.
And she
couldn't help but take it personally. Not that he was really very open
with anyone, but he didn't go to the same lengths to avoid anyone
else, either. It was aggravating, more than anything, since he seemed to
respect her skills, and had never struck her as a sexist. So what the hell
had she done wrong? It would probably been less irritating if she hadn't
found herself so oddly fascinated with him, 'Fascinated, right. Try
attracted,' she scolded herself. Fine. So he was attractive,
and intriguing. The point was, she'd thought she'd at least gotten
a grip on his personality, if nothing else. And nowhere in there
had she made an allowance for what she'd seen that evening.
Somehow, she had a feeling that if
she told the others about him offering to brush her hair for her, they'd
put her in a straight jacket or something. Hell, even she wasn't wholly
sure she hadn't been hallucinating... that at least would have explained
it. And what's more, he'd been thoroughly enjoying himself--that sheepish
look he'd given, telling her not to cut her hair... It'd all been rather
cute, really. Cable. Cute. This really was getting too strange for words.
Especially when she took into consideration how absolutely spooked
he'd gotten afterwards. He'd looked at her as if she'd pulled a gun on
him or something, and then practically ordered her out of the room. 'There's
something more going on here,' she mused, then frowned. She'd never
really stopped to consider there might be some other drive behind his actions.
'Reminding
him of things?' "Not bad," was what he'd said when she'd apologized.
'Just
painful.' The recognition hit her like a brick to the stomach. Of course,
that would explain why he was being so squirrelly. She could hardly blame
him for avoiding her if she was reminding him of something that had happened
in that mysterious past of his. "Shit."
She hopped out of bed and poked her
head out of the bedroom doorway. "Cable?" She didn't see him in the small
sitting area adjacent to the kitchen. She walked out into the hallway.
"Nathan?"
He wasn't there. And if he wasn't
inside
then there was only one place he could have gone.
----
He heard the hatch creek open behind
him, and a mild curse from his partner as she emerged into the biting cold.
"Shit, Nate. It's cold as hell. What are you doing out here?"
"Stars," he replied, making a gesture
at the sky. "Easier to see out here."
She looked up into the black, star
dotted sky for a moment. "Yeah. Wow, never realized there could be that
many of 'em. Sort of humbling." She glanced over at him. "Look, I-" She
paused, trying to gather her thoughts. "I'm sorry if I remind you of something--or
someone that... bothers you. And don't give me that cryptic 'Sorry has
no meaning' stuff again, it's not that sort of apology. I just don't...
whatever it is, I don't want it to interfere with us working together,
okay? And I shouldn't have accused you of ditching me back at the base,
you did what you had to, I know that. And I'd probably do the same thing...
but can you blame me? I mean, you haven't been exactly hospitable towards
me."
"No," he agreed, and tipped his head
to look at her for a moment. "That was a mistake."
"Well," she said, looking him in
the eye and seeing an odd sort of caution there, "that's a start, I guess.
Can we go inside? I'm freezing my ass off."
"You're a good soldier, Dom," he
continued, turning away from her to look at the stars again. She had the
odd impressing that he was looking for some sort of answer from them. "Very
good. I've seen a lot of good soldiers die--" He looked over at her again,
those mismatched eyes seeming to bore into hers with a desolate intensity.
"Or worse. I've seen things no one should have to. I lived through them,
a lot of other people weren't so fortunate. I don't want to see you get
hurt."
He was pleading with her, she realized
with a start. His voice might have been matter-of-fact, but he was trying
to warn her away. She felt a tiny twinge in her chest as the full impact
of what was being conveyed with those words struck her. A world of pain
and loneliness that was more than a match for what was lurking around in
the depths of her own soul--a shiver went through her, not entirely due
to the cold. 'I lived through them.' Looking at him, she couldn't
quite believe that. "I'm not innocent, Nate," she said finally. "I think
you know that."
"Suspected," he nodded. "People don't
chose this life."
"No, we don't," she agreed, knowing
he was talking about something far greater than the life of a mercenary.
"We don't have that luxury." She felt as if a weight had settled on her
shoulders. If she had been playing tricks on his memory before, he was
now doing the same to her. The full extent of her life seemed coiled around
her shoulders, too heavy for such a short span of years. Without a conscious
thought, she slipped her hand into his own, giving it a light squeeze.
They were more similar than she ever would have guessed.
~fin~