Genolt chapters 02; Why did I leave you?
~Colt's point of view~
The orange hues of the sky from up hear in my Iron Bird is so pretty...but for some reason I just cannot focus on it...I can only think about him....His brown hair, his clear eyes...heck! Even his puffy little cheeks I can't forget about! I admit, he's cute but I've seen lots of cute guys but...I never felt like this about them.
Could I have gotten a crush or maybe even have fallen in love with that boy? I mean...sure he's cute and he seems to have a fun personality, but....I don't know, I just feel afraid when I think about him. I get all nervous and my hands get all sweaty...why is it? Why is it he makes me feel that way?
I know I wanted a boyfriend but, I never thought I would actually fall in love so soon, and leaving him before even a full day is gone by was not what I was planning to do when I fell in love either but I just...I just could not star into those deep, beautiful eyes , or the cute little face much longer without just getting the desire to give him a big kiss. And I'm scared...that would have been my first kiss, I want it to be special...I need to know if he felt the same way for me before I kissed him. I would hate to waste my first kiss on someone who was going to reject it.
What am I talking about? Could I really be in love with him? Anyway...chances are I'll never see him again, so you should not waste your time thinking about him so much!
.........Why those that make me so sad? It was my choice to leave or not...I could have joined him, but I said no. He seemed so concerned about my safety...that was so sweet, but...when I said no, I could have sworn I saw some sadness in his eyes.
Could He have felt the same way? Well...I guess I'll never know now...But it would have been fun to have him for a boyfriend. He seemed interested in old ruins and seemed to like adventure just like me...I would have loved for just me and him to travel around and search old ruins and all after Moo was defeated...but, I left, and I guess that decision stopped all those possibilities.
Next time I see him, if in some chance I ever see him again, he'll probably be with Holly...I mean he's traveling with her already...and she is pretty.
Who am I kidding...He would not have wanted a tom-boy like me for a girlfriend. I just wish that I could have been his girl though, just for a little while....but that will never happen because, I left. So as I fly hear up in the sky, I mutter only one sentence out load.
"Genki, why did I leave you?"
~Colt's point of view~
The orange hues of the sky from up hear in my Iron Bird is so pretty...but for some reason I just cannot focus on it...I can only think about him....His brown hair, his clear eyes...heck! Even his puffy little cheeks I can't forget about! I admit, he's cute but I've seen lots of cute guys but...I never felt like this about them.
Could I have gotten a crush or maybe even have fallen in love with that boy? I mean...sure he's cute and he seems to have a fun personality, but....I don't know, I just feel afraid when I think about him. I get all nervous and my hands get all sweaty...why is it? Why is it he makes me feel that way?
I know I wanted a boyfriend but, I never thought I would actually fall in love so soon, and leaving him before even a full day is gone by was not what I was planning to do when I fell in love either but I just...I just could not star into those deep, beautiful eyes , or the cute little face much longer without just getting the desire to give him a big kiss. And I'm scared...that would have been my first kiss, I want it to be special...I need to know if he felt the same way for me before I kissed him. I would hate to waste my first kiss on someone who was going to reject it.
What am I talking about? Could I really be in love with him? Anyway...chances are I'll never see him again, so you should not waste your time thinking about him so much!
.........Why those that make me so sad? It was my choice to leave or not...I could have joined him, but I said no. He seemed so concerned about my safety...that was so sweet, but...when I said no, I could have sworn I saw some sadness in his eyes.
Could He have felt the same way? Well...I guess I'll never know now...But it would have been fun to have him for a boyfriend. He seemed interested in old ruins and seemed to like adventure just like me...I would have loved for just me and him to travel around and search old ruins and all after Moo was defeated...but, I left, and I guess that decision stopped all those possibilities.
Next time I see him, if in some chance I ever see him again, he'll probably be with Holly...I mean he's traveling with her already...and she is pretty.
Who am I kidding...He would not have wanted a tom-boy like me for a girlfriend. I just wish that I could have been his girl though, just for a little while....but that will never happen because, I left. So as I fly hear up in the sky, I mutter only one sentence out load.
"Genki, why did I leave you?"