AN: try to read past the mundane, this isnt just about sirius.

disclaimer: yadda yadda yada

dry eyes ruin my last waters

why does a heart beat on?

nails long enough to slit wrists

why does the heart still beat?

hair veils my face

why does my heart still tick?

famished to a skeleton

why does my heart still thump?

eyes long lacking luster

why do I still wake?

a shattered man inside 2 prison

why does lord show no mercy?

blood thinned, tined with gray

why does my heart not stop?

mind to seed, no use of it

why does my heart not give in?

trapped in my head, alone in the crowd

why do I not die?

prisoner, cell block Q, prison of mind

why am I not dead?

living seventies, in twenties

where is mercy?

I prayed to god, all my life

where is he now?

take me now, let me go

why do I live on?

no meaning to life, a waste of breath

why am I not hung?

to leave is mercy, I have none

why am I not under?

dry eyes ruin my last waters

why does a heart beat on?