Disclaimer: I don't own Sailor Moon blah blah blah….
Authors Notes: This is the sequel to Serena's Secret read that BEFORE you read this, thank you.
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They keep me in this room and watch me.
They think I don't know what that big mirror is.
I know they are behind there watching me.
Studying me.
Waiting for me to make one wrong move so they can put me in a crazy house.
Not that I'm not in one right now.
Sigh.
I want to go home.
They say this place is my home.
It's called the Trouble Teens Home: Anorexic's, Bulimic's, Self-Mutilators, Suicidal's
…Freaks…
Anyway, They think they watch my every move…
However, they miss a few.
They let us go to the bathrooms alone, unlike they do the girls and boys with eating disorders, I have my small blade, which I snuck in when I first got to this damn forsaking place, I use it to make micro-cuts all over my body.
It hurts like hell but that's what I want.
I'm in the bathroom right now.
The cuts are like fire.
It feels so good!
I smile.
Now I'm satisfied.
I walk out of the bathroom and I smile towards to window.
I sit in my little chair and stare into it just smiling.
~*~*~
Everyday was the same damn thing.
Today was a little different.
My friends and family came by.
They talk to me like I was ignorant.
Oh well, I just smiled.
Smiled.
Smiled.
"…I lost by a few seconds."
Amara had just finish telling me about her race today.
When she was done, I smiled.
She shifted uncomfortably in the chair.
I smiled.
After a long silence, my mother started talking.
One by one they talked about the days events.
"Serena, What about you? What did you do today?" Lita asked.
Everyone turned to look at me, and I smiled.
"Well, I woke up this morning, ate the shit they call breakfast, went out side for an hour, went to lunch, came back in here and sat."
I finish telling them, and smile.
Silence.
"Well," It was Ami "We need to go home and study. A test is tomorrow."
"Yea. I have another race tomorrow and Michelle is having her painting judged tomorrow also, so we need our rest." Amara said standing from her chair.
The all said their excuses and stood.
I looked at them and smiled.
"I'm sorry you guys have to leave, tell everyone I said Hi."
We said our good-byes and they left.
Good-riddance.
Tomorrows another day.
I sit back in my chair, look into the mirror…
…And Smiled…
~*~*~*~*~
So…?
Authors Notes: This is the sequel to Serena's Secret read that BEFORE you read this, thank you.
~*~*~*~
They keep me in this room and watch me.
They think I don't know what that big mirror is.
I know they are behind there watching me.
Studying me.
Waiting for me to make one wrong move so they can put me in a crazy house.
Not that I'm not in one right now.
Sigh.
I want to go home.
They say this place is my home.
It's called the Trouble Teens Home: Anorexic's, Bulimic's, Self-Mutilators, Suicidal's
…Freaks…
Anyway, They think they watch my every move…
However, they miss a few.
They let us go to the bathrooms alone, unlike they do the girls and boys with eating disorders, I have my small blade, which I snuck in when I first got to this damn forsaking place, I use it to make micro-cuts all over my body.
It hurts like hell but that's what I want.
I'm in the bathroom right now.
The cuts are like fire.
It feels so good!
I smile.
Now I'm satisfied.
I walk out of the bathroom and I smile towards to window.
I sit in my little chair and stare into it just smiling.
~*~*~
Everyday was the same damn thing.
Today was a little different.
My friends and family came by.
They talk to me like I was ignorant.
Oh well, I just smiled.
Smiled.
Smiled.
"…I lost by a few seconds."
Amara had just finish telling me about her race today.
When she was done, I smiled.
She shifted uncomfortably in the chair.
I smiled.
After a long silence, my mother started talking.
One by one they talked about the days events.
"Serena, What about you? What did you do today?" Lita asked.
Everyone turned to look at me, and I smiled.
"Well, I woke up this morning, ate the shit they call breakfast, went out side for an hour, went to lunch, came back in here and sat."
I finish telling them, and smile.
Silence.
"Well," It was Ami "We need to go home and study. A test is tomorrow."
"Yea. I have another race tomorrow and Michelle is having her painting judged tomorrow also, so we need our rest." Amara said standing from her chair.
The all said their excuses and stood.
I looked at them and smiled.
"I'm sorry you guys have to leave, tell everyone I said Hi."
We said our good-byes and they left.
Good-riddance.
Tomorrows another day.
I sit back in my chair, look into the mirror…
…And Smiled…
~*~*~*~*~
So…?
