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No Need for Rebirth
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"So...I mean, you had your mind, the entire time?"
Hilde and Duo were sitting on Duo's bed, and while Duo was really supposed to be asleep, but Hilde kept pouncing him with questions.
"Yes, Hilde." Duo yawned. "I could tell you things that would make you sleepless at night. But I won't." Yawning again, Duo cuddled his covers.
Hilde looked thoughtful at this. "Oh...ew." She sighed, thinking of more questions. Duo yawned again, his eyes closed. Hilde smiled.
He looks so peaceful. I'm just gonna stop pestering him...
Smiling, Hilde reached down and brushed Duo's bangs from his eyes. A deep longing filled her, the knowledge that the one she loved would never be hers. She laughed quietly. He never loved her before, and he couldn't love her now. Even if he was the right age, he probably wouldn't...
"Hilde?" Duo opened one eye sleepily and he reached up to grab her hand. "Stay with me."
"I am," she whispered. Duo closed his eyes again and pulled on her hand. "Sleep with me. I'm lonely."
"O...okay." Hilde laid down in the small bed next to Duo, and he immediately hugged her tightly.
"Don't leave me without saying good-bye. You promise, Hilde?"
"I promise."

Heero slipped in around midnight, closing the front door behind him quietly. The house was dark, and he figured Duo must be asleep and Hilde was probably with him.
Did he tell her?
He climbed the stairs and poked his head into Duo's room; smiled.
Hilde was sitting up against the backdrop of the bed, her head drooped and eyes closed. Duo was halfway in her lap, arms around her waist. Both asleep. Heero closed the door again, figuring Hilde had figured out one way or another. Besides, they looked cute. No point in disturbing them.
Heero stood by the door for a while, feeling jealous, and sad. Jealous - it was obvious that Duo loved Hilde. His heart knew he couldn't love Heero anymore. Of course Duo must have always had a secret love for the blue haired girl.
Sadness...
He knew they could never be together. Duo had love for two people...neither of which he was allowed to be with. Heero had had his part. But Hilde and Duo...
Sighing, Heero went downstairs. He put his hands in his pockets and felt the small glass vial there. Duo said Ling had given it to him...Heero decided to call Wufei up and find out just what it would do.

Hilde stumbled downstairs the next morning, her back aching from falling asleep sitting up. She stared at Heero, who was sitting on the couch crosslegged, staring at the vial.
"Hey Heero...sorry I fell asleep, you should have woken me up!"
"Neh. You two looked so cute that I couldn't. Besides, my head was ringing from being loudly told that it was weak to call people at half past midnight. Anyways...you might be glad that you stayed. When Duo wakes up I have something I have to tell him..."
Heero looked once more at the glass vial in his hands. Hilde peered down at it.
"What's that?"
"Something that will help Duo kill Relena. Today."
"Today?"
"Yes."
"I can kill Relena today?"
Duo was sitting on the stairs, looking down at them. He slowly made his way over.
"How can I kill her today, Heero?"
Duo and Hilde both stared at Heero as he stood up, shaking the vial.
"This is a potion, Duo. It will make you the age you would be if you hadn't died-"
"HEERO!" Duo leapt at him suddenly, reaching for the vial. "Heero, give it to me! I want to be my normal age. God, Heero!"
Hilde's eyes had also brightened at this prospect, but she didn't pounce Heero. Duo was whimpering and straining for the potion like a wild animal.
"DUO! Let me finish! You can only stay that way for...less than a day! It wears off, Duo! But you'll be able to kill Relena...and..."
"Less than...a day? Heero, if I drink it all, maybe-"
"No, Duo...that won't work. Don't you think I asked that already?"
"I don't care. Maybe it will. GIVE IT!"
Duo grabbed the bottle and uncorked it, swallowing every last drop of liquid.
"Maybe..."
Heero looked down, shaking. "Duo, he said it'll hurt. It'll be the most painful-"
But he stopped talking. Duo was trembling uncontrollably, twitching and flinching.
"Heero...!"
Duo started yelling at the top of his lungs. He was raised into the air, and as if he was being pulled by some invisible hand, his arms and legs elongated, his hair grew longer, and the clothes he had been wearing fell, ripped to shreds. Duo stopped yelling and went limp, dropping to the ground.
Silence.
Hilde looked away, whimpering, unnerved by Duo's shouts. Heero ran forward and picked Duo up.
"He's only unconscious. Get me a blanket or something!"
"R...right." Hilde ran upstairs, while Heero laid Duo down on the couch.
"Dammit, Duo, I warned you. Wake up..."
Hilde ran back down and handed a blanket to Heero, her eyes squeezed shut tightly. Heero unceremoniously threw the blanket over Duo, only leaving his face exposed.
Hilde and Heero didn't speak. Both were staring at Duo. It was awkward, but wonderful...the little boy who had been fighting with Heero a minute ago laid before them, now fully grown, the man both of them loved, at one point or another. Heero, not knowing what else to do and stupefied by seeing Duo normal again, poked him.
"Duo...wake up."
Duo's eyes fluttered, and he grinned at Heero. "Thanks for the warning about...ugh...how much it would hurt. Heh-heh."
Hilde started to cry loudly at the sound of Duo's deep, sardonic voice. Duo sat up, wincing.
"That hurts...Hilde, whassa-matter now?"
Hilde couldn't stand it. She stood up, her hand over her eyes, and fled upstairs. Duo blinked.
"Did my face turn out deformed or something?"
Heero shook his head. "No, you look just the same as you always did. That's the trouble, I think. I'd cry, if I remembered how, Duo." Heero smiled weakly. Duo grinned back and looked down at himself.
"Where...where's my clothes at? You and Hilde are perverts!"
"No...they got ripped off when you changed." Heero pointed at the pile of rags on the floor. Duo laughed. "Ooohh...hehe. I knew that. And here I was, thinking you and Hilde were molesting me in my sleep. Ha-ha!"
Heero stood shakily. "Yah, well you might want to get dressed before Relena gets home. I'm gonna go out. Clean up any messes you make and don't blood stain the rug in the hall because it cost a hell of a lot of money."
Duo made a pouty face. "Do you have any of my old...other clothes? Like my pants or my hat? Possibly my boots? Say you doooo..." Duo's eyes watered fakely.
Heero sighed, shaking his head. "Yes, I do in fact. In my closet, the black box. Your shoes are...somewhere in there. I'm gonna go now, ok?"
He couldn't take it - it hurt him deeply to see Duo like this again, and his insides seemed as if they were being torn apart. Duo seemed to understand, but his childish instinct couldn't hold him back.
"Heero...Daddy...mm...carry me?" He held out his arms to Heero.
Heero just laughed.

"I'm...home!"
Relena inched her way into the dark house, wincing as if expecting to be hit.
"Heero? Duo? Anyone home?"
Closing the door behind her, Relena set down her bag and stretched out.
Good to be home...but where is everyone?
She heard something clatter upstairs...and not knowing how utterly stupid it was to do so, she headed upstairs.
"Duo? Heero?"
"Relena."
Relena gasped. A dark figure stood at the top of the stairs, then turned and ran off down the hall. Relena stormed up. "HEY! Who are you!? Get out of my house!"
She heard the cock of a gun and fear fluttered in her heart. She backed up against the banister.
"Who...who's there? Go...go away! What did you to to my son and husband?!"
"I'm going to save them."
Duo stepped out from the shadows, his hat casting black over his eyes. With the added darkness, it looked like he had stepped out from a demon world. Relena shuddered. "Duo...Maxwell...how...leave here!"
"No, Relena." Duo's voice shook. "I know it's not honorable to kill your mother, but I lost all my honor the day I was born to you."
Relena gulped, her face hardening. "I knew it. Heero lied to me!"
"Yes, Relena. You want to know why? Because he knows."
Relena shuddered.
"He knows you killed me and he sees how you mistreat me each day. A child is something you treasure, not a doll you play with. Maybe I would have just lived on happily with you if only you were a good mother. But you aren't good at much, are you, Relena?"
Relena gulped again. "I...I'm a good mom! How did you get to be...like this?!"
"That...is a secret. Relena. Remember when you shot me? Right...here." Duo put his finger to the middle of his chest. "Wanna know how it felt?"
"NO! You wouldn't kill me!" Relena suddenly laughed. "I'm your mother! You won't!"
"You would think that, wouldn't you."
Bang.
The sound echoed throughout the house, and Hilde, hiding out and watching from Heero's room, shuddered and closed her eyes. Relena slumped back against the banister, a trickle of blood dripping from her mouth. Duo stood, smoking gun in hand.
"Did that hurt, Relena? Well, I'm nice. I won't let you suffer like you did to me, Mother."
Three more gunshots rang out and Relena let out a strangled sob, clutching her chest as blood pooled around her.
"Does it still hurt, mom? I'm sorry. Let me end it for you."
Duo stepped up, and lifting his leg, kicked Relena square in the chest. With a strangled choke and creak of snapping wood, Relena was hurled out into the air, falling three stories to land with a sickening crunch on the hardwood ground below. Duo peered down, and threw the gun after her.
"Bye bye."
He fell to his knees in the pool of blood, and shook, head down. Hilde ran out, slipping a little, and fell beside him, hugging him tightly.
"Duo..."
Duo laughed a little. "I only ever shot one other person. Heero-! And Relena scolded me for it. I was the bad guy."
He looked up at Hilde, and she was shocked to see he was crying.
"I'm not the bad guy...right, Hilde?"
"Duo...no. You only gave her what she deserved. And more."
Not minding the blood drying on their hair and skin, Hilde and Duo sat for a long time near the broken banister, in silence. Hilde never took her arms from around Duo.

Quatre clutched his chest. Trowa and Heero looked over.
"Quatre?"
Shaking his head, Quatre shook. "He did it. She's gone. I can feel it."
Heero bowed his head, not saying anything for a while. Then he laughed.
"If he got stains on my carpet, so help him God-!"
Trowa and Quatre laughed weakly.
"You gonna go back, Heero?"
"No...no." Heero grabbed a blanket and laid down on the couch, staring at the ceiling. "I'm sleeping here tonight. I think Duo and Hilde will want to be alone."
Quatre looked over at Trowa and both grinned sheepishly at Heero.

"Hilde."
"Mmm?"
Duo stood up, looking at the caked blood on his arms and legs. He could feel in it in his hair and on his face. Looking down at Hilde, he saw she wasn't much better off. He held out his hand and helped her up.
"I'm gonna take a bath, Hilde."
"All...all right." Hilde started downstairs. Duo kept hold of her hand.
"You help me."
Hilde turned red, and brushed her bangs out of her face. Looking up, she smiled at Duo.
"All right."
Duo smiled back.

Water gushed out of the tap into the oversized spa like tub. Hilde and Duo faced one another.
Slowly, Duo reached out, pulling Hilde's cap off. He slid his hands down her neck, unbuttoning her purple shirt. Hilde shuddered, and reached out, sliding off Duo's black baseball cap before slowly starting to unbutton his shirt, also.
Both shirts slid to the ground. Duo stared down at them, then grinned up at Hilde.
"Too slow. Race ya!"
"You basterd!"
Hilde laughed. Both of them threw off the rest of their clothes and practically fell into the tub, laughing. Duo grinned over at Hilde, who was blushing and had her arms crossed over her chest.
He whispered. "Don't be scared." Reaching out, he took her in, holding her close. Hilde loosened, letting her arms fall.
Feels warm. And nice.
Duo shook, trying to keep himself from going erect. He didn't want to do anything like that to Hilde. Why did he feel like this, now?
Girls never did this to me before. Make it stop, godammit!
Hilde giggled at Duo's obvious struggle. She ruffled his hair. "Aw...Duo's a big boy now." She covered her mouth, snickering.
"Oh, shut up!" Duo splashed water at her and grabbed some shampoo. "I'll blind you, that's what I'll do."
Hilde yelped and closed her eyes tight. Duo laughed. "I didn't mean it. Sorry." He brightened. "Wanna wash my hair for me? I...can't reach."
"Fine, you big baby. Turn around."
Duo obediently did and Hilde looked at various shampoos. "So um...bubblegum blaster or strawberry happiness...or coconut dreams?"
Duo laughed weakly. "Hey, talk to Relena. Oh wait - she's dead. Er, I'll take the coconut dreams." He snickered despite himself.
"Ok then." Hilde poured some of the shampoo into her hand, then lathered it into Duo's long, tangled hair. Duo stared ahead, thinking.
"I wish...I would stay like this forever."
Hilde sighed. "Me too, Duo. Me too."
"At least I have tonight."
"Yes. At least we have tonight."
Duo turned around and looked at Hilde, who put her hands down.
"Hilde..."
"No Duo. I want to."
"I can't, Hilde."
"Duo...it will be my one memory of you."
"It'll hurt you, Hild'."
"I know."
Duo looked down slightly and whispered. "Well, hurry up then."
Hilde whispered back. "I will."

Ten minutes later, Duo and Hilde collapsed onto the master bed in Heero's room. They explored each other's mouths with their tongues, moaning and whimpering as they kissed fiercely. Hilde ran her hands through Duo's still damp hair, causing him to shudder. Slowly, he moved down, kissing her neck, lapping her all in. Hilde arched her back, laying on the bed, as Duo's tongue flickered over her sensitive nipple. He gently sucked, not wanting to hurt her in the slightest. Hilde whimpered and moaned, knowing what Duo was doing. "Don't...hold back, Duo. This is my...only time..."
Duo straightened up, looking down at Hilde with a great sadness. "Hilde...I can't..." He reached out to stroke her cheek.
"No, Duo." Hilde opened her eyes, and grabbed his hand. "Hold me, Duo."
"Okay..." Duo wrapped his arms around her, trying not to cry. Hilde brushed his hair aside, whispering. "Take me, Duo. I want you to do it. Take it...please...Duo..."
"I can't hurt you, Hilde." Duo held back tears. "I can't. I won't. I-ACK!"
Hilde had reached down, taking hold of Duo's erection with her free hand. She grinned mischievously at him. "Duo...I said, TAKE IT."
Duo squeaked. "Oh...Okay."
Hilde let him go and reached up, kissing him again, taking his face in her hands. Duo kissed back, moaning into Hilde's mouth as he entered her. He broke the kiss, and gazed down at her.
"Hilde...I'm so sorry, Hilde..."
Hilde gasped in pain as Duo broke her virgin barrier. He winced. "No...Hilde..."
Taking deep gulps of air, Hilde closed her eyes tight. "Duo, don't stop! DUO!"
"Hilde..." Duo started stroking in and out, faster and faster. Hilde's pain faded with each tight stroke, and she clutched the edges of the bed as she reached her climax.
"DUO-OOO!"
Duo reached out and held her, tears in his eyes at the pain he knew he caused her. He gritted his teeth and he came.
With a gasp, the both of them fell limp against each other. Hilde nuzzled Duo's neck, her hands still wrapped around him.
"I love you."
Duo tried to speak, but his exhaustion was greater than it had even been before. He just smiled weakly, closing his eyes.
"Tired..."
"Don't be tired, Duo."
Duo blinked down at her. Huh?
Hilde smiled, brushing Duo's bangs from his eyes. "I'm never going to be in love again, Duo. Give me all you've got while you can."
If Duo wanted to protest, he didn't get the chance, because Hilde kissed him deeply, tightening her muscles around Duo's weakening erection and causing his eyes to bug out.

By the time Heero got home around six A.M., all had just gone quiet. He walked into the kitchen and started making coffee, peering out the window at the sunrise. He had conveniently ignored Relena's battered body lying near the stairs.
Didn't stain my carpet, at least.
He sat at the table and sipped his coffee, waiting for Duo or Hilde to come downstairs. He wondered if he should start making pancakes or waffles.

Hilde yawned, slowly sitting up. She felt weak all over, but she was happy. Smiling at the sun sparkling in through the windows, she turned to look at Duo.
"Duo...oh, Duo."
She reached out and stroked the hair of the small sleeping boy next to her, whispering. "Thank you, Duo."
Watching him for a minute more, holding back her tears, Hilde then got out of bed and started getting dressed.

"Pancakes, or waffles?"
Hilde jumped as she walked into the kitchen to see Heero sitting at the table.
"That's ok. I'm not hungry."
Heero stood up, wagging a finger. "Yes, you are. Pancakes, or waffles?"
Hilde smiled slightly. "Waffles, please."
"You got it." Heero pulled a box out of the freezer.
"So...where's Duo?"
"He's upstairs still. Sleeping."
"Must be tired." Heero shook the box, wondering how many waffles were left. Hilde looked down, blushing, and didn't say anything else.
"Well he...he turned back." Hilde closed her eyes and sighed.
"Did he? When?"
"I...I don't know." Hilde thought back. "Sometime between six A.M. and now."
"Six, huh. He'll be asleep for a while."
Hilde and Heero exchanged glances, and they both laughed.

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