Me: I want to cry so much right now! I got this really sad idea of a story in my head. Oh I just got home and I decided to type this.
Yolei: Crying
Me: Why are you crying?
Yolei: Crying I don't know!
Me: Sweatdrop Ok? Um well I have to do my crying DISCLAIMER!
Yolei: Crying you mean the part where you don't own Digimon!
Me: Crying Yeah! Plus Sniffle this is going to be a songfic...the song is called Thank You and is by Dido...Crying
Yolei: Crying still you know what!
Me: Crying What!
Yolei: You know we're going to be crying through this whole thing!
Me: Duh I think you're right! Let's begin...
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~~ I'm alone. I have no one to hold onto any more. I walk the streets having my heart tear apart, and I try to hold the tears back and wonder why MY dreams and hopes become shattered! So I am alone wearing a black suit wandering the streets. I want to be alone but not alone. I want to hold my love to my heart once again, but I can't. I won't be able to see her smile, her radiance, her light again. Tears began to push their way into my burning eyes as I question the world. Why did it have to happen now? To be taken away from the one true joy you hold the most! I know where I have to be, but I can't bring myself to go there. I have to find something. I don't know what...but I know I'll know when I see it. ~~
My tea's gone cold, I'm wonderin why
I got out of bed at all
The morning rain clouds on my window
And I can't see it all
And even if I couldn't it'll all be gray
But your picture on my wall
It reminds me that it's not so bad
It's not so bad bad bad bad bad bad
~~ I turn my head and see emptiness all around. Everything seems so empty without her. Nothing mattered to me anymore. People walk all around me, going on with their happy lives. I try to tune everything out but I stop. There...in a sweet park garden. White...a white radiant rose. I stare upon it, and it was beautiful. Beautiful as my love. I slowly pace myself to it. I could fell tears flow at the sight of it. I bend down and slowly pick it and stare at the light petals of a white, pearly hue. I knew this was what I was looking for. ~~
I drank to much last night
Got bills to pay
My head just feels in pain
I missed the bus and they'll be hell today
I'm late for work again
And even if I'm there they'll all imply
That I might not last the day
Then you call me
And it's not so bad it's not so bad
And I-I want to Thank You
For giving me the best day of my life
And oh, just to be with you
Is having the best day of my life
~~ Here I am. I find myself in front of a large building. The building I refuse to accept. I stare down upon the radiant rose in my hand and slowly make my way inside. I try to keep a straight face and open the doors slowly. Before me lain a long white aisle, and people with tears and hurt just like me turn to see me enter. Many are surprised...and many look sorry. I don't want to be here. I don't want to accept the facts of life and death. I look forward and in the very front was my love. Radiant flowers and lowly dimmed candles surrounded her. I always wanted her to be in front of a church...but not this way. I look and see Mimi and Sora in tears with Izzy bowing his head to hide his own. Matt slowly walked up to me, but I push him aside. I swallowed hard and took a step on my journey to hell. ~~
Push the door I'm home at last
And I'm soaking through and through
Then you handed me a towel
And all I see is you
And even if my house falls down now
I wouldn't have a clue
Because you're near me
~~ With each step, I can feel myself fall apart with each tear I dropped. I stop in front of a casket and looked down upon my angel. She looked so pale, yet she was always beautiful. My angel, my hope, my joy, lain alone before me. I glance to the right and look upon a wreath baring her name in gold...Kari Kamiya. I felt a tear travel my face and look to see it fall upon hers. My legs went weak and I knelt down before her. She wore a white gown and had many red roses piled on her. She looked so gone and alone. I swallowed hard and wiped the tears from my eyes and began to say goodbye. ~~
And I-I want to Thank You
For giving me the best day of my life
And oh, just to be with you
Is having the best day of my life
~~ 'Kari...my love. I don't want you to go, but you are already gone. You can't be with me any more. I feel so empty... without you'. I knew I was going to start chocking up. 'I...I try...try to think of my...my life...without you.' Tears came none stop. 'I just can't! I want to hold you again! To...to cherish you! Just like I have always done! Now... my arms...they hold nothing!' I slowly stood up and kept my gaze upon her. "I promised...promised to protect you. I tried, but it wasn't enough. You showed me the world and all the good things to hold onto. You...Kari...you were the only thing I want to hold. The only good thing in my life...and now!" I close my eyes feeling ashamed and hurt. "You were my angel!" Tai came up from behind me. I glared at him angrily, and he slowly backed away understanding. I turned back to Kari. And slowly began to talk softly, "Kari...you are my angel. I know you will watch over me and the entire one's you love. I know... I shouldn't feel alone...but...you are gone from this world. I miss you... so much right now..." I took a small breath. The breath that was so unbearable for me at the time. The breath Kari should have had. "I remember our first date...our adventures...and our kisses." I lifted the white rose to my lips and kissed it gently. "You look so pale...you used to be so full of life...and you loved me." I slowly placed the white rose to her still lips and placed it upon the pile of red roses. "Like this rose...you were different from the rest. I also want to thank you...for being there for me...but..." The liquid in my eyes blurred the world. But, I continued...for her, "the time I need you most...is...is now!" My cries echoed in the church and everyone hearing my words, cried along with me. "Kari I love you...and I am so sorry...sorry that I...I didn't say it enough..." I looked at her one last time and at the lone white rose on top. I felt something fill inside of me. A warm feeling. Then it was gone. Just like her ~~
And I-I want to Thank You
For giving me the best day of my life
And oh, just to be with you
Is having the best day of my life
~~ Matt came up to me. "It is ok T.K. We all miss her." I turned and cried on his shoulder and didn't care about anything anymore...for the only thing I cared for...was gone. ~~
Kari Kamiya
The Angel of Light to:
Love, Courage, Friendship,
Sincerity, Knowledge, Reliability,
And most of all Hope
Born: 1985-Died: 2001
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Me: ......sniffle I finished...
Yolei: Bawling I can't believe you wrote something like that!
Me: And the sad part is...if you look on the tombstone...you'll see that Kari was 15-16.
Yolei: Sniffle
Me: Please Review. And I know the song doesn't seem to fit well with the story, but that is the point. Try to figure out why I picked this song.
Yolei: Crying
Me: Why are you crying?
Yolei: Crying I don't know!
Me: Sweatdrop Ok? Um well I have to do my crying DISCLAIMER!
Yolei: Crying you mean the part where you don't own Digimon!
Me: Crying Yeah! Plus Sniffle this is going to be a songfic...the song is called Thank You and is by Dido...Crying
Yolei: Crying still you know what!
Me: Crying What!
Yolei: You know we're going to be crying through this whole thing!
Me: Duh I think you're right! Let's begin...
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Beat
~~ I'm alone. I have no one to hold onto any more. I walk the streets having my heart tear apart, and I try to hold the tears back and wonder why MY dreams and hopes become shattered! So I am alone wearing a black suit wandering the streets. I want to be alone but not alone. I want to hold my love to my heart once again, but I can't. I won't be able to see her smile, her radiance, her light again. Tears began to push their way into my burning eyes as I question the world. Why did it have to happen now? To be taken away from the one true joy you hold the most! I know where I have to be, but I can't bring myself to go there. I have to find something. I don't know what...but I know I'll know when I see it. ~~
My tea's gone cold, I'm wonderin why
I got out of bed at all
The morning rain clouds on my window
And I can't see it all
And even if I couldn't it'll all be gray
But your picture on my wall
It reminds me that it's not so bad
It's not so bad bad bad bad bad bad
~~ I turn my head and see emptiness all around. Everything seems so empty without her. Nothing mattered to me anymore. People walk all around me, going on with their happy lives. I try to tune everything out but I stop. There...in a sweet park garden. White...a white radiant rose. I stare upon it, and it was beautiful. Beautiful as my love. I slowly pace myself to it. I could fell tears flow at the sight of it. I bend down and slowly pick it and stare at the light petals of a white, pearly hue. I knew this was what I was looking for. ~~
I drank to much last night
Got bills to pay
My head just feels in pain
I missed the bus and they'll be hell today
I'm late for work again
And even if I'm there they'll all imply
That I might not last the day
Then you call me
And it's not so bad it's not so bad
And I-I want to Thank You
For giving me the best day of my life
And oh, just to be with you
Is having the best day of my life
~~ Here I am. I find myself in front of a large building. The building I refuse to accept. I stare down upon the radiant rose in my hand and slowly make my way inside. I try to keep a straight face and open the doors slowly. Before me lain a long white aisle, and people with tears and hurt just like me turn to see me enter. Many are surprised...and many look sorry. I don't want to be here. I don't want to accept the facts of life and death. I look forward and in the very front was my love. Radiant flowers and lowly dimmed candles surrounded her. I always wanted her to be in front of a church...but not this way. I look and see Mimi and Sora in tears with Izzy bowing his head to hide his own. Matt slowly walked up to me, but I push him aside. I swallowed hard and took a step on my journey to hell. ~~
Push the door I'm home at last
And I'm soaking through and through
Then you handed me a towel
And all I see is you
And even if my house falls down now
I wouldn't have a clue
Because you're near me
~~ With each step, I can feel myself fall apart with each tear I dropped. I stop in front of a casket and looked down upon my angel. She looked so pale, yet she was always beautiful. My angel, my hope, my joy, lain alone before me. I glance to the right and look upon a wreath baring her name in gold...Kari Kamiya. I felt a tear travel my face and look to see it fall upon hers. My legs went weak and I knelt down before her. She wore a white gown and had many red roses piled on her. She looked so gone and alone. I swallowed hard and wiped the tears from my eyes and began to say goodbye. ~~
And I-I want to Thank You
For giving me the best day of my life
And oh, just to be with you
Is having the best day of my life
~~ 'Kari...my love. I don't want you to go, but you are already gone. You can't be with me any more. I feel so empty... without you'. I knew I was going to start chocking up. 'I...I try...try to think of my...my life...without you.' Tears came none stop. 'I just can't! I want to hold you again! To...to cherish you! Just like I have always done! Now... my arms...they hold nothing!' I slowly stood up and kept my gaze upon her. "I promised...promised to protect you. I tried, but it wasn't enough. You showed me the world and all the good things to hold onto. You...Kari...you were the only thing I want to hold. The only good thing in my life...and now!" I close my eyes feeling ashamed and hurt. "You were my angel!" Tai came up from behind me. I glared at him angrily, and he slowly backed away understanding. I turned back to Kari. And slowly began to talk softly, "Kari...you are my angel. I know you will watch over me and the entire one's you love. I know... I shouldn't feel alone...but...you are gone from this world. I miss you... so much right now..." I took a small breath. The breath that was so unbearable for me at the time. The breath Kari should have had. "I remember our first date...our adventures...and our kisses." I lifted the white rose to my lips and kissed it gently. "You look so pale...you used to be so full of life...and you loved me." I slowly placed the white rose to her still lips and placed it upon the pile of red roses. "Like this rose...you were different from the rest. I also want to thank you...for being there for me...but..." The liquid in my eyes blurred the world. But, I continued...for her, "the time I need you most...is...is now!" My cries echoed in the church and everyone hearing my words, cried along with me. "Kari I love you...and I am so sorry...sorry that I...I didn't say it enough..." I looked at her one last time and at the lone white rose on top. I felt something fill inside of me. A warm feeling. Then it was gone. Just like her ~~
And I-I want to Thank You
For giving me the best day of my life
And oh, just to be with you
Is having the best day of my life
~~ Matt came up to me. "It is ok T.K. We all miss her." I turned and cried on his shoulder and didn't care about anything anymore...for the only thing I cared for...was gone. ~~
Kari Kamiya
The Angel of Light to:
Love, Courage, Friendship,
Sincerity, Knowledge, Reliability,
And most of all Hope
Born: 1985-Died: 2001
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Me: ......sniffle I finished...
Yolei: Bawling I can't believe you wrote something like that!
Me: And the sad part is...if you look on the tombstone...you'll see that Kari was 15-16.
Yolei: Sniffle
Me: Please Review. And I know the song doesn't seem to fit well with the story, but that is the point. Try to figure out why I picked this song.