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For Dear Life
Chapter 3
Two weeks later
There are times
I swear I know you're here
I forget about my fears
Feeling you my dear
Watching over me
my hope sees
what the future will bring
when you wrap your wings
Stephanie had been released from the hospital, she had been crying non-stop. She couldn't believe how fast it had happened wondering what went wrong, why he left her here all alone. Refusing to eat and sleep in her own room, not that she slept at all. She walked into her bedroom finally looking around at all the memories, the painful memories that would haunt her forever. Her parents were next door helping Susan and Bob. She started sobbing again as she looked across the room and through the window not seeing anyone in there. There was only few times when she didn't see him in there that's when he was out of town with his family or with her in her room. She hated the fact that she couldn't look across and see him there again. She looked around her room grabbing some books off the shelf throwing them around, then moved to her dancing figurines and knick-knacks she threw them across the room watching them smash. She continued thrashing her room throwing everything she could get her hands on. She sat on the floor sobbing looking at a piece of glass picking it up getting ready to cut her self. She felt someone's hands on hers to stop her looking up she saw Billy. She dropped the glass screaming at him "Why did you leave me!" She looked up and around again to see he was gone. She then curled up into a ball crying out "At least take me with you!"
Scott walked up to his daughters room finding her on the floor, "Oh god Stephanie!" he ran over pulling her into his arms just holding her letting her cry.
And take me where you are
Where you and I will be together
Once again, we'll be dancing in the moonlight
Just like we used to do
And you'll be smiling back at me
Only then will I be free
When I can be, where you are
Stephanie walked with her parents into the church she walked up to the casket looking at him crying. She ran her hand down his cheek then sat down and listened to the minister after it was over she made her way over to Bob and Susan.
"I'm sure you already know this, but I loved your son more than anything in the world. Please remember that." Susan and Bob both gave her big hugs. Susan gave her a sympathetic smile "Our son loved you more than anything also. Always remember that." Stephanie nodded. They had gotten home, and it was time for her to take her shot. She didn't think her parents would remember but they did and they helped her because her hands were too shaky to do it herself not that she cared she didn't care anymore. She just wanted to go to sleep and never wake up again.
And I can see your face
your kiss I still can taste
not a memory erased
She lay in bed sobbing like she had done every other night her parents had helped her clean up her room. She felt a draft in the room looking up at her window to see Billy standing there he walked over to her sitting beside her on the bed. He ran a hand down her cheek. "Why aren't you sleeping?"
She shook her head "Waiting any minute for you to sneak up through my window so you could hold me."
"I always am holding you, just because I'm not here doesn't mean that you aren't," he said.
She sobbed harder "I only want to be here with you." He leaned down kissing her cheek she looked up to see him gone again. She quietly screamed in frustration "Quit doing this to me!" She cried herself to sleep.
Oh, how I see you're star
Shining down on me
And I'd do anything
Stephanie stood at her window looking up at the sky. She had stopped crying for a minute at least, Scott walked into her room and over to her looking up to where she is looking. "Nice night huh?"
She rolled her eyes feeling threatening tears ready to spill over "Nothings nice anymore dad." Her voice was quivering.
Scott wasn't sure what to do, he had never been through anything like this "Come on you need to get to bed."
Stephanie didn't say anything but curled up in bed. Scott left the room after telling her goodnight, she seemed so little then like a little girl who just had her teddy bear taken away. She reached under her pillow pulling out a picture of her and Billy so happy together. She didn't cry that night only looked at the picture until she fell asleep.
If I could just, be right there where you are
Where you and I will breathe together
Once again we'll be dancing in the moonlight
Just like we used to do
And you'll be smiling back at me (you'll be smiling back at me)
Only then will I be free
then I will be free, so take me where you are
She had gone back to school her leg was healing fast. Everyone in school was giving their condolences she had left the house early that morning without even taking her shot. She was supposed to take it at lunch but didn't and she even ate a chocolate cupcake. She bummed a cigarette off of someone from her class and went behind the bleachers to smoke it she hadn't really ever smoked before but sort of liked the feeling. Someone that she hadn't really ever talked to before walked up to her telling her about some party. She thought about going thinking it was a way to get away from things for a while.
Now baby there are times when selfishly
I wishin that you were here with me
so I can wipe the tears from your eyes and make you see
That every night when you are dreamin
I'm here to guard you from afar
And anytime I feel alone
I'll close my eyes and dream of where you are
Where you are
Scott had been called from the Nurses office. He left the kids in PE for a moment walking up to see what was going on. Marge the nurse looked at him worried.
"I was just wondering if Stephanie went home early today, if Shelby came and picked her up or anything?"
Scott shook his head "No one has, if she did she would've called and told me somehow. Why what's wrong?"
Marge sighed "Stephanie didn't come in for her shot today, she's usually precise about it but I thought it'd be best to tell you."
Scott nodded "Yeah you did the right thing thanks." He then left and said he had to go home early.
Where you and I will breathe together
Once again we'll be dancin in the moonlight
Just like we used to do
and you'll be smilin back at me (you'll be smilin back at me)
Only then will I be free
then I will be free,
Baby I still believe
Oh I gotta believe
I still believe
I will touch you that sweet day
That you take me there
Stephanie walked into her house after a long day at school she didn't really care to go to Baseball or her last class, which was her dance elective. She found her parents sitting in the living room waiting for her "What'd I do now?"
Scott sighed "Marge talked to me today, she said that you didn't take your shot at lunch." He was really worried and didn't want her to hurt herself.
"So I didn't take my stupid shot big deal that's my decision." She replied.
Shelby spoke up "Hun we're worried about you, if you don't take care of yourself you could get sick."
"Well don't worry about me! It's my life." She began to walk out Scott caught up with her easily turning her around.
"Stephanie killing your self won't bring him back!" he said sternly.
She snapped throwing her books across the room. "I don't care! At least I'll be with him, I'm not going to take my shots whether you like it or not. It's my body and I can do whatever I want with it!" She stormed up to her room.
Where you are (where you are)
I still believe
Whoooooa, I gotta believe
I still believe
I will touch you that sweet day
That you take me there
where you are, oh where you are!
I still believe
I gotta believe
I still believe
I'll always be waiting here
That sweet day (that sweet day, yeah!)
I still believe...I still believe....
Stephanie lay in bed just crying, "I just want you Billy!" She continued until she fell asleep. Not waking up the rest of the night to take her shot.
*On the next 'For Dear Life'*
She coughed being on her 5th beer, someone handed her a joint she inhaled it passing it off to someone else.
Scott sighed, "What are we going to do? She wants to die, our daughter is on a death mission."
"Mom…do me a favor please?" she asked. "Pull some plug and get me out of here, I have nothing left down here anymore."
"Yeah can I speak to Peter Scarbrow please?" Scott asked into the phone.
*Coming up on Sex, Lies, & Mt. Horizon* (This should get ya!)
"Okay she's gone." He smirked at her slightly "Thanks, but what were you doing eavesdropping?" Shelby rolled her eyes.
"Laura this is Sharon, an old friend. Sharon this is my wife." Luke introduced her.
"What? He was caught in a shed making out?" Laura said astonished. Luke laughed "And this is a bad thing?..."
Sharon sat there rembering how she knew Luke...
*And if you reply now I'll throw in an extra chapter of SLMH!* (I'm desperate!)
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Kay
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For Dear Life
Chapter 3
Two weeks later
There are times
I swear I know you're here
I forget about my fears
Feeling you my dear
Watching over me
my hope sees
what the future will bring
when you wrap your wings
Stephanie had been released from the hospital, she had been crying non-stop. She couldn't believe how fast it had happened wondering what went wrong, why he left her here all alone. Refusing to eat and sleep in her own room, not that she slept at all. She walked into her bedroom finally looking around at all the memories, the painful memories that would haunt her forever. Her parents were next door helping Susan and Bob. She started sobbing again as she looked across the room and through the window not seeing anyone in there. There was only few times when she didn't see him in there that's when he was out of town with his family or with her in her room. She hated the fact that she couldn't look across and see him there again. She looked around her room grabbing some books off the shelf throwing them around, then moved to her dancing figurines and knick-knacks she threw them across the room watching them smash. She continued thrashing her room throwing everything she could get her hands on. She sat on the floor sobbing looking at a piece of glass picking it up getting ready to cut her self. She felt someone's hands on hers to stop her looking up she saw Billy. She dropped the glass screaming at him "Why did you leave me!" She looked up and around again to see he was gone. She then curled up into a ball crying out "At least take me with you!"
Scott walked up to his daughters room finding her on the floor, "Oh god Stephanie!" he ran over pulling her into his arms just holding her letting her cry.
And take me where you are
Where you and I will be together
Once again, we'll be dancing in the moonlight
Just like we used to do
And you'll be smiling back at me
Only then will I be free
When I can be, where you are
Stephanie walked with her parents into the church she walked up to the casket looking at him crying. She ran her hand down his cheek then sat down and listened to the minister after it was over she made her way over to Bob and Susan.
"I'm sure you already know this, but I loved your son more than anything in the world. Please remember that." Susan and Bob both gave her big hugs. Susan gave her a sympathetic smile "Our son loved you more than anything also. Always remember that." Stephanie nodded. They had gotten home, and it was time for her to take her shot. She didn't think her parents would remember but they did and they helped her because her hands were too shaky to do it herself not that she cared she didn't care anymore. She just wanted to go to sleep and never wake up again.
And I can see your face
your kiss I still can taste
not a memory erased
She lay in bed sobbing like she had done every other night her parents had helped her clean up her room. She felt a draft in the room looking up at her window to see Billy standing there he walked over to her sitting beside her on the bed. He ran a hand down her cheek. "Why aren't you sleeping?"
She shook her head "Waiting any minute for you to sneak up through my window so you could hold me."
"I always am holding you, just because I'm not here doesn't mean that you aren't," he said.
She sobbed harder "I only want to be here with you." He leaned down kissing her cheek she looked up to see him gone again. She quietly screamed in frustration "Quit doing this to me!" She cried herself to sleep.
Oh, how I see you're star
Shining down on me
And I'd do anything
Stephanie stood at her window looking up at the sky. She had stopped crying for a minute at least, Scott walked into her room and over to her looking up to where she is looking. "Nice night huh?"
She rolled her eyes feeling threatening tears ready to spill over "Nothings nice anymore dad." Her voice was quivering.
Scott wasn't sure what to do, he had never been through anything like this "Come on you need to get to bed."
Stephanie didn't say anything but curled up in bed. Scott left the room after telling her goodnight, she seemed so little then like a little girl who just had her teddy bear taken away. She reached under her pillow pulling out a picture of her and Billy so happy together. She didn't cry that night only looked at the picture until she fell asleep.
If I could just, be right there where you are
Where you and I will breathe together
Once again we'll be dancing in the moonlight
Just like we used to do
And you'll be smiling back at me (you'll be smiling back at me)
Only then will I be free
then I will be free, so take me where you are
She had gone back to school her leg was healing fast. Everyone in school was giving their condolences she had left the house early that morning without even taking her shot. She was supposed to take it at lunch but didn't and she even ate a chocolate cupcake. She bummed a cigarette off of someone from her class and went behind the bleachers to smoke it she hadn't really ever smoked before but sort of liked the feeling. Someone that she hadn't really ever talked to before walked up to her telling her about some party. She thought about going thinking it was a way to get away from things for a while.
Now baby there are times when selfishly
I wishin that you were here with me
so I can wipe the tears from your eyes and make you see
That every night when you are dreamin
I'm here to guard you from afar
And anytime I feel alone
I'll close my eyes and dream of where you are
Where you are
Scott had been called from the Nurses office. He left the kids in PE for a moment walking up to see what was going on. Marge the nurse looked at him worried.
"I was just wondering if Stephanie went home early today, if Shelby came and picked her up or anything?"
Scott shook his head "No one has, if she did she would've called and told me somehow. Why what's wrong?"
Marge sighed "Stephanie didn't come in for her shot today, she's usually precise about it but I thought it'd be best to tell you."
Scott nodded "Yeah you did the right thing thanks." He then left and said he had to go home early.
Where you and I will breathe together
Once again we'll be dancin in the moonlight
Just like we used to do
and you'll be smilin back at me (you'll be smilin back at me)
Only then will I be free
then I will be free,
Baby I still believe
Oh I gotta believe
I still believe
I will touch you that sweet day
That you take me there
Stephanie walked into her house after a long day at school she didn't really care to go to Baseball or her last class, which was her dance elective. She found her parents sitting in the living room waiting for her "What'd I do now?"
Scott sighed "Marge talked to me today, she said that you didn't take your shot at lunch." He was really worried and didn't want her to hurt herself.
"So I didn't take my stupid shot big deal that's my decision." She replied.
Shelby spoke up "Hun we're worried about you, if you don't take care of yourself you could get sick."
"Well don't worry about me! It's my life." She began to walk out Scott caught up with her easily turning her around.
"Stephanie killing your self won't bring him back!" he said sternly.
She snapped throwing her books across the room. "I don't care! At least I'll be with him, I'm not going to take my shots whether you like it or not. It's my body and I can do whatever I want with it!" She stormed up to her room.
Where you are (where you are)
I still believe
Whoooooa, I gotta believe
I still believe
I will touch you that sweet day
That you take me there
where you are, oh where you are!
I still believe
I gotta believe
I still believe
I'll always be waiting here
That sweet day (that sweet day, yeah!)
I still believe...I still believe....
Stephanie lay in bed just crying, "I just want you Billy!" She continued until she fell asleep. Not waking up the rest of the night to take her shot.
*On the next 'For Dear Life'*
She coughed being on her 5th beer, someone handed her a joint she inhaled it passing it off to someone else.
Scott sighed, "What are we going to do? She wants to die, our daughter is on a death mission."
"Mom…do me a favor please?" she asked. "Pull some plug and get me out of here, I have nothing left down here anymore."
"Yeah can I speak to Peter Scarbrow please?" Scott asked into the phone.
*Coming up on Sex, Lies, & Mt. Horizon* (This should get ya!)
"Okay she's gone." He smirked at her slightly "Thanks, but what were you doing eavesdropping?" Shelby rolled her eyes.
"Laura this is Sharon, an old friend. Sharon this is my wife." Luke introduced her.
"What? He was caught in a shed making out?" Laura said astonished. Luke laughed "And this is a bad thing?..."
Sharon sat there rembering how she knew Luke...
*And if you reply now I'll throw in an extra chapter of SLMH!* (I'm desperate!)