Song Title: Don't Speak
By what band?: No Doubt
Author: Super Saiyan Alexin
Disclamer: You know the deal...
Warnings: Slight Shonen ai, this isn't gonna be happy either, get out the tissues.
Notes: This is a follow up to Adam's Song from Trunks' point of view, I was going through
songs to use and this struck me as perfect for him. I'm thinking that I might do more
follow ups, you know a mini series, if I do then there's Pan, Gohan, Vegeta, Goku, Bulma,
and Chi Chi left. I don't know, if you think it's a good idea and I should then tell me.
Anyway, ... Means song lyrics. Well, on with the songfic.
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You and me
We used to be together
Every day together always
How could you do this? *Why* *would* you do this? The two of us, we were best freinds,
we used to spend all of our free time together. It was always like that, it was always
*supposed* to be like that. Forever.
I really feel
I'm losing my best friend
I can't believe
This could be the end
As I watch the tape I can feel your pain, but then again you are *were* my best friend,
we had a bond no one could break. I can't belive this is happening, in fact I *can't* belive
it. That's it, this isn't happening, this is some nightmare, it must be. I refuse to belive it,
this isn't the end, it can't be.
It looks as though you're letting go
And if it's real
Well I don't want to know
It does look afully real though, and Goten isn't the type of person to pull a joke this cruel.
But it can't be, he's way too young, and he has, or maybe it was *had* his whole life to
live. This can't be real, it just can't be. But if it is, I don't wanna know, just let me delude
myself into my own little fantasy world, it would be better for me then.
Don't speak
I know just what you're saying
So please stop explaining
Don't tell me 'cause it hurts
Don't speak
I know what you're thinking
I don't need your reasons
Don't tell me 'cause it hurts
Please Goten, please just stop talking, just end the tape and *not* your life. I know what
he's saying, he's saying that he can't take me avoiding him. But I wasn't avoiding him,
I just had...things that I had to do. Liar! Fine I'll admit it! I was, I *was* avoiding him!
I started to get these strange feeling whenever I was around him, and they scared me,
bad. Please stop talking Goten! I know what he was thinking, he was thinking that I hated
him, that I was ignoreing him, but I wasn't. I don't need to hear his reasons, because I
already know them all, and hearing them from him out loud just hurts even more.
Our memories
They can be inviting
But some are altogether
Mighty frightning
If I go into my own little world and look back on the past I can remember the good times,
it'll make me feel better. But if I remeber the good times, then I'll remember the bad
times too, the fights we had, and the times we didn't speak, and the times when he
nearly died in the battles. Untill now, that was the time I remember ever being the most
scared. Untill now.
As we die, both you and I
With my head in my hands
I sit and cry
As you sit there postponeing the inevitable by talking, I can feel a peice of my heart
dying, the peice that belongs to you. I sit here with my head in my hands trying to calm
myself down, but everyword you say cuts me like a dagger. I feel my father put one of
his arms around me, as I collapse against him and start to cry, grabbing a fistfull of his
shirt and pouring my heart out. Mom, Pan and Chi Chi were crying into Gohan's chest as
he cried, meanwhile Goku-san was crying on my father's shoulder like I was, desperetly
trying to stop, but not succeeding. My father always said emotions were a weakness,
and that only weaklings cry, but all these years on Earth have made him realize just the
oppisite is true. As my father rubs his hands down our arms pulling us closer and kissing
both of our foreheads trying to calm us I'm sure that Goku-san, like me, felt every bit the
8 year old he was a year ago.
Don't speak
I know just what you're saying
So please stop explaining
Don't tell me 'cause it hurts
Don't speak
I know what you're thinking
I don't need your reasons
Don't tell me 'cause it hurts
Please stop talking Goten, it's my fault that you did this, I shouldn't have avoided you.
I should have just told you how I felt. Stop giveing us false reasons, and stop explaining,
I know what your thinking, and I shouldn't have been a coward, now you'll never know
I felt, and it hurts so much to realize that. I haven't hurt this much since Bra-chan died,
I never thought I could feel worse, but now I know the truth; you can always feel worse.
It's all ending
I gotta stop pretending who we are
You and me
I can see us dying...are we?
I feel like the world is comeing to an end, and it is, for me. As much as I want to I know
that I can't pretend your alive, and I *can't* go off in my own little world, everyone needs
me right now. But still, I will only be a shell, just a body. As you die I die too, as your
soul leaves this plain, so does mine, but my body is still alive. Right?
Don't speak
I know just what you're saying
So please stop explaining
Don't tell me 'cause it hurts
Don't speak
I know what you're thinking
I don't need your reasons
Don't tell me 'cause it hurts
Please Goten stop talking, don't explain, it hurts to hear you talk because I know that
you'll never talk again. Stop explaining, no matter what reasons you give us we're each
going to think it's our faults. NO!! As you stop talking I find myself begging you to start
again, I know what is comeing as you power up the blast and I look away. Poor Goku,
out of everyone *he* found the tape, he was comeing over to get Goten for his surprise
party when he found his body and the tape. He's gonna be the one to take it the hardest
I already can tell, he'll blame himself, then Chi Chi will blame him because in her eyes
everything is always his fault, then my father will get mad at Chi Chi and nearly kill her,
not that she won't deserve it. "Why?" I ask outloud still crying on my father. It's never
going to be the same.
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The End
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By what band?: No Doubt
Author: Super Saiyan Alexin
Disclamer: You know the deal...
Warnings: Slight Shonen ai, this isn't gonna be happy either, get out the tissues.
Notes: This is a follow up to Adam's Song from Trunks' point of view, I was going through
songs to use and this struck me as perfect for him. I'm thinking that I might do more
follow ups, you know a mini series, if I do then there's Pan, Gohan, Vegeta, Goku, Bulma,
and Chi Chi left. I don't know, if you think it's a good idea and I should then tell me.
Anyway, ... Means song lyrics. Well, on with the songfic.
================================================
You and me
We used to be together
Every day together always
How could you do this? *Why* *would* you do this? The two of us, we were best freinds,
we used to spend all of our free time together. It was always like that, it was always
*supposed* to be like that. Forever.
I really feel
I'm losing my best friend
I can't believe
This could be the end
As I watch the tape I can feel your pain, but then again you are *were* my best friend,
we had a bond no one could break. I can't belive this is happening, in fact I *can't* belive
it. That's it, this isn't happening, this is some nightmare, it must be. I refuse to belive it,
this isn't the end, it can't be.
It looks as though you're letting go
And if it's real
Well I don't want to know
It does look afully real though, and Goten isn't the type of person to pull a joke this cruel.
But it can't be, he's way too young, and he has, or maybe it was *had* his whole life to
live. This can't be real, it just can't be. But if it is, I don't wanna know, just let me delude
myself into my own little fantasy world, it would be better for me then.
Don't speak
I know just what you're saying
So please stop explaining
Don't tell me 'cause it hurts
Don't speak
I know what you're thinking
I don't need your reasons
Don't tell me 'cause it hurts
Please Goten, please just stop talking, just end the tape and *not* your life. I know what
he's saying, he's saying that he can't take me avoiding him. But I wasn't avoiding him,
I just had...things that I had to do. Liar! Fine I'll admit it! I was, I *was* avoiding him!
I started to get these strange feeling whenever I was around him, and they scared me,
bad. Please stop talking Goten! I know what he was thinking, he was thinking that I hated
him, that I was ignoreing him, but I wasn't. I don't need to hear his reasons, because I
already know them all, and hearing them from him out loud just hurts even more.
Our memories
They can be inviting
But some are altogether
Mighty frightning
If I go into my own little world and look back on the past I can remember the good times,
it'll make me feel better. But if I remeber the good times, then I'll remember the bad
times too, the fights we had, and the times we didn't speak, and the times when he
nearly died in the battles. Untill now, that was the time I remember ever being the most
scared. Untill now.
As we die, both you and I
With my head in my hands
I sit and cry
As you sit there postponeing the inevitable by talking, I can feel a peice of my heart
dying, the peice that belongs to you. I sit here with my head in my hands trying to calm
myself down, but everyword you say cuts me like a dagger. I feel my father put one of
his arms around me, as I collapse against him and start to cry, grabbing a fistfull of his
shirt and pouring my heart out. Mom, Pan and Chi Chi were crying into Gohan's chest as
he cried, meanwhile Goku-san was crying on my father's shoulder like I was, desperetly
trying to stop, but not succeeding. My father always said emotions were a weakness,
and that only weaklings cry, but all these years on Earth have made him realize just the
oppisite is true. As my father rubs his hands down our arms pulling us closer and kissing
both of our foreheads trying to calm us I'm sure that Goku-san, like me, felt every bit the
8 year old he was a year ago.
Don't speak
I know just what you're saying
So please stop explaining
Don't tell me 'cause it hurts
Don't speak
I know what you're thinking
I don't need your reasons
Don't tell me 'cause it hurts
Please stop talking Goten, it's my fault that you did this, I shouldn't have avoided you.
I should have just told you how I felt. Stop giveing us false reasons, and stop explaining,
I know what your thinking, and I shouldn't have been a coward, now you'll never know
I felt, and it hurts so much to realize that. I haven't hurt this much since Bra-chan died,
I never thought I could feel worse, but now I know the truth; you can always feel worse.
It's all ending
I gotta stop pretending who we are
You and me
I can see us dying...are we?
I feel like the world is comeing to an end, and it is, for me. As much as I want to I know
that I can't pretend your alive, and I *can't* go off in my own little world, everyone needs
me right now. But still, I will only be a shell, just a body. As you die I die too, as your
soul leaves this plain, so does mine, but my body is still alive. Right?
Don't speak
I know just what you're saying
So please stop explaining
Don't tell me 'cause it hurts
Don't speak
I know what you're thinking
I don't need your reasons
Don't tell me 'cause it hurts
Please Goten stop talking, don't explain, it hurts to hear you talk because I know that
you'll never talk again. Stop explaining, no matter what reasons you give us we're each
going to think it's our faults. NO!! As you stop talking I find myself begging you to start
again, I know what is comeing as you power up the blast and I look away. Poor Goku,
out of everyone *he* found the tape, he was comeing over to get Goten for his surprise
party when he found his body and the tape. He's gonna be the one to take it the hardest
I already can tell, he'll blame himself, then Chi Chi will blame him because in her eyes
everything is always his fault, then my father will get mad at Chi Chi and nearly kill her,
not that she won't deserve it. "Why?" I ask outloud still crying on my father. It's never
going to be the same.
::::::::::
The End
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