Blind

Lord, have you deserted me?
Left me nothing, took away what I was to be?
Abandoned me?
Left me to burn in the fire of time,
For all of eternity?
To stand alone,
Against the world?
To live in the world unknown?
To suffer?
Or, God, am I too blind to see,
That you stand right beside me?
That you hear the words I speak,
And that I will find what I seek?
Is my vision so clouded,
That I so greatly doubted?
My heart should speak before my mind,
And all that I seek, I will find.
Or do I still not see,
He who created me?

Ezekiel
2001


Author's Note: I wrote this when I was severly doubting my faith and the entire Christian religion.
I had thought that God had deserted me. But I soon realized that God is with us through thick and thin and that He will stand by me through all the trials in my life.