Okay… A bit shorter this
time.
But only because the next
one isn't that easy to split and would have blown the limit I set myself for
each chapter.
And I don't expect much
reviews about this one as it is literally only a cross over to the next
chapter.
But before we go to the
story…as at the Oskar...the thank yours
To Taitofan: Thanks for you kind
reviews on my stories especially on "Last night…" and "In their hearts"
To Link of Shadow: Thanks :)
To Tani:
~snicker~ Don't know either
if it's a real word. But I like it ;). It was actually a discussion between him
and Tai's father. Imagine it that way. Ta's father and Matt's father: "Oh it's
all right. I can be the bastard this time. You are too many times" "That's very
generous of you. The next time I will be bad again, so that you can take care
of the good part" And thanks :D!
To
~aerogirl~: Ohhhhhh you really make a happy girl here ! And thanks for your offer.
The most important would be setting ',' in the right places and finding the
Wrong words that they spellchecker can't find. Like "He found I in the
livingroom"
To
Saria-the-green-haired:
Thank you!!! Of course
there will be more….I even have the next chapter already finished. (Good bout
from the Muse).
And about being young and
closed minded! I am happy that there are people like you out there! Actually
makes the future seem a lot brighter. Knowing that people of the next
Generation after mind will actually be more open-minded.
To
Nanaki Lioness: Definitely right here. Friends might be surprised and
look at you shocked. But they would never contemn you. Not the real and true
ones. And like I said…they have been
through too much together for that.
I am happy that you like
the chapter! And that you like the brotherpart! (relieved look!) And bout the thanks…as
long as you are so great with you kind words I will say thank you!!
To
The Dark Peregrine:
Ohh I am happy that People
liked Mr Ishida as the nice one this time. Will sent a Mail! And I don't know
how much a lime is. Sorry…so far I have mostly written Slash so I don't know
about the different of Yaoi..Lime and
Lemon and what it needs for the category. But I can say that it won't get more
graphic than this if it help. I like to leave it to peoples imagination how
much they see ;)
Oh and BTW
(Stepping on her soapbox)
For all new readers….I don't
give a DAMN about ANY official couple. So you better not write me anything
about how THIS or THAT couple is NOT official!!
(Stepping down again)
Feel better now :D
Written Words – Written Pain
Chapter 6
The next day brought
forward the first few letter.
Or better the first bag.
And even before he had opened the first one Tai knew that it couldn't be good.
So it was a made decision
that the letters would only be opened after breakfast. And despite best effort, the meal was only a
very forced few minutes till they got back to the letters.
"Why don't you just throw
them all away....I mean...look at those. I bet half of them are from idiots
written only to hurt you."
Yet Matt was already
starting to open the first one.
Closing his eyes after he
finished reading it and then with a deep sight went to the next.
Sorted out were before
reading were only letters that had such obvious marks as a knife or a gun on
the cover, and the words 'God hates Queers' on the envelope.
After realising that Matt
was determined to really go through the bag. Tai sat down as well and started
to pick up the first letter.
Dear Ishida,
I always liked your Music. Till I heard
the news. I still like it but I think you are sick. I think you need help! I am
sure that there is someone that can heal you of that!
I mean when I heard about this I thought
to myself. Does the Gouverment know about this. Maybe I should tell them and
they will help you.
God's Angel
And more followed.
In many more letter
your gay arent you?????? ewwwwwww that was so gross! really
disturbing, please for the love of god dont ever sing anything ever again.
You totally moterf*cking sucks because al yu singer are
homosexuels. You goddam, motherf*cking, how-ass niggaz, i am going to kill
y'all. see ya f*ckers
THE SINGER SUCKS AND HE IS A PERVERT
That is really disgusting! You have has
been one of my favorite singers for a LONG time, and then to read this in the
papers this, its disgusting! You turned a great thing into a piece of trash
like this. I can't believe you would be proud of this!
This is disgusting. You've turned a great wholesome family concert
into trash.
this sucked.... u suck as a singer... and the next time you
say ty crap like this please warn us. your a pervert. disgusting nasty pervert.
I think that you "confession" is something you should have
never told. Don't get me wrong I have nothing against gay. I just think that
you shouldn't have said it. And not in front of a audience where children are..
I THINK IT SUCKED. BASTARD !
THIS IS GROSS! how could you take a innocent concert and
turn it into COMPLETE AND UTTER SHIT!
YOU MADE A Concert DISGUSTING. GAY IS FINE BUT YUCCCCCCK
That was the most disgusting distasteful thing i've ever
seen! the tale you told was sick, and you are a perv! Not that theres anything
wrong with ppl bein gay. but this was uncalled for. keep your pervertedness to
yourself. you shoulda warned me at least i wouldnt be horrified right now. u
pervert!! PERVERT!!
You kow..THERE WHERE KIDS there. You perv!!!!!!!Yyou know
that you tell them that GAY is allright !!! You fucking sick bastrad!
As he looked over Matt's
face was getting more withdrawn with each moment they spent, yet he didn't
stop. And after Tai saw the first tear starting to built he went over to lay a
hand on his lovers shoulders. Taking
his chin in his hands he drew his face upwards so that the only think he could
do was look into his eyes. Nothing else. No letters no hate, just his lovers
eyes and he hoped that it would be comfort enough.
"Why are you reading them
love. You know they will only hurt you. Why don't we just threw them all away."
The letter that Matt had
been holding was brought up into his sight. and without breaking gaze he put it
in his hands.
"*That's* why I don't threw
them away."
As he flew by the lines he
released that it wasn't a hate-letter that had brought up Matt's emotion. Rather
it was a letter by a young man. He as many other had been at the concert. But
instead of hate he was now feeling grateful toward Matt. For showing that it no
longer was necessary to life in a closet. Because from the reaction of his
friends he had seen that they had no problem with other kinds of sexuality. And
he was now happy to know that when he would choose to come out. He didn't have
to be afraid that they wouldn't accept him.
"But it might be just this
one letter or two against 200 that curse the day you were born, you know that?"
Sad nodding. But the blue
eyes determined as ever
"And you will read them for
just these letters. For these you will go through all the shit that they threw
at you."
"Yes"
He sigh....Seemed like he
wasn't the only crazy one in this relationship.
"But I help you and when I
see that it is just someone stupid lines I have your allowance to throw the
Letter away."
A relieved smile followed
by nodding
With that in mind Tai sat
back onto his part of the pile. Picking up the next Letter.
Please tell me it is
not true 'Well tough luck my girl'
Tell me that my friend
lied to me about you revelation at the concert 'That depends on what she
said'
You can't be gay 'Oh you wouldn't
believe how easy it is.'
I mean I love you 'Nice for you'
and I know you love me
too. 'Well there is a tough chance in hell for thing one my dear girl as he
doesn't even know you.'
So please. Just ditch
that stupid Boy 'Hey...we are getting a tad bit personal here'
I know you aren't
really loving him. He is just a phase to be new and up to date 'Oh
yes...because it is new and up to date to be blackmailed'
If you spend just one
night with me I will show you that you really want girls. 'He never said
he hated them. Just as Sora can attest...He doesn't want to date them.'
Please take a look at
the picture in the envelope
Out of sheer curiosity he
opened the letter to take a peek look inside ...closing it very quickly with
one very deep blush creeping up his cheeks. That girl definitely had made her mind up.
"Tai?"
Apparently his trouble had
not gone unnoticed by his lover who threw him an inquiring gaze. Bringing up a
smile he brushed the question away.
Yet his still very apparent
blush gave Matt all the clues he needed as his gaze transformed from
questioning to laughing.
"Interesting letter?"
"That would be the least to
say!. That girl should not be allowed to be living free. This girl needs help.
And a lot of it."
For a moment Matt appeared
to be thinking. but the smiling that he still wore indicated the little
seriousness that his though must be "If it is only half that bad we should keep
it...We can shock our friends with it."
"Shock them. We would kill
them. And if we show it to the younger ones that could give them a lifelong
shock."
"Still lay it aside.. we sure will need something to laugh about when we are finished with that one. "
And they went back to their
task.
*~*~*~*
Hours later the sum up was
not as bad as they had feared it to be. Sure the positive letters had turned out to be no more than 5 at the
whole. And the letters that just were to strange or crazy to be taken serious
had counted up to 10. Which
unfortunately still left them with a lot of letters that were just a message of
hate.
Many of them didn't even
vary much. All in all about half of them could be interchanged with the other.
And knowing that it was
only the fourth day they knew that it would only get worse.
***~~~***
To be Continued….
Promise…..VERY soon.
Only a few days this time.
The next one will be sent on Saturday!
PPS:
For those that didn't recognised it. Most of the letters where either almost
whole original flames or a bit changed ones ;)
So
you see what becomes of the flames you write me ;)