It had been an
uncountable eternity before they'd broken the embrace, which had come
dangerously close to crossing the lines of passion. It was, despite her
assurances, Cassie who pulled back first.
Sirius smiled faintly. "Not as sure as you
thought, I see."
Cassie looked at him reproachfully, and
then allowed herself a rueful grin. "I guess not." Her expression grew grave.
"Sirius…I'm just…not ready to lose someone else right now."
He nodded. "I understand." His tone held a
sympathy born of shared experience. "So…you'll be wanting to get back to the
Ministry, then."
"I suppose…" Cassie suddenly looked around
in surprise. "I don't believe this…I completely forgot—what'd you do with my
broom?"
"Broom?" Sirius asked quizzically.
"Yeah, my broom—how do you think I got
here, genius?"
A look of comprehension and hesitation
dawned on Sirius' face. "Oh…that broom." Clearing his throat and running a hand
through his hair, Sirius glanced sideways at Cassie. "I do recall a pile of
broken wood…one of the hexes must've gone wild."
Sirius couldn't repress his amusement at
the crestfallen look on Cassie's face. "It's not like you were riding a
Firebolt, Cass."
Green eyes flared. "That broom was a
classic! The Mercedes of the wizarding world!!"
"'Mercedes'?"
Cassie rolled her eyes. "Never mind," she
muttered. "I'll Apparate home."
After exchanging goodbyes (which in this
case involved an intimate embrace), Cassie Apparated back to her own home.
Glancing around at the rather Spartan living room, the first thing that caught
her eye was a letter in the fireplace. Wondering who would write to her with
the knowledge she hadn't been home for three weeks, Cassie knelt down and dusted
the envelope off—revealing the Hogwarts crest.
Dumbledore, thought Cassie as she
opened the letter. Still kneeling by the fireplace, she quickly scanned the
parchment…and blinked. Surely she hadn't read it right…yet when she perused it
a second time, it read the same:
Cassie,
As you are no doubt aware, Hogwarts is in
need of a Defense Against the Dark Arts teacher. No one is willing to accept
the job; however it occurred to me that you might be willing to accept the job
as long as it was temporarily—one year only, until we can find someone more
permanent. If you choose to accept, please send your owl back promptly. I'd
like to speak with you personally, before the term starts, so if you could
arrange to visit Hogwarts on the 25th of August, I'd appreciate it.
Sincerely,
Albus
Dumbledore
Cassie glanced at the date; the 25th
was in two days—Dumbledore must've known she'd be coming back this week. No
doubt Sirius had contacted him, but Cassie could never shake her suspicions
that the old headmaster was somehow psychic. Well…it wasn't like she had
anything better to do. Grabbing a spare piece of parchment and a quill, she
quickly scribbled:
Dumbledore,
I'd be happy to accept the position, and
you can expect me on the morning of the 25th.
Sincerely,
Cassandra
Crichton
Never having been great shakes at letter
writing, Cassie folded the parchment and whistled softly. A brown, speckled owl
flew in the open window and landed on her desk with a soft hoot. Tying the note
around its leg, she patted its head softly. "You oughtta know the way to
Hogwarts by now…go on." The owl nipped her fingers in response, and flew out
the window.
Cassie sighed, turning from the window and
heading into the small bedroom. Pulling open the drawers of a very battered
wooden dresser, she began pulling out her clothes—a task that took about 3
minutes. She tended to travel light, as her work demanded she be able to pick
up at a moment's notice, but aside from that she simply wasn't much for
clothes. Gazing wryly at the makeshift shelf on the opposite side of the room,
she reflected that her books were going to be more of a problem—the jam-packed
shelves took up the entire wall. She'd have to leave them—after all, the
Hogwarts library should be quite enough of a consolation prize.
Twenty minutes later, Cassie tossed the
duffel that contained the majority of her worldly possessions onto her sagging
mattress. Glancing at her watch, she decided she had just time enough to swing
by the Ministry and let Fudge know she was back—if she made a sudden entrance,
she might get lucky and give him a heart attack.
The crack of dawn on the 25th
found Cassie already up and dressed. A
brief raid on the kitchen produced no satisfactory results, so Cassie gave it
up and prepared to Apparate. She'd be walking a goodly way, since you couldn't
Apparate directly onto Hogwarts grounds, but she didn't mind too much—a walk
would do her good, after being immobile for so long.
An instant later, she appeared on the
outskirts of an empty field. Ahead of her, distant and impressive atop a hill
overlooking a lake, was the castle. Bewitching her duffel for feather
lightness, she hoisted it over her shoulder and began the long trek.
Upon arriving at the massive front doors,
she was surprised to see someone awaiting her. It was a man, thin and made even
more sallow by his all-black clothing. His hair, too, was black, shoulder
length and unwashed. Cold eyes stared down an over-large hooked nose at her.
"Well well well…just the man I didn't want
to see," Cassie remarked in false joviality.
Severus Snape's eyes narrowed as he
sneered. "The feeling is mutual, I assure you, Chrichton…but if Dumbledore
wishes to start hiring teachers out of pity rather than talent, then I'm sure
it's none of my business—follow me." With that biting remark, he swept off down
the hall. Cassie suppressed the irritation she felt at his comment—it would be
so temptingly easy to deck the man, but aside from the fact that punching his
lights out would be a less than auspicious start to her job, he was trusted by
Dumbledore—God only knew why, but he was.
A cold silence on Snape's part, and a
heated one on Cassie's marked the walk to the Headmaster's office. Halting at
the stone gargoyle that guarded the entrance, Snape suddenly broke the silence
with a curt: "Chocolate frog." Cassie raised a puzzled brow, when a hidden
panel swung open. Noting the password, she followed Snape up the spiral
staircase.
Upon opening the door and entering the
office—which she'd only seen on those fairly frequent occasions when she'd
gotten into serious trouble—she was greeted by a smiling Dumbledore.
"Cassie…welcome. Please, sit down…" he took
on a graver countenance. "There are a few things I need to explain."
While a glowering Snape stood over her
shoulder, Cassie listened to Dumbledore go over and elaborate on all the events
of the last four years. For the most part she was calm, although there were
moments when she abruptly realized she had ceased to breath, so tense was the
narrative. Finally, Dumbledore fell silent, and Cassie simply leaned back to
catch her breath. After a moment, she leaned forward with narrowed eyes.
"Headmaster, I apologize in advance for
this," her gaze flickered towards Snape for an instant. "But I don't trust him." She now turned her
full gaze on Severus, wondering if she should have made a better attempt at
tact. Cassie could care less what Snape thought, but out of respect for
Dumbledore she was trying to keep a handle on her temper.
The headmaster was about to reply, but the
greasy haired Potions Master beat him to it. "It's obvious you've been spending
too much time with Sirius Black, Crichton—if I cared to sink to your level, I
might question your loyalties where he's concerned."
Cassie was out of her chair with a fist
half raised before she remembered her vow to not to lose control while in
Dumbledore's presence. Slowly, green eyes flashing, she sank back into her
chair.
Dumbledore frowned. "I will have no more
displays of childish behavior—from either of you." He cast a stern look at
Snape. "As for your question, Cassie, I can only say that I trust Severus as
much as I trust Sirius."
Severus
exchanged some of his triumphant smirk for a sneer. Cassie only nodded,
although she still couldn't suppress her loathing for Snape. It was hard to
trust a man who used to be a supporter of the very side he now claimed to be
against, no matter what he'd done to prove his loyalty—which wasn't much, in
Cassie's opinion.
Cassie
forced herself to look up and meet the penetrating gaze of her headmaster.
After several seconds, he smiled. "If you have all your things, you can move in
immediately, Cassie. Severus, would you be so kind as to show her to a spare
room?"
Snape
looked as though he'd rather eat nails, but nevertheless he nodded curtly and
swept silently out the door, leaving Cassie to catch up as best she could.
As evening
fell, Cassie found herself sitting on her bed, staring silently out the
westerly facing window. Her new living quarters were still rather bare, but for
now she hardly noticed: her mind was hundreds of miles away, right along with
her heart—and both were intent on Sirius. With a faint frown, she drummed her
fingers against the headboard, deep in thought. She wasn't used to this at all:
she was a grown woman, not a lovesick teenager, and she should have the
restraint to wait until a convenient time to meet Sirius. Still…
Glancing
at her watch, Cassie started. The single golden hand was hovering in the
darkened half of the watch face; it was time for dinner. Hurriedly pulling her
hair back with a single clip, she donned a fresh robe of navy blue and hurried
down to the Great Hall.
The usual
House tables had been pushed aside, and the staff table looked distant and
small on its lonely dais. Most of the teachers were already present—including,
to Cassie's distaste, Snape. Unfortunately, whether by coincidence or mutual
dislike, the only seats open were those on either side of the Potions Master,
and the one across from him. Cassie quickly seated herself in the chair across.
Dumbledore
smiled, his half-moon spectacles glinting in the candle and torchlight. "Well,
it appears that with the exception of Professors Trelawny and Binns, we're all
here. Tuck in, everyone."
Cassie
glanced over the spread with an inward sigh. Some days, she thought the only
reason she'd taken a job that kept her overseas was to avoid British food.
Thinking longingly of a California style pizza complete with pepperoni and
avocado, she served herself minimal portions of the lighter dishes.
As fate
would have it, Cassie was placed between Professor McGonagall and Hagrid—the
latter who, she was surprised to learn, had taken charge of Care of Magical
Creatures lessons. Caught between Hagrid, whose subject she'd always enjoyed,
and McGonagall, whose Transfigurations classes she'd barely passed, Cassie
naturally fell into conversation with the genial gamekeeper.
"Actually,
I doubt I'll be staying more than a year. Teaching's fine, but…I just don't
know," she replied to Hagrid's query on how long she'd be staying.
He
chuckled. "Ah, yeh'll get used to it. 'S hard sometimes, but it's fun
work…'sides, if I can make it, yeh'll do fine."
Cassie
lifted her gaze slightly and found herself facing the icy gaze of Snape. "I
hope you're right," she muttered fervently.
After
dinner, Cassie didn't immediately head back to her rooms. This was partly to
avoid Peeves the Poltergeist, who was hanging about the stairwell that led to
her corridor, and partly because she doubted she'd be able to sleep tonight.
After temporary suspension during her time with Sirius, Cassie's insomnia was
back in full force.
Maybe
if I walk far enough I'll wear myself out, she mused silently. Somehow she
doubted it, but anything was worth a shot at this point.
A snide
voice suddenly broke into her thoughts. "Trouble sleeping?"
Turning
slowly, Cassie fought the reflex to land a solid punch on Snape's hooked nose.
"Why don't you cut out and save me the trouble of telling you what to go do
with yourself."
"Save your
breath…you'll need it when you're begging me to take over your job."
Cassie
gave a sharp laugh. "Dream on, Snape. The day I beg you for anything is the day
I take an overdose of hallucinogens."
"Not
something I'd put past you, given your record of irresponsible behavior."
"If I
wanted to dish out a really low blow, I'd bring up your record, which if
memory serves is hardly a pretty picture," Cassie shot back vehemently.
Fire
burned under the icy veneer. "Watch your mouth, Crichton—it'll land you in
Azkaban one of these days. If you're lucky you might even get to share a cell
next to Sirius Black, when they catch him…oh, but I forgot: the Dementors will
be giving Sirius his last kiss once they've caught him…"
Fighting
back a stab of panic at the mention of that virtual death-sentence, Cassie took
a threatening step forward as she hissed: "Face it, Snape—the only reason
you're going out of your way to make my life hell is because you can't stand it
that I kicked your ass without a wand when we were kids—and I still could."
"Believe
me, Crichton, I have better reasons to dislike you than a foolish childhood
grudge. Now if you'll excuse me, I have business to attend to." With that, he
stalked off, leaving Cassie to glare after him for a moment before storming
down the corridor towards her room.
Slamming
the door behind her, Cassie closed her eyes and leaned back against the wall,
taking a deep and controlled breath. God, that son of a bitch knew just which
buttons to push…not that she'd made it particularly difficult, she reflected
ruefully.
"I'm not
even going to ask."
Cassie
froze, her heart contracting in mid-beat. Slowly, cautiously, she opened her
eyes. There, sitting casually on the bed, was Sirius.
All her
previous vows to remain restrained and mature dissolved as she spoke haltingly.
"What…the hell…are you doing here?"
Smiling,
Sirius slid off the bed. The next thing Cassie knew, his arms were wrapped
around her. "I wanted to see you," he answered quietly.
His hands
were running through her hair; it was impossible to concentrate with him so
close. Disengaging herself and taking three steps back for good measure, Cassie
managed a disapproving frown. "How did you get in here?"
Sirius
moved towards a small oak coffee table and seated himself in the armchair next
to it. "Floo powder—I came here from Remus Lupin's house."
Now that
she'd had a moment to collect herself, Cassie was becoming irritated. "Did it
ever cross that overly macho mind of yours that if anyone had come in here
while you were waiting, they'd be handing you over to the Dementors right now?"
His face
darkened. "Did it ever occur to your over-reactive temper not to throw a
tantrum until after you thought things through?"
"No." The
words were out of her mouth before she could stop them, but she didn't
particularly care—after all, it was true.
Sirius
broke into a bemused grin and shook his head. However, on seeing Cassie's glare
of disapproval, he made an effort to reassure her. "I highly doubt anyone
except a house-elf would be going through your room in your absence, Cass."
Softening
slightly, Cassie moved over to the bed and settled into a cross-legged
position, cupping her chin in her hands. "I'm sorry I snapped. It's just…" here
she cut loose with a colorful expletive. "If I never saw Snape again it'd be
too soon—what'd I ever do that has him wound so goddamn tight?" Belatedly, she
remembered.
Sirius
looked wry. "I imagine that your little attempt to rearrange his features has
something to do with it." His jaw tightened. "Not that I blame you; I wouldn't mind wiping the deck with him either."
Cassie
snorted. "You don't have to wipe the deck with him—you almost got the bastard
killed in your sixth year, remember?"
"Don't
remind me," Sirius growled. "He deserved it." Moving to sit beside Cassie, he
added, "In any case, I didn't come here to talk about Snape." Tentatively, he
reached out to touch her cheek. "You're a far more attractive conversation
piece."
Feeling
the heat rise in her cheeks, Cassie ducked her head. "Just promise me you won't
do this again."
He shushed
her. "I won't get caught, Cass."
Bitterly,
still staring down at her hands, she remarked, "It's funny: you're the one they
almost killed, and I'm the one who's more afraid of them."
Grasping
her chin, Sirius turned her face towards his. "Believe me, Cassie, I am not
about to get careless where the Dementors are concerned."
She stared
intently into his dark brown eyes. "Just promise me."
Sirius
smiled faintly. "I promise." He paused. "…mother."
Laughing,
Cassie reached out behind her and snagged a pillow. Swinging it over her head,
she smacked him soundly. With an evil grin, Sirius seized a second pillow and
delivered a blow of retaliation.
Before long, the situation had escalated
into a full-scale pillow fight.
