Here's the michi I promised^_^ And I don't own digimon.




*If He Knew*




The moon shone on the married couple. A pale muscular arm wrapped around a slender delicate waist. An amber eye shot open then looked toward her spikey blond haired husband. She smiled sadly noticing that he was sleeping. Licking her lips she gently did the hard task of getting out her his arms. After replacing her body with that of a pillow she crept down stairs with nothing but a white silk robe to cover her white silk speghetti strap nightgown.She sighed almost hesitantly as her hand hovered over the door nob. She looked up toward the upstairs, brushing a piece of cinamen hair out of her face. She shook her head of the guilt and thrust open the door. The rain poured on her, making her clothes transparent. Opening the car door she turned the keys and drove off to the home she had gone to so many times.




I don't know what
She would do if she knew
That you were comin'
To do what we do
I don't know what
He would do if he knew
That you were comin'
To do what we do



Mimi drove to a tall apartment building. She looked up to the top floor where an apartment light was still on. She gulped and dashed out of her car and into the building. Finally reaching her destination she pulled out a key from her pocket and opened the door. Just as she had expected, he had been waiting for her. The guilt once returning as she looked over the rose petled floor and candle lit apartment. He looked up from pouring the wine and smiled at her.
She took a step back, contemplating on fleeing. But the instant that smile hit his lips, she knew there was no way out. He strode over to her and brushed a wet lock of long hair out of her face, taking time to stroke her cheek. Imediately Mimi flung herself into his arms, kissing him with all the love she had pent up since the last time. He chuckled, picking her up and taking her to his room. Guess that was another meal gone to waste.




Always wondered if she knew about us
When I met ya you said ya'll had broke up
Right on time cuz I didn't have my love
Me and him was also messed up
That let me fall to you
And from what I could tell you fell too
And I wonder if it would be wrong
If we just kept it on




Mimi's eyes opened as the light of dawn struck her face. She was in the same position with Taichi that she had been in with Yamato just last night. How did this all happen anyway?

*flashback*

"What do you want from me Matt!!" Mimi yelled back.

"All I ask is for a little comittment Mimi!!! What is your problem!" Matt shouted at her, his fists were clenched at his sides.

"WHY!! What comittment do you want! We haven't even been together that long and you already want me moving in!!!???"

"NOT THAT LONG!!!???? WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU ON!!!!!!????? We've been together five fucking years Mimi! I'm just asking for a little place in your life! You act like I'm asking you to chop your leg off your christ sakes!"

"BUT WHY!!!!!!!!???????? TELL ME!! This never bothered you before!! Why now!? What're you afraid of!?-"

"OF YOU GOING OFF SCREWING ANOTHER GUY!!!!" He inturrupted, but immediately regretted it the instant it came out of his mouth.

Mimi stayed silent, just staring at him.

"I can't believe you just said that....."She said in awe. But she was quickly brought out of her awe with a vengence. Mimi was FURIOUS! She wanted nothing else but to hurt him ten fold.

"YOU ARE SO PATHETIC ISHIDA-SAN!! AND YOU WONDER WHY I DON'T WANT TO MOVE IN WITH YOU!! I DON'T CARE HOW BAD OF A PAST YOU'VE HAD! GET OVER IT, YOUR GROWN UP! ACT LIKE IT!! I'M SICK OF YOU BEING SO DAMN NEEDY! HELL YOU PROBABLY HAVE AN ENGAGEMENT RING STASHED SOMEWHERE! IS THAT WHY YOU WANT ME TO MOVE IN!!!???" She screeched, tears flowing freely down her cheeks.

Yamto stood rigid. A flash of recognition passed his eyes at the last part and he hoped she didn't see it.

But she had. Mimi gasped and covered her mouth with her hand. He had. She had no idea he was that serious about her. She sobbed and dashed out of the building, her shame of hurting him almost killed her.

*end flashback*

Mimi had gone straight to Tai's after that. Only to find out that Sora had left him for Jyou. It was all in a flash to quick for her eyes or mind. Tears turned to kisses, stories of hurt turned to moans, and the livingroom turned into his bedroom.




And I know we
Both had someone that we just kept from
And they still think that they're the only ones
I like the way we hang but it ain't belong
We know the feelings ain't gon' go




Taichi soon woke up. He gently nuzzled Mimi's neck and kissed his way to her ear. Only to hear sobs come from her. Surprised, he slowly took her into his arms and comforted her. What had he done?




Chorus
I don't know what
She would do if she knew
That you were comin'
To do what we do
I don't know what
He would do if he knew
That you were comin'
To do what we do





How could she do this to Yamato? Didn't she love him? That night with Taichi was supposed to be a one time only thing. After that night she had been so scared that she immediately accepted Yamato's proposal and they were married only three months later. Taichi had come to her in the dressing room right before the wedding. She couldn't deny him anything at that moment, not her heart, her mind, and he already had her body. She still married Yamato, yet she did it with a heavy heart. To see him so happy, to know it was her that made him so happy. He knew exactly what he want, the problem was............she didn't.




Always thought that he knew about you
When I met you I said we were through
In time my feelings came right back
But I didn't let us get off track
And I got so into you
Went too fast what do I do
When I know I shoulda helped it out
But you just turn me on




After crying on his shoulder Mimi got up and began to get dressed. All the while telling him how this was over, she wasn't doing this anymore, this had gone on long enough. He had just stared at her through the whole thing, a slight smile tainting his face. He stood behind her as she was about to walk out the door. She looked over her shoulder and passed him a glare, saying that this was never to repeat itself. Tai just smirked and laughed a little. She left in a huff, jamming her keys into her car it almost tore it. But through all of it, they both knew that no matter what..........she would be back.




And I know we
Both had someone that we just kept from
And they still think that they're the only ones
I like the way we hang but it ain't belong
We know the feelings they don't know




Mimi silently walked into her apartment. She sighed and crept into the shower. The water seemed to wash away all the guilt and utter extasy. Something inside her told her that the time for serious thought would be upon her very soon. Mimi shook her head, the shower wasn't working as well as she had thought. Opening the glass door she walked out of the shower. Looking into the mirror she examined her reflection. She saw the same gorgeous overly large sincere amber eyes that she had seen when she was ten. Now she had grown and filled out. Her once innocent skinny body was now still held its innocence yet had a slender and utterly sexy value to it. Wrapping her arms aroung her body she shivered and wondered. What would Matt do if he knew?




Chorus
I don't know what
She would do if she knew
That you were comin'
To do what we do
I don't know what
He would do if he knew
That you were comin'
To do what we do




She dressed in a pair of blue jeans and pink baseball T and walked out. She looked in their bedroom for where she had expected her husband to be still sleeping. Instead she found him on their balcony. A certain silent and eerie aura was about him. Gulping she made her way to him. He was wearing nothing but a pair of navey blue jeans. He was leaning against the rail. Smiling she wrapped her arms around his waist.

"You ok Matt-chan?"

She heard him chuckle a little.

"You amaze me Mi-chan...." There was something about his throaty tone of voice that she didn't like.

"Why?"

"The way you can keep your innocense so neatly intact."

"Well I try." She giggled trying to lighten the mood.

He turned around in her arms and wrapped rested his hands on her hips. He stared at her as if examining her.

"Tell me what you want Mi-chan." He said seriously.

"I already have what I want silly." She giggled.

"............yes, you do.........but its not me....."

"Huh?"

He lowered his head, clenched his eyes and a tear slid down his cheek. Mimi raised a hand to erase it from his beautiful face but he whipped his head away. His hands never leaving her hips.

"You make me so happy Mi-chan. I love you so much. You've tried to take such good care of my heart. But I had to share yours with someone else." He whispered to her.

Oh no. Please say he was talking about something else. He couldn't know. Her hand closed over her mouth to keep from hyperventalating. Still he continued.

"And thats exactly it Mi-chan, I love you.........I just can't share you."

"Matt you don't know what you're talking about!"

He silenced her, putting a finger to her lips.

"Shhhhh, hush, I love you enough to let you be happy."

Mimi could only stare at him.




We kept things pretty tight thus far
Love without the sex
And hundred thousand dollar cars
Ain't it funny how our aura should unify
An entity upon itself
That can spread wings and fly
A peaceful coexistance that will surely last
Becomes a reminiscent dream
For those in our past
If they knew just a fraction of all the things we do
They still wouldn't comprehend
The depth between me and you




He traced the golden flower band on her left ring finger. Sighing he attempted to take it off.

"NO! no yamato..." She whispered the last part tearing her hand from his and cradling the hand wearing the ring.

"I need to wear it Matt-chan. This is the piece of my heart that belongs to you." She said.

He smiled and wrapped her in a tight hug.

"Now go to him Mi-chan. Leave before I can't make my arms let you go." He sobbed the last part.

Mimi nodded and dashed out of the apartment to her awaiting lover.




And I know we
Both had someone that we just kept from
And they still think that they're the only ones
I like the way we hang but it ain't belong
We know the feelings they don't know




Taichi met her outside his apartment. She got out of her car and stared at his smiling face for a while. Sobbing she through herself into his awaiting arms and cried into his chest. Cries of 'I'm so sorry's and 'I love you's rang into the air. Now they both knew




Chorus
I don't know what
She would do if she knew
That you were comin'
To do what we do
I don't know what
He would do if he knew
That you were comin'
To do what we do





























I am sorry but I truely think this one is the best by far!^_^ Read and Review or I'll kill off Taichi next time:P