Friendship
Disclaimer
– I do not own Digimon.
A/N – I killed Davish!! Nooo! It's Aqua's fault. She put me into the mood with
her depressing stuff…
The egg of friendship. What a joke. I didn't deserve it.
Not in a million years. I had no friends, except for V-mon, who was really only
my friend because he had to be. He was my digimon partner, so he had to be my
friend. It was like it was programmed into him.
Iori?
Miyako? They pretended to be my friends, but I know better. Miyako argues with
me all the time, a sign of the true meaning behind her nice behavior. Well, if
you could call any of her behavior nice. Iori was so mature acting that you
couldn't tell that he hated me, but I knew he did. They way he acted around me,
the way he looked at me, eyes blazing with fierce hatred. If you asked anyone
in our group that he hated me, they would all deny it. The glares were so quick
that no one could tell. No one except for me.
Hikari…Oh,
how I love you, Hikari. You're so perfect in everyway. A princess, a queen, an
angel. I am but a lowly peasant, wanting your love, giving you love, but never
receiving it. I never will be the prince charming that you want and need.
Never. Even if I try, I will never amount to anything. Courage, your brother's
crest, shouldn't of been given to me. Your brother's goggles, they shouldn't be
on my head. I will never be your brother, so I should stop trying to imitate
him. I will never be your love, so I should stop trying. You will never even
like me. Whenever I try to get you to like me, you go with Takeru. Turn away
from me, as if my face is so hideous that you can't stand to look at me.
Takeru.
I know he hates me. Even from the beginning, when I first met him. He hates how
I try to get you to like me, Hikari. He hates how I wear the goggles of Taichi,
his real leader. Takeru hates how I have the egg of his older brother. The egg
of friendship. Yamato deserves this crest more than I do. He always will. He's
nicer than me, and he will always have more friends than me.
And
Ken? I know I made the group like him, I know I kinda helped get him to join
us…but he hates me. Even if I DNA digivolve with him, he hates me. Maybe we
shared some friendship in the beginning, but now I can tell that he hates me.
Hates me like he did when he was the digimon Kaiser.
I
should not have been a digidestined. I don't deserve the eggs of courage or
friendship, I don't deserve these goggles on my head, I don't deserve to have
V-mon as my partner, even if he's programmed to like me. Oh, yes, V-mon. He
should have better than me. Takeru should be his partner, or maybe Iori, Ken
would even make a great partner for him. All he's done is save my life. I
haven't done anything back for him. I've never even said 'thank you, V-mon'.
I
hope everyone is happy without me. No wait, I know you all will be. I have only
been a nuisance in your lives. Now that we know there are plenty more
digidestined out there, you can find yourselves a new leader. It'll be easy,
and he will probably be a better leader than I will ever hope to be. I'm sorry,
V-mon, if I make you sad, but I know the rest of the team will do better
without me.
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A
day later, Daisuke Motomiya took his life by jumping out of a window that was
ten-stories high. He left his letter, and his goggles, on the Kamiya's
doorstep. Hikari found it right before she heard the news about Daisuke's
death.