This is my first CCS story so be nice Hope you enjoy! I'm a total fan of S+S so of course that's what I'll write about. I have also written some digimon fanfics so please check them out too. I plan on writing a lot of CCS and digimon fics. Oh and I'm so sorry I can't write fight scenes. PS-- all in Syaoran's POV


Dear Syaoran

Syaoran had been away from Japan for 5 years now and was yearning to return. He still never revealed his feelings to Sakura. By now she probably would have forgotten her feelings even if she had any for me. He thought to himself. Boy was he wrong. Every week he had received letters from Sakura and Tomoyo, but then Sakura stopped suddenly.
"Master Li, sorry to interrupt the training but there's an urgent letter here for you from Japan." unknown to Li this certain letter contained valuable information as to why Sakura had stopped writing.
Wei handed Syaoran the letters. One was from Eriol the other from Tomoyo. He opened Eriol's first and was shocked at what was written. Almost as soon as he had started to read he started to run, grabbing a few letters along the way, to the front hall tearing open the door and rushing as fast as his legs would carry him to the airport. All the while reading the first letter.

--First letter- 5 years ago just one day before Sakura stopped writing--

Dear Syaoran,
Sakura misses you terribly. But other than that she's great. I know she writes to tell you all this already so I wont bother you too much on that topic. Hey did you here? The new kid was trying to get Sakura to notice him. But she barely even noticed he was alive. Do you remember him? He arrived just shortly before you left. I have to go now so I'll write you later bye!
Tomoyo

That had been the last letter he received from Tomoyo before Sakura stopped writing him. As he read the second letter it all made sense. He read the second email

--Next day- after Sakura stopped writing--

Dear Syaoran,
I know I shouldn't worry you but ever since yesterday when I wrote that letter, Sakura's behavior has changed drastically. I don't know what happened but she seemed normal (since you left) then something must have happened between school yesterday and today. If you know anything could you please tell me? She's stopped talking to me. Also last week that American boy (the new kid-Jacob) asked her out. Of course she said no. But today when he asked her again she said yes. I'm probably being paranoid but then again its Sakura I'm being paranoid about so... how's Hong Kong? Hope you return soon.
Tomoyo.

--Third letter-after second (chronological order)--

Dear Syaoran,
Hey! I know you probably either don't want to hear this or have already heard this but Sakura has a boyfriend! I'm not too happy because it's that no good American but if she's happy then... but in my eyes he's more like a master to her. He always seems to be where ever she is. She also seems to be spending les time with her friends and more time with him. I guess she likes him a lot. I was planning on having a sleepover for guys and girls to spend more time with them and change my opinion of him. If you were coming home I would have invited you. Hope you do return soon, Sakura would love it.
Tomoyo.

He had written a response to that letter telling Tomoyo the fact that Sakura wouldn't write to him...

--Fourth letter...--

Dear Syaoran,
I never knew that she had stopped writing to you. She rarely talks to me anymore. I have noticed that she has become quiet, timid and has lost that cheerful sparkle in her eyes. I also don't remember the last time she truly smiled or even offered a fake one. She's turning into you when you first started here. It's like she's lost that fun loving, carefree little girl inside of her. Hopefully you return soon, because I know even though Jacob is her boyfriend you can make her smile again. By the way, truthfully, I don't like Jake. He is mean to all of Sakura's friends, including me. I believe he's the one who is causing Sakura to distance herself from us. Write back soon. Gotta go now, bye!
Tomoyo.

The rest of them seemed to be the same. They were all from Tomoyo about Sakura's behavior. He first letter he had received was from Eriol. It was a good thing he had opened it first because he would have gone crazy if he had read the second one before Eriol's:

URGENT

Dear Syaoran,
You must return to Japan immediately. I have enclosed the plane ticket and have asked your mother to send you clothes later. She knows why. LEAVE NOW! Read Tomoyo's letter on the way to the airport. It will explain all.
Eriol Hiiragizawa

He was on the plane when he had started to read the letter from Tomoyo. Eriol had said that it explained why he was suddenly on a plane to Japan. He had opened the envelope and read the first letter. Paper clipped to the back was a bunch of other letters.


Dear Syaoran,
You must hurry back soon. Do you remember all those years ago when Sakura started to date Jake? I found out why she said yes the second time around. It's all in these letters. I was fed up with Sakura ignoring us and I went digging around to find out why she changed. Well I went into her diary last night and made a horrific discovery. She wrote these to you but never planned to send them. Please read them. I hope they will bring you back to Japan sooner.
PS Eriol promised to send these so they would get there faster.
Tomoyo.

Syaoran unclipped the letters and read the first one.

Dear Syaoran,
I miss you so much. Even though you wont receive this letter or any more from me I still feel I need to write to tell you why. Last week that new kid asked me out. I said no because I didn't want to. When he asked why I wouldn't tell him. Why should I tell a total stranger that you love someone else when the one you love doesn't even know. Since you wont read this I'll write the name down. Syaoran. You are the one I love. But how I can never tell you after what happened. Well the new kid, Jake was angry I had turned him down without an explanation and whispered that I would regret it. He started sending me death threats and stuff. I didn't tell anyone because I thought he would leave me alone if I ignored it. But I was wrong. In fact he proved how wrong I was today in the park. I was walking home from school when he came up behind me and pulled me into the forest near the park. He said I would pay for humiliating him in front of the whole class. Then he slapped me. I was shocked more than hurt and I hit him back. But he was too strong. I think he has magic in him because he pinned me to the ground with a spell. I couldn't move. I felt so helpless. Then he started to kiss me...he...he touched me. I started to scream, tried to call you but he muffled me. I knew you wouldn't have come anyways. He made me feel so dirty. I wish I could put down exactly what he did with me but I am too ashamed. I know it was my fault because I should have stopped him. I had magic powers. It's my fault. He said if I told anyone what he did he would hurt them. That is why I can't write to you anymore. If I knew for sure you wouldn't be hurt then I would send this but I don't. I don't want you to get hurt for my mistakes.
Sakura.

Right at that moment he wanted so badly to hit something really hard. He was furious. At himself, for not being there to protect her, at Sakura for not believing he had enough power, but most of all at the source of the problem. Jacob. How dare he? I will make him pay. He vowed. Nobody hurts my cherry blossom and gets away with it. Nobody. He continued to read Sakura's letters.

Dear Syaoran,
You are like a second diary, only better. You're a real person yet you'll never know what I write. Jake asked me out again and I knew that if I didn't say yes he would hurt me. I wish you were here. You would have protected me. You always did. No one knows what happened except me and Jake. I think Tomoyo suspects something bad happened but she'll never fully know. I am helpless. He'll force me to do anything he wants until I'm nothing. Oh please return soon.
Sakura.

With each word Syaoran was getting angrier. There was only one letter left to read and this one was the worst. It was from a few days ago.

Dear Syaoran,
I wish I had told you how I felt all those years ago. If I had you might not have been in Hong Kong. You also might have been there to help me that day. I hope you haven't forgotten about me. I hope you do return soon. I know that I won't be able to take it anymore. Jake continuously beats me. If he keeps on doing that I'll die. I don't use my magic because I'm afraid that his powers are far beyond my own and he'll take them along with Kero and Yue. If they are harmed because of me I don't want to know what I'd do. Then Jake might move on to some other girl. This will probably be the last letter I write so I'll say good-bye. Hopefully someone finds these. I love you.
Sakura.

When he had finished the last letter he had arrived in Japan. He quickly stuffed the letters into his jean jacket pocket. He headed out not knowing what or who to expect.

What will happen? Will he be able to reach Sakura in time? Can he stop Jake? So many questions and only I know the answers. I made this into two parts so I could put it up and finish it at the same time. The second part will be out tomorrow. Please review!