Riley
She's too
involved within herself
And I don't know
what to do.
She's pulling
away from me.
I don't know what
to do.
She's charged
Something to do
with her mother
Or Spike.
That's why I went
to a vamp,
It felt so good
to get something that
Buffy with never
be able to give me.
But I got hooked.
So I went
everyday.
But Spike had to
find out
He shouldn't have
told her,
But I'm glad he
did cause I would
Never had the
guts to tell her.
We would of kept
living in a lie.
When I was with
her,
I could feel that
she loved someone else,
Other than me,
Maybe Angel or
another Vampire.
For some reason
Vampires have some control over her.
I wanted to see
if I could feel the same way,
So we'll have
something in common.
When she told me
that she didn't care if I left,
I knew that…I
could sense that she meant it,
That she didn't
care about what happened to me,
And that she
loved someone else.
She keeps me at a
distance
She won't let me
be close to her.
She's treating me
like the rebound guy
Because of what
Angel did to her.
In a way I'm just
like that bastard-
We both left her
with feelings of pain.
I realized this
when I was taking off in the helicopter.
I should've of
stayed with her
Do something that
Angel didn't do-
Clean up his
mess-
Clean up my mess.
Tell her not to
do what she did to me.
To love someone
that can help her though her pain.
Notes: Please note
that I did this after I have a little too much wine. And was drunk off my ass so
if this doesn't make any sense remember that.
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