Suzuka sat quietly on the edge of the sidewalk, her arms encirled around her legs. She sat pondering, her head against her knees. It was so quiet, there was no one in sight, except for the thick mist that encircled her. Suzuka's eyes slowly adjusted to the brighlty lit star before her. Why had she ran out of the house like that? The thoughts never ended, even as she sat there, in the middle of no where, around not even a soul. She gently brushed a hair from her face, deep in thought. What am I doing here?
"What the hell am I doing here?!?" Suzuka said out loud. She didn't think straight as she questioned herself. Confused and wondering why. Where had the life that she so much loved gone? And there she sat, thinking of someone she never thought she would have even liked. At the most, loved. What was she thinking.
Suzuka rested her head gently on her knees and drifted off deep in thought. Maybe he never even liked her to start off with. Maybe everything that happened was just normal for him. But it wasn't. Not in Suzuka's eyes. She hated to pity herself. Maybe it was just fate. Or maybe it was just lies. Suzuka looked up when she suddenly noticed headlights rolling forward. Her eyes focused, and before her, a red car came into view.
But to her surprise, the car quickly strolled passed. Signaling that it wasn't who she had expected. Why did she wait? Why couldn't she just stop feeling sorry for herself and leave? Suzuka quickly stood up, and headed down the empty road before her, her long kimono dragging on the streets. As her long black hair flowed behind her, loose from its ribbon.
Thoughts...so many thoughts. Endless. Thoughts. Suzuka wanted to get away, away from everything that encircled her. People. Gene. She hadn't even thought of them being together. And she wasn't about to admit anything to him.
"Suzuka!" Gene's voice rang out, as he pulled the car beside her. Suzuka stopped, staring at the young man before her. Gene looked up at Suzuka, a worried expression upon his face. She stood, lifeless in one spot. Her tangled black hair swaying violently behind her.
"What the hell are you doing out here?" he questioned, still destruct. Suzuka slowly turned away, as he jumped out of the car and stood before her. She suddenly felt the sudden urge to be held in his arms, to tell him how she truly felt and how it hurted more than anything to see him treat her no differently than he always had. Suzuka's eyes slowly adjusted upon Gene's confused face.
Suzuka sat quietly in the hot water of her bath, upon hearing Gene and Jim just outside in the living room. She quickly ran her fingers through her long black hair, pushing it back, gently.
"Ah, come on, Gene," Jim's voice echoed through the narrow hall. The two had probably been discussing about something stupid, Suzuka decided upon what she heard. Gene's figure slowly showed at the door, startling her. But her facial expression laid calm, without feeling.
Gene leaned against the edge of the doorway, staring at her from where he stood. Suzuka continued to stare forward, without even turning to face him.
"You haven't talked the whole time we were here," he uttered, glancing behind him. Still, she didn't reply.
"What's with you?" Gene continued again. Suzuka turned angrily to him.
"Don't you know anything?" she questioned, harshly. But Gene didn't answer, instead he stood there, with a dumbfounded look upon his face. She quickly grabbed at a towel, then immediately wrapped it around herself. Then stepping out of the hot water, and passed Gene.
"What the hell am I doing here?!?" Suzuka said out loud. She didn't think straight as she questioned herself. Confused and wondering why. Where had the life that she so much loved gone? And there she sat, thinking of someone she never thought she would have even liked. At the most, loved. What was she thinking.
Suzuka rested her head gently on her knees and drifted off deep in thought. Maybe he never even liked her to start off with. Maybe everything that happened was just normal for him. But it wasn't. Not in Suzuka's eyes. She hated to pity herself. Maybe it was just fate. Or maybe it was just lies. Suzuka looked up when she suddenly noticed headlights rolling forward. Her eyes focused, and before her, a red car came into view.
But to her surprise, the car quickly strolled passed. Signaling that it wasn't who she had expected. Why did she wait? Why couldn't she just stop feeling sorry for herself and leave? Suzuka quickly stood up, and headed down the empty road before her, her long kimono dragging on the streets. As her long black hair flowed behind her, loose from its ribbon.
Thoughts...so many thoughts. Endless. Thoughts. Suzuka wanted to get away, away from everything that encircled her. People. Gene. She hadn't even thought of them being together. And she wasn't about to admit anything to him.
"Suzuka!" Gene's voice rang out, as he pulled the car beside her. Suzuka stopped, staring at the young man before her. Gene looked up at Suzuka, a worried expression upon his face. She stood, lifeless in one spot. Her tangled black hair swaying violently behind her.
"What the hell are you doing out here?" he questioned, still destruct. Suzuka slowly turned away, as he jumped out of the car and stood before her. She suddenly felt the sudden urge to be held in his arms, to tell him how she truly felt and how it hurted more than anything to see him treat her no differently than he always had. Suzuka's eyes slowly adjusted upon Gene's confused face.
Suzuka sat quietly in the hot water of her bath, upon hearing Gene and Jim just outside in the living room. She quickly ran her fingers through her long black hair, pushing it back, gently.
"Ah, come on, Gene," Jim's voice echoed through the narrow hall. The two had probably been discussing about something stupid, Suzuka decided upon what she heard. Gene's figure slowly showed at the door, startling her. But her facial expression laid calm, without feeling.
Gene leaned against the edge of the doorway, staring at her from where he stood. Suzuka continued to stare forward, without even turning to face him.
"You haven't talked the whole time we were here," he uttered, glancing behind him. Still, she didn't reply.
"What's with you?" Gene continued again. Suzuka turned angrily to him.
"Don't you know anything?" she questioned, harshly. But Gene didn't answer, instead he stood there, with a dumbfounded look upon his face. She quickly grabbed at a towel, then immediately wrapped it around herself. Then stepping out of the hot water, and passed Gene.