Suzuka sat quietly by her window sill, pondering thoughts about Gene. She felt so relieved that she had finally said something, and having him feel the same way for herself. It was practically something, unexpected. Just the thought of herself liking Gene Starwind, made her feeling quite uncomfortable. But it was exactly what she wanted, and it fell into her grasp. Suzuka took a deep breath, as she thought of those long endless days that passed her by.
How she had missed what she loved doing most. Not just love, what she lived for. What her life was. Had she done the right thing, Suzuka would always ask herself. Leaving something so important behind for something one would call love. It wasn't to that point, but Suzuka had really felt something between herself and Gene. Something she wouldn't have risked what she had for. But why now? Why had she forgotten everything over a man? A man whom she hardly even knew. Until now....
Suzuka sighed as she continued to think. I have to go back, she thought, It's what I live for, no one else'. She gently reached over towards the mantel as she took her wooden sword into hand. Completely lost and confused. Had she really fallen in love with Gene? Thoughts continued to overflow. Choosing between destiny and what her heart wanted. Or so she thought. But then, at that very moment, a sudden thought occurred, and she had finally decided what was most important to her.