Am I alone?

by arkangel221

This is just a random brain fart, don't need to read if u don't want to. Anyway Daisuke is thinking about comitting suicide but can't bring himself to do it.

pokemoon1@excite.com
Am I alone

I'm here!
Any one, please?
Are you there?
Am...
Am I alone?

I'm the only one here, I am all alone.
You can see me but I can't see you
Blackness is all I can see, a void.
On the out side a mask, that's all you
can see...

Don't laugh at me!
I need your help, to get out.
I can't see the light any more
It was always just a speck
Now it's nothing.

I'm not who you think I am.
Do you see the scars on my writs?
That is who I am.
A fool tring to escape life and embrace death.

I have nothing but the scars.
No Hope,
No Light,
No Love,
No Knowledge,
No Kindness,
No Reliability,
No Sincerity,
None of this is mine,

I'm supposed to have friendship.
To have courage, but I am week.
I am a bully, I am a coward.
I am a Moron, A Loser.
This I know.

I'm tired, I'm scared...
I want out of here...
There's vision of death...
They come in and out of my head...
Willing me to fall off of the top...
The top of this building.

As I look down, I can't do it.
Not this Time, the height is the only thing.
The only thing too keep me back
Back from the loving arms of death.

As I lay in my bed and the voices come back
haunting me, willing me to slice again.
But I fight them, and win, so I'm safe,
Safe for one more night....

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I'm not sure if you guys got this but this was narrated by Daisuke.
Disclaimer: don't own Digimon, hell if I did I would have my animators make hella more exciting episodes, Anywhy i don't own Digimon!