Weeks had gone by and still no word from Leo

Weeks had gone by and still no word from Leo. Nothing, not that Piper had expected any word from him. After all he had said she had to let go for now. Still Piper couldn't help but hope. Every time she saw a glowing light her heart leaped in hopes that is was Leo. But every time disappointment filled her for he did not come to her.
Nights where spent almost sleepless tossing and turning. Not being able to get to sleep without his warm embrace. Tears always formed in her eyes when she thought she would never get to hold him again.
She had stopped helping innocents. After all why should she help others when her own life was hell? Witchcraft had been the main cause of all her problems. And she for one was fid up with it. She had promised not to give it up tell they all wanted to but she couldn't keep that promise. Not after what they did her. They hurt her in the biggest way imaginable. It might seem selfish and she knew Phoebe didn't understand. But then again Phoebe never had been in love.
"Piper?" Phoebe questioned knocking lightly on her door. She was worried about her sister. She understood this was hard for Piper but she couldn't stop living her life. There are so many other things life had to offer. "Can I come in?" She asked softly awaiting Piper's answer. Piper nodded and Phoebe stepped into the room. It was a mess she would be shocked if the whole Leo thing hadn't happen. For Piper always kept a clean room being the neatest of the sisters. All assorted items were scattered around the room. Phoebe saw doors and cloths everywhere. She knew that Piper had obviously let out her frustration on these poor inanimate objects. "How you doing?" Phoebe asked knowing the answer to that question was obvious. After getting no reply Phoebe sighed and sat next to her on the bed. "Hunny I know this hurts but you have to move on. He he might not come back and you have to accept that. You have a lot of wonderful things in your life." Phoebe commented running her fingers threw Pipers long brown hair.
"I cant I I don't want to…." Piper said her eyes filling with tears. She grabbed tightly onto the only shirt of Leo's she had. This became a habit whenever her emotions got to much she would hold it. Almost like a security blanket. It reminded her that he wasn't just a painful dream that she would never see again.
"I know this is hard and painful now but things will get better. It wont hurt as much as soon as you get your life back together." Piper shook her head. She knew it would never get better. These feelings would never disappear Phoebe nor Prue would never understand. She could hide away her feelings and work herself to death of course. And that's what she would probably end up doing. But at the moment she wasn't prepared to hide away her feelings. Phoebe and Prue would just have to deal with that tell she was ready.
"No nothing will ever get better. You don't understand Phoebe." Piper sighed rubbing her red eyes. Phoebe didn't know how to counteract that. "I…. Just wanna be alone." Piper whispered. Phoebe nodded and walked out of the room.
"GOD DAMIT WHY ARE YOU DOING THIS TO ME! IM A GOOD PERSON!! AND A GOD DAM GOOD WHITELIGHTER!!!! IVE WORKED FOR YOU FOR OVER 60 YEARS AND THIS IS HOW I AM REPAYED!!" Leo screamed to the elders outraged. Although he already told Piper it was ok for her to move on he knew he could never. His heart belong to her and would be always with her no matter what. He would never give up without a fight. And he was sure as hell not gonna make it easy for the elders.
"Leo you will see this is for the best for both of you. If you stay together who knows what you will do for each other." One of the elders explained.
"YOU YOU CANT JUST DO THIS!!! ITS MY LIFE!" Leo exclaimed tears threatening to fall. He knew deep down that this was all useless. The elders would never let him go back.
"We can and will do what is best for the most powerful witches in the world. It just won't work if you are with her. You have given us no choice but to resort to this."
"DAMIT HOW DO YOU EXPECT THEM TO WORK IF THEY ARENT HAPPY!?! I MEAN ALL YOU DO IS TAKE AND TAKE WITHOUT GIVING ANYTHING BACK! AND YOU EXPECT THEM TO JUST GIVE AND GIVE?"
"Just let go of her."
"She is my soulmate everything to me. There will never be another Piper and a part of me will never let go. You can't make me change." He whispered knowing he couldn't.
"Stubborn whitelighter…" One of them muttered.
"Just go back to your room we have no more time for this. You will not see her again and that's final. Wait in your room tell we give you a new assignment."
"HA IM NOT WORKING FOR YOU UNTEL I GO BACK! YES THIS WHITELIGHTER ISNT GOING TO HAVE ANY ASSIGNMENTS! NOT AFTER WHAT YOUR DOING TO ME!" Leo exclaimed outraged that they would even think he would help them.
"So be it." One of them said flicking their hand towards Leo. He disappeared and reappeared in his whitelighter room.
"GOD HOW CAN THEY DO THIS!" Leo yelled throwing his hands up in frustration. He took whatever he could get his hands on and started throwing it around the room. Trying to get lost in his anger maybe to relieve the pain a bit.
"What in the hell!?!" Julie exclaimed as a lamp flow past her at the door. "LEO! Hurting the appliances is not gonna help!" She replied grabbing onto his arms to restrain him.
"LET GO OF ME!"
"Calm down for god sakes." She said forcefully pushing him to sit down.
"I love her I I cant take this.." Leo choked finally getting himself back under control.
"I know this sucks and they have no right to do this….. But as much as I hate it and I know this is the last thing you want to hear….. But I think you are going to have to prepare yourself to the reality that this might not turn out happily ever after. That you might not get back to Piper." Julie replied.
"I wish this was a fairy tale you know. When everything is destined to be ok….. Where we live happily ever after. It might take me forever but I will never give up." Leo answered whipping away a tear that had escaped.
Julie nodded knowing that no one would ever be able to change his mind.
"Leo I have to go. Will you be ok?" Julie questioned wishing that the stupid elders weren't making her work. The least they could do was give her a break to try and help Leo.
"Yeah go ahead I'll be fine."
"Alright bye I love you." She kissed him on the forhead and went to the door. "Leo don't do anything that I wouldn't do." She replied as she orb out.
"Piper I wish I was with you." He sighed staring at the only picture he had of her and him. They where so happy smiling and laughing. He wished he could be in that moment of time and space again. He would give anything for at least another day with his Piper.
"How yeah doing sweetie?" Prue questioned as Piper came down the stairs. She looked horrible her eyes all red and puffy.
"Ok." Piper muttered grabbing a cup of coffee.
"I was thinking you know why don't we have a sister day?" Phoebe suggested. Prue sighed knowing Piper was obviously not in a shopping mood and who could blame her. Prue understood more than Phoebe that Piper would need time to get threw this.
"No thanks I have to go to work." Piper replied grabbing her coat. She knew they where trying to help but it just hurt too much. She didn't want help right now all she wanted was to be left alone.
"You sure?" Phoebe questioned knowing it was useless.
"Yeah I'll see you guys later." With that Piper walked out of the manor.
"Oh Prue what are we going to do?" Phoebe questioned throwing her hands up in the air.
"There really isn't anything you can do Phoebe. We just have to give it time. You can't push these things. Piper just lost a huge hunk of herself and now she's confused and alone." Prue explained.
"She's not alone she has us." Phoebe replied.
"Alone in the sense of a lover Pheeb's."
"I I just want my sister back." Phoebe sighed sitting heavily down onto the chair.
"I know sweetie me two. But we can't rush this. Things will get better." Prue replied kissing Pheeb's on the forehead. "Now we have to go or I'm gonna be late." Prue said grabbing her car keys. Phoebe nodded grabbing her book bag.
A few hours later Piper was burying herself in work at P3. She was trying to go over the finical status of the club but the words kept blurring. Probably from the lack of sleep Piper had had. She threw down her pen deciding she needed a break. Tears welled up in her eyes as memories hit her like a ton of bricks. Everywhere she turned something reminded her of Leo. Where they had kissed, where they hugged, held each other, and even made love. Her head was spinning as all these memories rushed threw her.
"I need to get out of her!" Piper exclaimed rubbing her temples. She quickly grabbed her purse and ran out of P3. Everything was just too hard in there she needed to be someplace where no memories would haunt her.
Piper walked aimlessly along a busy street. People passed hurriedly all around her. She took no notice to any of them though. Her mind was a million miles away wishing she was with him. Wondering what he was doing now and if he is ok? Tears trickled down her cheeks as the pain increased. She hated herself not only had she lost Leo but now she was running away from the memories. The one thing she should be treasuring with all her heart she was running away from.
A glare of blue lights brought her out of her daze. Her heart jumped as she looked behind her. But it plummeted down as she saw it was only the refectltion of a street sign.
"Why does it hurt so much?" She uttered wishing her pain would go away.
Piper gasped as she saw him yes Leo a little ways down the road. Oh my god she mouthed running towards him.
"Leo!" She exclaimed trying to get him to slow down. When he didn't she started running faster after him. "Leo." Piper gasped finally reaching him and turning him around.
"Leo?" The man questioned. Piper felt like dying right then and there. It wasn't Leo he had some of the same features but defiantly not Leo.
"I'm sorry." She cried running away. "I can't take this."
Ohhhhhhhh ohhhh
Oohh ohhhh

There are times
I swear I know you're here
I forget about my fears
Feelin you my dear

Watchin over me
My hope sees
What the future will bring
When you wrap your wings
And take me where you are
Where you and I will be together
Once again, we'll be dancin in the moonlight
Just like we used to do
And you'll be smilin back at me
Only then will I be free
When I can be, where you are

And I can see your face
Your kiss I still can taste
Not a memory erased

Oh, how I see your star
Shinin down on me
And I'd do anything
If I could just, be right there where you are

Where you and I will breathe together
Once again we'll be dancin in the moonlight
Just like we used to do
And you'll be smilin back at me (you'll be smilin back at me)

Only then will I be free
Then I will be free, so take me where you are

"I'm I'm going crazy. When they took Leo away they took everything. I I can't take it." Piper's legs started to move as if they had a mind of their own. She didn't care where she was going she just had to get away. Find any escape she could. Piper whipped back tears she knew what she had to do. She knew the only way to end this pain. She walked slowly out into the middle of the busy street. A car came crashing at her.
"I'm sorry. I wanna be with him and this might be the only way" She muttered. The driver caught site of Piper in the middle of the road. He slammed down onto his breaks but it was to late. The car slammed into Pipers body. She didn't even flinch at the forceful impact. Pain surrounded her, as she hit the ground hard. Her eyes shut as the life drained from her body. Blackness then followed.