The Casting Stone 10
Have a good
week? I had a brutal one – a coma
sounds inviting right about now. I've put this up early because we're off for
Tahoe in about four hours & won't be heard from again until Monday. See – I didn't make you wait!
Note: How
can I get two chapters out sometimes? A
lovely little piece of modern technology called 'dictation software'. You say it, and the computer fills it in. So I just have to 'talk' the majority of the
story, then go back & make changes, additions, etc. Now, Jen,
I am not trying to torture people. Torture is forbidden by the Geneva Convention ;-) This week, I had no access to the computer
with the software – so you get so see how painfully slow my typing is.
This is a
'talk' chapter, with a small burst of rather intense action in the middle. But
it is important & does deepen a
few mysteries. Bit of a cliffy – but I swear the answers will come in the next
chapter.
A/N: Princess Emma! You're back! I was
worried! Hope you find some time to
continue your own work.
Remus has a
bad night, then finds out what Harry & Draco did to Callum. (Told you there
was limited action….)
***
Remus lay
across the foot of the bed resting his head on his paws and staring at the
startlingly bright and seemingly impossibly close full moon. It hung just over the trees, almost filling
up the top half of the window. It must be
at apogee. Surely it never looks so big
or so bright at home. Or so very beautiful….Remus had to laugh slightly to
himself as he lay there, in his monstrous body, thinking on the irony of his
reflecting a full moon, rather than being driven wild and senseless by it.
Where for so much of his life the full moon was 'lost time' to Remus, it was
now a period of odd detachment for him. He was not himself, but he was not fully taken by the wolf. It was as if he were sitting on a chair in a
dark and barren room, across from the monster, which sat as still and silent as
himself. For the long hours of the
night, nothing would be said, neither one in control of the body that held
them, and they would just wait. But the wolf will pace; the wolf will still
look around to see if maybe, just maybe it can get out. It's restless tonight.
Remus and
the wolf were both unhappy at being locked in a strange room in a strange
place. The wolf felt particularly
unhappy, as they both gazed out the window at the unfamiliar landscape. This
all smelt odd too; the wolf kept picking up strange scents that were
intoxicating in their uniqueness. They called to him; they called to the wolf,
which wanted only to run through the wilds and see what lived there. Remus wished he'd been able to eat something
before he transformed, as that might have calmed the wolf somewhat. He stubbornly refused to move, however, and
just shifted slightly so he could feel Katie's legs pressed against his side,
hoping that the one familiar touch and scent in the small room would quiet the
wolf somewhat. The wolf let out a small
whine at that. Remus wanted only to be home right now, in his den, safe and in
familiar surroundings. He was very on
edge tonight, and even though Katie had managed to fall asleep, he found it
impossible to sleep in the strange and unfamiliar environment. He glanced at the clock on the
nightstand. 2:43. Long way to go.
The only
sound in the room was Katie's quiet breathing as she slept, and only the wolf
would have heard that anyway. As it
always did during the transformation, time seemed to stand still. Before the potion, before he'd been able to
keep his own mind during the transformations, the passage of time hadn't meant
anything to the wolf, as it was far to caught up in the animalistic world of
senses and instincts and blood urges. Now, the nights of transformation seemed
almost endless, and in this strange place, which Remus barely recognized and
which tantalized the wolf, it seemed worse than ever. If he could at least
explore; show the wolf where they were, make the wolf calm…. Katie was right not to let me outside; she
knew that was the wolf talking….He shook a bit as he felt the wolf growl at
him, angry at being locked up and angry and in pain at being kept under such
tight control by the potion. That
feeling of confusion has lessened somewhat over the years as Remus became more
accustomed to the sensation of being 'managed' by the potion, but whenever he
was someplace the wolf didn't know, well, it managed to make itself felt more
than usual.
Starting to
fidget now from the restlessness and agitation of seeming to be at a timeless
standstill, Remus sat up on the bed and looked at Katie for a moment, before
getting up to go over and stand by the window. Katie shifted slightly in her
sleep, but didn't wake up. Remus gave a
low amused growl at this. Katie slept
like a log unless he or the children needed something. At that, she would be awake in an
instant. Otherwise, good luck. He was pleased to see that his agitation
must just seem worse to him than it was, because if he was too worked up, she'd
have woken up the instant he moved. Interesting trick, that.
It had
taken him years, a lot of tears and an equal amount of arguments, to get used
to having Katie with him for the transformations. Remus had forbidden it at first; he couldn't bear the idea of
Katie watching him go through the hideous and painful transformation. I
didn't want her to see that monster; I thought…did I really think she'd
leave? Deep down? Never. I knew better, but still…Katie had, of course, managed the situation
calmly and carefully. Managed me is more like it. She knew; she understood. And she never made fun of me for it, never
chastised me for it. She just worked
through it. So Katie. She knew that
time would change everything…that I would come to understand it.
At first,
when they were just married, she agreed to stay away like he asked, and would
leave him alone for the whole night. Then she had started a slow stealth campaign to get him to allow her to
stay with him, and to make him understand that her loving him and being with
him would not be changed by anything. Katie's first volley had been to go into
the study and sit with him for a few hours after he transformed one night that
spring. Remus had been very angry with
her the next morning, but she said nothing while he went on a tirade about her
behaviour and not respecting his wishes. He paused to breathe, and Katie had
taken that moment to calmly and quietly say that if Sirius was allowed to sit
with him, why on earth couldn't she join them? Remus had shut up at that, having no good argument against it. So after
that, Katie would join him for a few hours on those nights before she would go
to bed. Remus was ashamed of her seeing
him in the wolf's body at first; until he really did accept that it obviously
made no difference to her.
There had
been a struggle for a while, a few volleys back and forth, both sides making
concessions, until Remus finally took all the walls down and let her in
entirely. The beginning of the end had
come when Remus suddenly demanded she stay away from the wolf entirely the last
few months of her pregnancy with Malcolm. He had caught it for that, but he stubbornly refused to budge. Katie had screamed that he was being
ridiculous, which she was not used to with him, but finally backed off,
although she didn't speak to him for almost four days. Liz
was pretty taken aback by that, I remember, but she was still new to us
all. Sirius told me she was just
stunned to see that Katie and I actually do argue with each other. Liz got a good understanding of how Katie's moods
work, I think, from all that. All one
or another, never a combination.
But after
Malcolm was born, she trumped him by getting him to both admit he had been an
idiot, which wasn't that hard, and then by insisting that he let her stay with
him. All night, transformation and all. She had obeyed his wishes, now he had to
honour hers. This is a marriage, Remus;
no secrets. He tried to counter with she needed to tend to Malcolm, not
him, but she just looked him in the eye and said that Sirius was quite capable
of tending to his newest godson on his own. So he gave in; he finally needed to share this last thing with her. It had been very difficult for both of them,
but looking back, Remus was again startled to see how in retrospect he had
never realized how much he was carrying around inside on the subject until it
was finally gone. Just as when he had
learned of Sirius' innocence, of the truth behind James and Lily's deaths and
the events of that night, a weight was lifted from him that he hadn't known was
there. And everything was going to be
alright for them; in fact better than ever before.
Remus went
over to stand in front of the large window opening up on the back garden and
giving an incredible view of the ocean just beyond. He stood up so he could
rest his front paws on the sill and get a good look. He had to laugh to himself, picturing what someone would see if
they happened to glance up a that moment. A huge black wolf, with streaks of grey on his muzzle, staring back down
at them. They'd never believe it. Remus
fidgeted a bit, then couldn't resist the urge to look back over at the clock
once again. 2:57. Gods. He whined quietly and shook his head in
frustration.
As he
looked back out the window, though, something caught his eye. There was a movement in the darkness
below. To the wolf, the garden under
the full moon was a bright as day, and he stared down to try and see what had
just darted across the lawn. I saw everyone go to bed a long time ago;
did someone wake up? Better not be
Callum; I wonder if I'm giving him 'the creeps', even if we put him at the
opposite side of the house. One of the griffins? I thought they slept with Draco…. But he did not catch any of
the familiar scents of his companions. Getting anxious, he shuffled a bit and
pressed his face right up to the window to try and see more of the garden. Bloody
muzzle….
Suddenly he
felt all the hair on his mane stand up and his blood boil. Instinct caused him to see red as another
wolf stepped out of the shadows and its silver markings glinted in the
moonlight. It was slinking along the
far left wall of the garden towards the
house…
Too
startled to move for a moment, he simply stood there staring, until the wolf in
the garden stopped, and looked up at him. Remus was stunned by the look of the animal; the total malice and
uncontrolled fury of its gaze. Is that what I…. He snapped out of it,
and instinct took over; the wolf's instincts. Forgetting that he was locked
into a soundproofed room, Remus gave a violent snarl and threw himself at the
window. That wolf is not coming in here. The window shook heavily as he
bounced off of it, but Remus simply backed up and, with another violent howl,
threw himself against the panes again. This time the glass cracked, and Remus saw that the intruding werewolf
had turned to run up the garden again. NO!
"Remus!"
This time
the window broke; and Remus flew out of the window, vaguely aware of Katie
screaming at him. But the wolf was too focused now on finding the intruder to
care. He landed heavily on the grass
snarling and snapping. Remus was not
going to let that wolf anywhere near anyone else….He rose up, and raced towards
the back of the garden. He just caught
sight of the intruders tail disappearing over the gate. Remus could feel that this wolf was younger;
newer. It was fleeing from the older
and more dominant wolf as fast as it could go. Remus leapt over the gate himself, feeling the blood rush of the chase,
and the darkness seeping through him as the wolf triumphantly gained an upper
hand over his own sense of self and ran free. He followed the scent of the intruder wolf, racing down the stone steps
towards the sea….
But once he
reached the waters, he had to stop, as all traces of the wolf seemed to
vanish. Remus ran up and down the sand
in the small protected cove, trying to catch the scent again, but there was
nothing. Infuriated, he threw his head
back and let out a long wail. The curse was whispering at him, to resume his
hunt, to find his prey. But then there was something else there, behind
him…. The wolf turned with frightening
speed and launched himself at whatever was racing out of the shadows at
him. He bit down hard on a limb as it
came up to swat his face, locking his jaws and snarling in fury. But he let go almost immediately, as he
realized….
Padfoot let
out a tentative bark, which Remus recognized as Padfoot being subservient, and
lay down flat on the sand in front of him, his ears back and his teeth bared.
Remus felt the confusion and the familiar sense of fear and anger of Sirius… Sirius; I'm sorry…. At that, his own
senses seemed to come back to him. Oh, God. I must have scared them all half to death…but if Sirius is out here,
then they opened the doors….
Remus took
off back down the beach towards the steps, Padfoot now racing behind him. Must
get back to the garden…Ouch! Padfoot caught up to the wolf and sunk his teeth deep into Remus' left
hind leg, pulling the wolf to a halt. Damn it Sirius! Get the hell off of me! He turned with a snarl, and nearly bit the
dog again when he suddenly realized what this must look like to Sirius. He
didn't see the other wolf…all they must think is that I've lost it….Katie must
be scared to death.
At that
thought, Remus stopped and lay down in the sand himself, panting and willing himself
to lie as still as possible, trying desperately to convince Sirius that he was
himself. He knew that Sirius would
never let him back up those steps if he didn't feel that Remus was in fact
Remus and not the wolf, and sure enough, Padfoot moved to stand between him and
the steps. Remus fought the urge to
panic and to try and get past Sirius. The wolf came down here. There was just the one. You'll be able to see if the wolf comes
back…Padfoot will see, and he'll understand.
Remus lay
very, very still and gazed at Sirius trying to will him to understand that he
was alright. After another seemingly
endless stretch of time, Padfoot moved back a good distance from Remus, still
watching him intently. Then Sirius
transformed.
"Moony?"
Sirius
stood there, holding his wand towards Remus, looking at him with a very
strained expression. Remus shifted a bit and nodded his head, still not rising
from the sand to show Sirius that he was of the right mind. Please,
Sirius, try to figure it out. I have to
get back up there! We have to! What if the wolf comes back some other way….oh
my god, maybe it was just luring me away! It took every once of self
control he had to remain there lying on the sand, trying not to think about the
look on the wolf's face, and his wife up at the top of the stairs, unguarded.
Sirius took
a small step forward.
"Moony, are
you alright?"
Remus gave
a small gruff yelp, and nodded.
"Why…scratch
that. You just jumped out a window, and
practically scared your wife to death. Do you remember doing that?"
Sirius! Remus'
yelp this time was a little lower, and his nod a little harsher.
"Don't give
me that attitude; I'm trying to figure out what the hell just happened and
that's not exactly easy to do in this situation. Katie said it looked almost
like you were chasing something. Is
that it? Were you chasing something?"
Remus had
to stand up at that, again giving a single bark and nodding. Sirius glanced up and down the beach.
"I don't
see anything Remus. It is still here?"
Remus shook
his head and growled.
"Okay.
Look, let's go back up to the…."
Remus
bounded right past Sirius before he could finish and shot up the stairs. He ran across the back garden to the steps
of the house, where he saw that Liz and Katie were standing in the
doorway. Katie was sobbing and Liz had
her arms around her. Remus stopped dead
in the middle of the lawn and gave a small yelp. Liz and Katie both looked up, startled, and stared at him. Nobody moved. Remus suddenly realized that running so far ahead of Sirius might
not have been a good idea and he fell down and lay flat on the grass to show
them he wasn't going to hurt them, staring at his wife and feeling his heart
tense up. Katie, love; please; I'm sorry, I'm sorry…But he started to just
feel utterly miserable and totally helpless, unable to say anything and
clearly, clearly having scared Katie deeply. He gave a high whine and kept his eyes on Katie, but didn't move towards
her. She managed to stop crying and
tried to take a small step towards him, but Liz didn't let go of her, and
didn't take her eyes off of Remus.
"Sirius?"
she called out.
Sirius'
voice came up from the steps as he responded. "I'm coming! There was
something in the garden. Remus is alright…."
As soon as
Katie heard Sirius' reply she ran down the steps and came next to Remus,
pulling his head onto her lap and crying as hard as he had ever seen. Remus felt himself start to cry now as
well. That he had always been able to
do, even when in the body of the wolf; the oddest thing, but even as a little
boy, he knew that the wolf could, and did, cry. Katie, love; I'm sorry…I said I'd never let the wolf hurt you, or scare
you…
Sirius and
Liz appeared next to them after a little bit, Sirius reaching down to help
Katie stand up, and Liz kneeling closer to Remus to get a good look at
him.
"Are you
hurt?"
Remus shook
his head, then glanced at Sirius, who had bandaged his arm already and gave a
slight gruff. Sirius glanced back down
at him and smiled.
"Remus,
Padfoot's taken far worse from you. Get
inside, now; in case whatever it was comes back."
Sirius
helped the still weeping Katie back into the house and Remus followed them,
casting glances back over his shoulder, but aware that the intruder was long
gone and showed no signs of coming back. He followed Sirius and Katie into the front room, where Sirius placed
Katie on a chair, but she fell forward off of it so she could wrap her arms
around Remus' neck again. She had
stopped crying, but the wolf could feel that she was still very upset, so Remus
simply sat with her and didn't move, until he saw Liz walk in, bringing a cup
with her. He jumped a bit; she was not
used to this like Sirius and Katie were, and he was startled to have her near
him. But Liz, true to form, paid him no
mind and came to sit on the chair behind Katie. She set the mug down and tapped it with her wand, then poured
some herbs in it.
"Katie,
drink this tea. You need to soothe your
nerves a bit."
Katie
finally sat back a bit and looked over at the cup with wet red eyes. "I'll not have any sleeping drafts, Liz;
I've just had a fright, I'm not some hysterical ninny who…."
Liz shook
her head. "Katie, do shut up and drink
it. It's just one of your nerve tonics
you give to Sirius, that's all."
Katie shifted
a bit so she could take the cup and drank it without further comment. They all
stayed there in silence for a few minutes, until Sirius reappeared. He stopped in the doorway, then turned and
said something quietly to someone behind him. Then he came in and shut the door. Harry and Draco must be up too;
what a night I've made it for everyone. Gods, how did they explain all that carrying on to Callum?
Sirius came
over and sat on the floor in front of Liz, who ran her hand through his hair
and gave him a small kiss on the top of his head. He glanced up at her and smiled, then looked back at Remus.
"Well,
we've secured all the windows and doors, so nothing is getting in or out of
this place without our say-so. I've
told Harry and Draco to go back to bed, that we've got everything under control
and they needn't worry. Draco didn't
look very convinced, but you know what he thinks of me. Now, obviously we're not going to get
anything solved until the morning when you can talk with us," Sirius said
softly, then reached out to give Remus a small scratch behind the ears. "I'm going to stay up and just keep an eye
out, alright? You need to get back upstairs, in case our dear Muggle guest
wakes up and goes wandering, although," here Remus saw Sirius wink at Liz, who,
for some odd reason, blushed slightly and gave a small laugh, "I really don't
think that's going to happen. It would seem, Katie, that Harry and Draco got a
rather interesting idea on how to
entertain themselves last evening."
Remus saw
Katie look surprised, then she also flushed a bit and smiled, giving Sirius a
curious look.
"We'll get
the full details at breakfast. I've
just a few sketchy ideas myself at the moment. Off you both go. Moony, try
and sleep. I'd give you a sleeping draught but I know they don't do anything to
the wolf. Okay?"
Katie and
Remus went back upstairs. Katie said
nothing else, just curled up next to Remus and they both lay there, staring at
each other for a long time. Katie
finally smiled a bit and reached over to caress Remus' face gently.
"I love
you, Remus. Go to sleep, love,
please. You need to rest."
Remus
finally did manage to drift into a light sleep, but it was plagued with
nightmarish dreams by the wolf.
***
The next
morning Remus was exhausted. He knew
that the transformation must have seemed longer than usual because he was so
keyed up, but he was in more pain than he had felt in a long time, and it took
him quite a while to stop shaking and get the strength to sit up. He let Katie help him shower, staying under
the warm water and letting it soothe his aching body for a long time. Finally they got out, and Remus said he
wasn't shaving that morning for all the chocolate in Honeydukes. Katie did finally laugh at this, and helped
him get his shirt on, buttoning it up as he slowly drank the herbal tea Katie
had made him to help with the pain from the transformations.
"Shall we
get some breakfast? You must eat, I
don't care what you say."
"I feel
like I could eat every ounce of food on this island, Katie, love."
They went
downstairs to find that Sirius, Liz, Draco and Harry were already eating a
large breakfast. They all looked up quickly as Remus and Katie walked in, but
Remus spoke first, not wanting to go through the standard and vaguely
embarrassing process of assuring everyone that he was fine. We'll
get to what happened.
"Where's
Callum?"
Remus
watched the others exchange amused and, he was surprised to see, slightly
nervous glances. They've done something to the poor man. Didn't Sirius allude to that
last night?
"What did you do?' Remus asked, wondering if he really wanted to know.
This made
Sirius laugh and Liz giggle while they both gave Harry and Draco looks that
obviously meant that the explanations were going to come from them.
Draco
cleared his throat and sat back in his chair, folding his arms calmly.
"Mr.
Maccreedy may have had too much to drink last night."
"Might he
have indeed? Why is that, Draco?"
"Well, he
may not have actually noticed how much he was imbibing."
Remus
thought about this. "Glass didn't empty, did it?"
"Pitcher,
actually."
"Ah. What else?"
Here Draco
raised an eyebrow at Harry, who gave him a mischievous smile. "Come on Potter,
I've confessed my transgression."
"Harry…."
"Callum may
have been startled by something he thought he saw."
"Something?"
"Two small
red somethings, actually. But we're sure he was just seeing things because he
had obviously had far too much to drink. At least, that's what we're going to insist happened." Harry cast his
glance at Draco's feet, where the Griffins were lying.
Remus
looked at the griffins, then back up at Draco and Harry. "You
didn't….Harry! Draco! You could have hurt the griffins!"
"Indeed,
Charles bit the bastard on the ear and I demand Katie make sure my poor pet
hasn't picked something up."
Remus
stared at them for a moment, then started to laugh. This was obviously not what everyone else had expected from him,
and they watched him closely.
"What? That was rather inappropriate but I think Callum asked it. Sorry, Liz."
"Don't
be. He's a weed, I know it. But he was all I could think of to get us a
boat, and I really didn't think he'd actually come down here. Bastard."
Sirius'
expression brightened considerably at this, and Liz glared at him. "Mr. Black, how could you possibly be jealous of that man?"
"I'm not
jealous of him…."
"You are,
and I am actually a little insulted by that. Stop it, Mr. Black."
Sirius
nodded. "Miss Harker, I was, I will
admit, put out not by him so much as what he…represented. A better time in your life …."
Liz stood
up and grabbed Sirius by the arm, hauling him to his feet. "Excuse us, we need to have a small
discussion outside. We'll be back
shortly. Remus, we need to hear
everything about what happened last night. Get some breakfast, and when we get back," here she gave Sirius a rather
stern look, "we'll go over it." Liz
pushed Sirius out of the door and followed him, closing the back door behind
her.
Harry
smiled and shook his head at Draco. "I
said I was willing to risk getting her mad at us, but I'm relieved she's
distracted from doing that."
Remus
laughed, then looked at Katie. "Did you
have any idea this was all going on?"
"You've
missed how upset Sirius is?"
"Not that,
the incident with Callum. I doubt even
Dumbledore all the way back in England has missed that Sirius is unhappy with
that man."
Katie
didn't answer him at first, but she did flush again as she had the night before
and smiled in a rather wicked fashion. She just looked over at Harry and raised an eyebrow.
Draco
smiled at this. "Professor, I believe
that I have complemented you on finding such an impressive and resourceful
equal to take as your wife on several occasions. I find the way she thinks
particularly attractive."
Katie
laughed at him and shook her head. Remus smiled and thanked Draco, then pointed
out that did nothing by way of explanation as to why Callum was incapacitated.
Harry spoke up.
"Katie
suggested to me just before she left us last night that maybe Draco and I
explore our common ground, rather than dwell on our differences. Our common ground, it seems, is really disliking Callum. So we had a conversation about what we could
do with that."
"Glad to
hear you are both making an effort to get along."
Harry proceeded
to tell Katie and Remus, blow by blow, what had happened the night before. Remus managed to stop himself from laughing
out loud, and tried to give them a small talking to. Well, they expect it of me
I guess.
"Harry,
Draco; that was decidedly immature and, I'm sure, illegal. Don't do it again."
Remus
paused for effect.
"At least,
don't do it without including me."
"You mean I
can finally get to really see Mr. Moony in action? Sirius swears you're the
real brains of the outfit, he just got the reputation because he had the bigger
mouth."
Remus did
laugh now. "No argument there. Well,
we'll have to see."
At this
point, Sirius and Liz came back in. Remus looked at them carefully, but Sirius finally looked happier than
Remus had seen him in months, and Liz was no longer looking as tense as she had
ever since Callum had made his entrance into their troupe.
"All sorted
out?"
"All sorted
out. I have apologized for being a git,
my apologies have been accepted, and the woman still wants to marry me. In fact, we're going to do it no matter what
happens with all of this. Period, end
of discussion. On November 12. Giving Callum a definite date will shut him
up once and for all, I think."
Liz
smiled. "It'll shut me up, too. What a bargain."
"You I can
never hear enough of, so that's no bargain."
Liz gave a
rare blush and reclaimed her coffee cup. "Do shut up, Mr. Black," she mumbled as she drank.
Sirius
turned to Remus instead, his eyes twinkling still even as his expression became
a little more serious. "All right
Remus, you've convinced us all that you're all right and stopped us from
fussing because you hate little else in this world more than us fussing. Now, what happened? What did you see that was so bad you had to
throw yourself out of the window?"
Remus
sighed and stood up. He went to stand
in front of the group, who remained sitting and silent, watching him
quietly. Finally, he took a deep breath
and told them.
"There was
another werewolf in the garden. It was
trying to get into the house."
