Title: Heaven Help the Lonely Ones

Title: Heaven Help the Lonely Ones

Chapter 2: There in the Dark

Disclosure: Warner Brothers Television Distribution and Shoot The Moon Productions owns these characters, as well as to the writers, and actors who created and portrayed them. I'll put them back when I'm done playing… the story and characters not owned by Shoot the Moon or WB are mine… all mine…

The song "Body Language (There in the Dark)" was written by Peter Cetera and Patrick Leonard, copyright 1988, and appears on 'One More Story' by Peter Cetera

Lyrics are set off, centered, in italics, or otherwise marked.

Author: WhizGidget :D

Written: April 10 – 11, 2001

Rating: PG

Archive: At the smkfanfic list; at fanfiction.net, and I'd be honored to be elsewhere, just email me and let me know where (astolzman@yahoo.com)

Timing/Summary: A few nights in Lee's life. Before Arlington, before the train station, long before Amanda. Let's say very early 80s.

Author's Note: This is short, and fluffy, but it's no marshmallow. If you don't like the idea of Lee on the prowl (even if Amanda didn't exist in his life at that point) don't read this.

My ego loves praise. The realist in me needs truthful comments (good and bad). And flames will be used to torch old paperwork in my office…


Moment by moment, day after day

Trying your best to forget

It's all behind you, it's part of the past

You've got no time for regrets

Time to start over with somebody new

You've got nothing more to lose

It had been a rough day overall for Scarecrow. He'd been chased by KGB agents, given a hard time by his section chief, Billy Melrose, annoyed to boiling point by Francine Desmond, an old girlfriend and his section chief's assistant. And there were many other things too numerous to want to recall. He started paging through one of his little black books, hoping to find a good time waiting in the pages, but nothing was appealing to him. His day was close to over, but the night was just about to start. Giving up on the books, he decided to head home, shower, and head for a nightclub to see what he could see.

Out for the evening, dressed for the kill

Leaving your troubles behind

Dangerous places, dangerous times

Leave with the first one you find

Live for the moment, who cares if it's right

Who needs tomorrow? You've got tonight

Stetson looked at himself in the mirror, pretty pleased with what he saw. Fine tailored suit, not a hair out of place, freshly shaven – what woman could resist? Certainly not anyone he had already dated, but they didn't appeal to him tonight. He was hoping to find somebody new. Someone who could give a name to that something that was missing in his life.

Billy had tried to convince him that he needed some stability in his life – he can't live in the bars forever – and that was a potential security risk. Every agent's life was picked over with a fine toothcomb, but this agent still persisted in haunting the bars. He refused to be convinced that he'd ever find happiness behind a picket fence with a wife and kids. He didn't even have a partner, although Billy was threatening to team him off with some new guy, Aaron or Eric, or something like that. It didn't matter. Somehow Scarecrow would find a way to get his way and work with whomever suited him best at the moment.

Lee Stetson was a loner, and was better off that way. He'd lived that way since he was a little kid being shuffled from one military base to another, and that's the way it was going to be.

Except at night, when the shadows came out to play, Lee wanted a warm bed. Preferably warming with someone else in it. The problem was, as Billy Melrose saw it, is that it's a different someone all the time, and sometimes it's not even Scarecrow's own bed.

He pulled up to the bar and parked his Porsche, before checking his hair in the mirror just one last time. He walked in, confident, wondering what he'd find this night. His eyes settled on a pretty brunette at the bar, wearing a short red dress that should have been illegal. Everything about her said, "come and get me, I'm available." And that's just what Lee needed.

She noticed him immediately as he headed her way. Tall, sandy hair, incredibly gorgeous and well built. She wondered if he was that well built under the clothes. He carried himself confidently, and she knew that her barstool was his destination. She turned her back on the guy she'd been talking with, relaxed her posture back into the bar, and smiled up at him as he approached.


There in the dark, under covers of love

Body language is taking you somewhere you shouldn't go

First name the last thing that you need to know

He opened his eyes, as it was still dark out, the unfamiliar room lit only by the light from the adjoining bathroom. He could make out the red dress thrown casually on the chair across the room, and his clothes were strewn about as well. He got up carefully so as not to disturb the woman sleeping there, and look around for something to write a note on. As he dressed, he realized that there was no point – they hadn't bothered exchanging names last night, or if they had, he certainly didn't remember hers. If she had half the headache he had, she wasn't going to remember much either.

He looked around one last time to be sure nothing was left behind, and made his way out of her apartment. He had to go home and check his messages and make sure that there weren't any problems that he would have to face when he got into the office later that morning.


In the morning, you're out on the street

Now's not the time for regrets

Some things are done for the thrill of it all

Some things you'll never forget

Live for the moment, who cares if it's right

Who needs tomorrow, you've got tonight

It was shaping up to be another stellar day in the life of the Scarecrow. When he'd gotten home and called in, there were messages stacked up from Billy to call him. He'd meant to sit down for a few minutes and ended up falling asleep and not strolling into the bullpen until well after 10.

After getting chewed out for what seemed like an eternity over his attendance and need for structure in his life, Lee headed back to his desk. He pulled out another of his black books, looking for whatever it was that was missing in his life. He didn't find it in this particular volume.

Maybe he'd find it tonight at Nedlinger's.


The End