A Turk's Thoughts

A Turk's Thoughts.

As I lay here in this hospital bed,

Many thoughts cross my mind

I'm a Turk.

It shouldn't matter.

But it does.

How many lives did I ruin?

How many plans did I interrupt?

I'm a Turk.

It shouldn't matter.

But it does.

How many people did I kill?

How many families were torn apart?

I'm a Turk.

It shouldn't matter.

But it does.

How many people will never laugh again,

All because of me?

I'm a Turk.

It shouldn't matter.

But it does.

I killed thousands of people,

Just to get at five.

I'm a Turk.

It shouldn't matter.

But it does.

Hah! I didn't even get them!

I think I could've cried,

I'm a Turk.

It shouldn't matter

But it does.

When I think of all those people,

Who really shouldn't have died.

I'm a Turk.

It shouldn't matter.

But it does.

My external wounds are healing,

My painful tears are dried.

I'm a Turk.

It shouldn't matter.

But it does.

But I received wounds that day that will never heal:

I lost my only family, and my sense of pride.

Author's Note-I know the characters belong to Squaresoft. This is my second fic so flame if you want, I really don't care but r+r. And of you have time, read my other fic, ShinRa's Island. It's a funny one. Thanks

~The Second Death Dragon~