I've known you forever. You looked at me when everyone else was ashamed of me. You were my only friend, and my best friend. I've watched you grow up, and you never ceased to amaze me. I watched you grow from a happy smiling boy, to a young man who's beautiful brown eyes are clouded by tears of his tragic past. Your sorrow breaks my heart. I try to make you show that beautiful smile, but it's obvious I don't have that kind of power.
I worry about you so much and care for you so deeply, so please don't get mad if I fuss over you and hug you too tightly. Doing that makes me feel needed. I wish you needed me.
I'm so confused, half my heart wants you to bemine, all mine, to lock away inside my heart forever. But the other half of my heart knows that's selfish and truly I only want you to be happy.
So please, As we're lying here, staring up at the stars, forgetting about our troubles and the entire world, let me keep my arm around your waist just like this. I'll act with the half of my heart that wants you to be happy, and let you dream ofthe day that girl will come back to you. She's wonderful and perfect for you, so keep dreaming. I'll act with the half of my heart that wants you to be happy. But I'll dream with the other half.....
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Short I know but I couldn't sleep last night untill I'd written it.