Jumper
By Chyna Rose
Disclaimer: Don't own Digimon, don't own Jumper. Yet another romantic angst song poem. Yaoi. Send feedback.
Why?
Why are you standing there,
Ready to end it all?
I thought I knew you better than that.
Step back,
And I know we can work everything out.
I don't understand?
I don't understand?
How can you say I don't understand?
You think you're the only one with problems?
The only one who has reason to take your own life?
I've got news for you pal!
You are not alone.
You never were.
And because you are too pig headed to see it,
I'll tell you why I have every reason to jump
Even though I'm not going to.
I caved in to my father.
I'm going to be a doctor,
Even though I can't stand the sight of blood
And the very thought of cutting up a dead body sickens me.
I am so sick of being reliable.
Do you know what that's like,
Having people come up to you and assume
That you can fill whatever request they have?
And that's not the big one,
The one I have to hide from everyone-
Even my friends.
I
Joyu Kido
Love
You.
I can see your speechless.
It's a bit of a shock.
Finding out your best friend fell for you.
And I would understand if our friendship dissolved.
Not many people could handle something like this.
I don't care if you hate me over this,
Just don't take that final step.
You're crying.
I want to reach out,
But I'm afraid.
Afraid that by doing so,
I'll send you over the edge.
I don't want to lose you.
And I won't-
Yet.
Yes you are crying,
But you are turning away from the abyss.
And now I hold your sobbing form in my arms,
The form that so much wanted love.
Things will get better now-
Little by little.
It's a struggle,
But we can weather the storm.
Together we are strong.
Koushiro,
I've come to take you home.
A home where I hope you will be happy.