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*WARNING* This chapter of TNG does indeed have a lemony scene in it. It deals with non consensual er….situations….It is not a full fledged lemon but it does have some citrus to it. So if you are offended by this in any way don't read the part that is clearly labeled CITRUS STARTS HERE just read skip that until you see CITRUS ENDS HERE. Oh yeah….go easy on me this is the first lemony scene I've ever done. Don't forget to R&R. Oh and yes if anyone here at ff.net that actually knows me reads this please don't tell my parents I wrote this. Pretty Please. ^-^ ()

The dim light that entered the room shining upon the crystal city threw magnificent rainbow shadows upon the floors and the two inhabitants. The only sound was the babbling of running water and the sound of a child's laughter. A sapphire and fuchsia colored butterfly flittered unto the little blonde girl's nose a trail of spark and stars in it wake. Terra laughed and grabbed at it cupping it in her hand. Sephiroth smiled and put his hand on her head.

"Is this how I do it Sephy!?"

"Yes chibi-ichi….now concentrate…."

Terra nodded and closed her eyes Sephiroth's hand glowed and slowly a power within the child was released, Terra gasped and opened her hand. A white dove flew out and up unto the rafters cooing softly. The child was in complete awe, "D-D-Did I do that!?"

"Yes you did…..would you like to see more magic sweet child?"

"Yuh huh!!! Yuh huh!!!"

Sephiroth smiled and placed his hands on opposite sides of her small head and began to whisper. Slowly Terra felt a warmth pass over her body starting in her chest and slowly spreading across her body like a strange empowering plague. When Terra opened her eyes all she saw was darkness and the warmth was gone. Everything was black, everything was cold and silent. Terra let out a whimper and began a tear streamed its way down her tiny cheek.

"S-S-Seph?"

No one answered.

"Sephiroth!?"

Still no answer came. Terra began to cry and began to run through the darkness searching for someone anyone. She screamed out Sephiroth's name over and over again hoping he'd save her but no answer came. She fell to her knees and began to sob

"Daddy!! I want my Daddy!!"

Then suddenly,

She was back again beside Sephiroth. She glared up at him angrily and kicked him in his shin. He grimaced but his frown did not falter. Terra let out a growl and threw a punch at his knee which he easily dodged and grabbed her small fist within his large hand. She struggled in his tight grip and let out an angry shout. He smirked in arrogant amusement and lifted her off the ground with ease.

"Put me down! Put me down NOW!"

He let out a laugh and placed his hand upon her head again. A flash of light blinded the room and his hand actually phased through her skull. The warmth Terra had felt when she disappeared returned but this time it didn't stay the same temperature it began to rise burning her heart. It traveled slowly through her veins adding on to the agonizing pain. She let out a horrified scream and curled up in a ball the best she could being suspended in the air. Pain spread throughout her back it felt as if someone had taken a knife and carved to long slits in her back. Suddenly two dove like wings sprouted from her back covered in her own blood. The blood seemed to melt away revealing the wings' glossy pure whiteness. Terra let out another scream as her body began to shift and change. Her height increased 2.5 times its normal size, tearing away her clothes, she began to change. Her hips filled out and he waist slimmed. Breast formed and her face began to narrow out losing its baby fat. Sephiroth let go of her hand and she floated up off the ground. She curled up in a ball wrapping her wings about her naked form. She closed her eyes and a white orb formed around her body soon shrinking to her skin becoming pure white robes like that of a goddess. She fell to the ground and began to gasp her larger lungs seeking air. She looked up just in time to see the gleam of the masamune as it came down on her left eye slicing a vertical slit over it. Terra let out a strangled sob and fell backwards covering her bleeding eye trying to stop it from bleeding. She opened her right eye to see the mysterious man had disappeared. Blood leaked into her left eye making it sting and everything have a red haze to it. She sobbed quietly and looked about the room with her one good eye not seeing the silver haired murderer. The rainbow shadows no longer threw themselves across the floor. Everything was dark except the small gazebo she sat upon where a single beam of light shined only upon her. She let out a strangled sob and curled her glossy white wings about the new and strange body she no inhabited. She buried her head in her hands and began to rock sobbing out.

"D-D-Daddy…*sob* I-I w-want my daddy…."

Her frightened voice echoed in the empty room bouncing off the water's surface and the crystals. No one was coming she was alone and scared. Then she heard it the sound of footsteps in front of her. She looked up and saw a pair of piercing mako blue eye identical to her own. The man stepped from the shadows and Terra reached out and sobbed, "Daddy!?"

*~*~o0o~*~*

"Tommy? Are you sure you heard something musuko?"

"Uh-huh! I heard someone scream daddy!"

Cloud nodded and continued to follow his son in the conch shell like house. The small boy ran over to what appeared to be a large fish statue and knocked his tiny chubby hand against it and pointed at it, "She's down there! I know it Papa!" A cold sweat broke out on Cloud's forehead as his brow knotted in puzzlement. He felt a little ball rise up in his throat as he remembered what happened down there. He suddenly felt like he had a lead brick in his stomach as fear rose in his mind of what could have happened to his little girl. He grabbed his son's hand and moved him away and not bothering to wait for the others threw a punch at the fish shattering it. He picked his son up and walked into the darkness of the forgotten crystal city. He set the boy down at the top of the top of the steps on the second level. Tommy was about to protest but decided against considering the current situation.

Cloud walked down the rest of the steps looking at the gazebo lighted up in the darkness and the figure upon it. He stepped up to the stairs of the gazebo not ascending them yet. There was something so familiar about this spot and what was happening like he'd done it all before. He looked at the young angel like girl as she sobbed into her hands. She was a young teen about 14 or 15. She looked up into his eyes and he realized that this young blonde teen had glowing mako blue eyes. Her eyes were so familiar like he'd seen them before but he just couldn't place them. A long gash ran down her left eye and blood seeped from the wound profusely. Her now scarred eyes held no innocence just fear and confusion. She'd been crying and her eyes were swollen and red. She let out a whimper and choked out a single word.

"Daddy!?"

Cloud stood there his mouth hanging open in shock and he suddenly felt a deep fear a cold chilling feeling of dread. He shook his head as if to clear it and looked into Terra's eyes. Dear God why did he feel like he'd been here before!? Why was it all so familiar to him yet so different? Then it hit him. The night he proposed to Aeris. His dream hadn't been a harmless dream it had been a prophecy of what was to happen to his little girl. Terror filled him as he remembered exactly what happened next.

"TERRA!! MOVE!"

Terra turned to see the dark angel of death falling down upon her his sword unsheathed and his hair billowing out about. She let out a horrified scream and wrapped her wings about herself as if it would offer her fragile looking body some protection. Cloud reached out as Sephiroth landed about to run to her when he saw his sword go back. A sadistic smirk spread across his demented lips and he lifted the gleaming blade. Suddenly the sound of a rubber band snapping sounded though the air and a sharp piece of metal flew at the bastard hitting him right in the eye making him fall back and howl in pain. Cloud pulled back in shock and turned just in time to see his son shoot past him slingshot in hand.

"Leave 'er alone!"

"Thomas no!"

Tommy ran at him with no fear and shot at him again hitting him right between the eyes. Sephiroth not expecting any of it was slightly shocked and trying to extract the sharp metal chunk from his eye. Thomas held onto his sister's shoulder trying to help her up but she was frozen to the spot in fear. Cloiud ran to his children only to feel an unbelievable pain shoot throughout his body like a million volts of lightening hitting him at the same time. He was sent flying backward into the water and unconsciousness was slipping upon him. He looked up just in time to see his son be picked up from the floor and flung into the wall to fall into the waters below him. Suddenly then as if by magic the water began to swirl and the serene babble became a rushing violent current. Then for Cloud all was blank.

*~*~o0o~*~*

Terra looked into the waters as they raged beneath the gazebo rushing out into the ocean below. She screamed out her brother's name in vain and searched for him in the swirling waters. But no one was see and no answer came. She shook her head in disbelief and crumpled down onto the floor sobbing her heart out. It wasn't fair. He hadn't done anything! Why did he have to die? Why was he taken from her and her family? What kind of cruel creature could do this. Suddenly she heard a dry chuckle behind her. She turned her tearful gaze behind her to see Sephiroth leaning against the walls of the gazebo smirking and snickering at her tears.

.Sapphire met Emerald.

But this time a new emotion shone in Terra's eyes. Something new and frightening. She stood up and dusted her robes off and glared at him. She walked up to him with mechanical emotionless strides. She stared up into his eyes craning her neck up since she only came to his chest. A snarl formed on her delicate lips and she clenched her fist. She looked back to the waters as it frenzied and whirled and then back to him. His eyes gleamed madly with a spark of twisted glee. Terra felt the new emotion swell up in her heart and soul and she looked to the ground. A sorrowful tear fell from her cheek and mixed with a teardrop of blood as they fell to the floor together. Her head jerked back up and she pulled her fist back a white-hot ball of pure energy forming there.

"YOU BASTARD!"

She swung at him catching his left right cheek burning and bruising it at the same time. He smirked and looked back at her and to a swing with his sword which she some how dodged. She let out a savage growl and took the air. He looked up at her in amusement. She shot down at him like falcon a new ball of energy collecting in front of her. He jumped to the side just as seemed to be about to throw it. A smirk appeared on her lips and she phased out of his sight. Sephiroth stood and look about the room trying to sense where she had gone. But by them time he sense her it was too late. A burning searing pain shot through his back as Terra appeared behind him and grounded the energy into the small of his back. He swung at her blindly catching her off guard cutting into the tender flesh of her side with his blade. She let out a scream and fell backwards to the floor. He saw this and whipped about and drove his sword into her shoulder and into the floor beneath it pinning her to the ground. He smiled as she screamed out in pain and fell to the floor ontop of her. She moaned in pain and sneered at him. He leered tiredly at her and chuckled. She struggled underneath him trying to free herself. He stared into her eyes studying her trying to figure the young enigma out.

*CITRUS STARTS HERE*

His face was so close she could feel his breath on her face. His nose touched hers. He looked up and down her body as if studying her. She suddenly felt hot and bothered about the position she and her enemy were currently in. A strange feeling slipped throughout her body like something she'd never felt before a strange wanting. His hand moved up her side sending small tingles up and down her spine, making her forget the pain in her shoulder and side. She squirmed uncomfortably trying to get away. He laughed at her in a low husky voice and slowly lower his face to hers kissing her fully on the lips. Terra gasped opening her mouth indirectly giving him access. His tongue traced her lips and entered her mouth wrestling her own inciting it to do the same. Terra struggled underneath him trying to get away as the feeling increased. He pulled away and looked in her eyes. A strange lustful look adorned his face and he smiled an in a low husky voice he whispered to her.

"Let's play a new game T-chan."

Terra whimpered in fear when he lowered him self down on her, kissing her on the lips again forcing her mouth open with his tongue. His hands traveled up and down her body kneading her back and rear. He took her tail in his hands and began to stroke it sensuously sending more tingles of pleasure up and down her spine. She moaned into his mouth at the pleasure he had just given her making him chuckle again. He pressed up against her continuing his stroking on her tail and his lips left her mouth. He traveled down her neck nibbling and licking every erogenous spot on the way. He licked and nibbled at her collarbone making her purr. He press his hips against hers grinding himself against her. Terra gasped suddenly feeling his grinding and blushed feeling the odd passion increase ten fold. She threw her head back and whimpered as his teeth played with the strings of the top of her robes untying them. She knew this wasn't right. She tried to get away again but his grip on her tail tightened making her yelp in sudden pain. He didn't even look up into her tearful eyes. He simply ran one hand up her side until he reached the swell of her firm young breasts. He smirked and opened the front of her dress like robes and began to lick and nip at her breasts groping her rubbing the other with his free hand. Terra cried out in objection and surprise as his mouth enclosed over one of her nipples. She tried to push him away tears beginning to spill from her eyes. He stopped and lifted his hand slapping her hard across the face. She stopped her protests and whimpered in fear. He stopped his work on her breasts and lowered his lips to her ear sucking on her earlobe and dipping his tongue into her ear.

"Hehe…I know you are enjoying this Messiah," he whispered as her stroked her thigh gently as she continued to cry silently to herself. Suddenly he stopped stoking nibbling and groping her and ran his hand up her thigh to the junction between her legs. Terra gasped in fear and embarrassment as he gripped her most private region. "What's wrong Slut? You don't like this?"

*CITRUS ENDS HERE*

Terra didn't know the word but it filled her with such anger that she could no longer stand this abuse. The new feeling she felt earlier resurfaced and her eyes narrowed into tiny slits. She let out an angry scream and a flash of bright white light filled the room. Sephiroth opened his eyes to find himself lying on the ground with Terra standing before him. All innocence lost from her eyes filled with one emotion. He gasped in fear as she let out a scream and he felt pain rush through his body as her blast hit him full force. Light filled the room and when it was over Terra lay on the ground panting spent from her attack. She looked up as a shadow passed over her. She looked into a pair of eye identical to her own. The cloaked figure remained shrouded in mystery not speaking all Terra could see was those insane spiteful eyes. She heard her snort and move away from Terra's broken body walking into the shadows of the room. Terra continued to gasp in pain and exhaustion.

Then everything was black.

*~*~o0o~*~*

When they found me they said I was naked and half-dead. They thought I was going to die but somehow I pulled through. There are times however I wish I didn't. I wouldn't have had to feel the pain when my father spoke those horrible words. The words that truly shatter my young life.

Your brother is dead.

I remember crying and screaming that he was lying. I think I surprised them all by doing that this being the first time I had spoken in years. I also remember telling my father something I still regret. Even after all these years, despite the fact he has forgiven me on numerous occasions. I still can stand myself for it.

I hate you.

I regretted it the second it left my mouth and I ran from my mother's arms crying. Hate? Since when did I hate!? I never had felt hate before.

At least not until then. Looking back I remember that time with Sephiroth as he took away my brother and tried to take my innocence. I remember the new emotion I felt that day.

Hate….

That was the first time in my entire life I felt hate. I hated Sephiroth with all my heart and soul for what he had done to not only me, but my family and my life. I went through a point where I hated everyone.

My mom for not caring enough.

My dad for not stopping Tommy.

Goku for not finding me in time.

Chichi for not caring to find me just her son.

Tobiason (who had decided to return to me and protect me) for leaving me.

Gohan for not coming with me.

Cathreine for not stopping me.

All of them.

But most of all,

I hate myself for not being stronger for being weak.

It was on that very day I made a vow to avenge my brother. I began to train teaching myself the things Goku refused to teach. Running away while my parents were at work and joining a karate class. Anything and everything to become stronger, to not be weak. I would be the strongest and I would kill Sephiroth. I knew in my heart he wasn't dead he was alive somewhere waiting for me to grow. Waiting for me to challenge him.

Waiting….

Waiting in the darkness of the Ancient City and its hidden caves.

Waiting in the darkness and shadows,

…………..of my soul.