[ let the world know ] by ethelyn
Disclaimer: Fushigi Yuugi does not belong to me. My God, I am not that creative. Nuriko and Kourin are not my property either. Once more, not that creative or talented enough to come up with these characters.
Spoilers: Unless you do not know Nuriko is a guy or why he crossdresses, I suggest you not read this poem. It sort of reveals the reason why.
It hurts..
Yet I don't feel anything at the same time.
I feel empty
But at the same time I'm not alone
You're here with me, you always will be...
This pain, this grief..
It feels like a cold claw pierced through my heart...
The minute I saw you there
Lifeless and scared and motionless
Things were never going to be the same...
Why are you doing this?
Why do you feel like this is your duty?
All I wanted, all I ever wanted
Is your happiness...
With or without me in your life, despite the lonliness
I wanted to see you grow up
Get married, have children, be happy
But it hurts to see you like this
To see your life cast aside as if it were nothing
I feel so guilty, like this is my fault
This pain...
This neverending pain each time I vision you like this...
- Love Kourin