a/n Hi! This one is a little short....sorry I'm slacking, demo.....school's back and I can't stay up late to write. *sniffle* Well, on with
the fic!
Chapter~5
Sakura was in darkness. She thought of how to find out who she really was. About 5 minutes of thinking, Sakura found a plan.
She could figure out who she was by going into other's minds to find out what they truly think of you. And, you are those things
i certain parts of your mind. She was transported somewhere.........when she opedned her eyes, she was in front of Li.She knew why
she was here. And so, she dived in her memory, thinking about Li. And Li told her about how he thought about her. "Sakura, I
think that you,....you're a harsh person. You take things too seriously and you block out others by using a shield, and I think thats
horrible." Li started "Syaoran, you do that too. You have no need to say that to me! You do the same exact thing and you haven't
been through what I have!" Sakura yelled at him. "Your right, but I don't put up as many shields. But you are also a kind and loving
person, when you let down your shields, your a whole new person. A genki one at that. Thats what I think of you...." Li told her as
he floated away. "Wait! I don't want to be alone!" Sakura yelled. Kero was next to appear, he said what Li had said. As did the next
few people. The last one, her mother said different though. "Sakura, your a wonderful child. The only reason your alone is because
you wish to be. You don't want others to be hurt but you want friends. Your a caring peron, Sakura. And whether or not you are
my daughter I still love you. I was a horrible person and my heart wanted to die when I knew you where going to leave but destiny
has found you, darling. You must exccept it. You can past these test or fail and live a miserable life all....alone." her mother told her
"Thats what we all think. We all love you. Please don't push us away." she said before fading away. "Mother!" Sakura yelled before
she falls and cries. "I don't want to push you away but.....but I don't want you to be hurt either. I dont want you to risk your life
by being close to me." Sakura sobbed. "I will exccept it. If I live in a world of only me, then there is no me because I can't know
who I am without people to judge. I....I can't bare to live a live without any people. I.....I want a world full of people. A world full
of happy people. And now, I know who I am. I am a cheerful person, my duty is to make people happy and obtaining my happiness
by doing so. I am.....me and noone else is me. Now, I know who I am....I can accept myself. I don't hate myself because that wasn't
me. (Confusing ne? ^-^) I...am me and I will be me from now on!" Sakura yells finally being able to figure out who she really was.
Not a goddess, not a mistress, not a normal person, just her usual genki self who loves to see peole happy if they deserve it. Just
then, the barrier that was holding her had exploded and she was on a new world......and she saw Kero, Syaoran, Kiama, mom and all
her other friends and family there. Including Kami-sama. "Congradulations. You have figured out who you are and now, now you
can start a new world. Be happy and fullfill your destiny with your loved ones. You are you and you accept it. You are a normal
and happy person as is everyone else. Their magic lost, but their happiness filled. " Kami told her with a smile. "Congradulations. I
knew you could do it." everyone else says. "Minna-san! Arigato!" Sakura yells as she jumps into Li's arms and everyone laughs a
whole-hearted laugh. They would start a new planet, a planet that was full of happiness from the start. But what will happen when
they pass away. You know what will happen, because you live it right now. Such a shame that you weren't like them, always happy.
We always try to fix that, and one day.....we will.
A/N GOMEN! I KNOW IT SUCKS demo*Twiddles her fingers* ..........Bye bye! Thank you for reading. *runs away*
the fic!
Chapter~5
Sakura was in darkness. She thought of how to find out who she really was. About 5 minutes of thinking, Sakura found a plan.
She could figure out who she was by going into other's minds to find out what they truly think of you. And, you are those things
i certain parts of your mind. She was transported somewhere.........when she opedned her eyes, she was in front of Li.She knew why
she was here. And so, she dived in her memory, thinking about Li. And Li told her about how he thought about her. "Sakura, I
think that you,....you're a harsh person. You take things too seriously and you block out others by using a shield, and I think thats
horrible." Li started "Syaoran, you do that too. You have no need to say that to me! You do the same exact thing and you haven't
been through what I have!" Sakura yelled at him. "Your right, but I don't put up as many shields. But you are also a kind and loving
person, when you let down your shields, your a whole new person. A genki one at that. Thats what I think of you...." Li told her as
he floated away. "Wait! I don't want to be alone!" Sakura yelled. Kero was next to appear, he said what Li had said. As did the next
few people. The last one, her mother said different though. "Sakura, your a wonderful child. The only reason your alone is because
you wish to be. You don't want others to be hurt but you want friends. Your a caring peron, Sakura. And whether or not you are
my daughter I still love you. I was a horrible person and my heart wanted to die when I knew you where going to leave but destiny
has found you, darling. You must exccept it. You can past these test or fail and live a miserable life all....alone." her mother told her
"Thats what we all think. We all love you. Please don't push us away." she said before fading away. "Mother!" Sakura yelled before
she falls and cries. "I don't want to push you away but.....but I don't want you to be hurt either. I dont want you to risk your life
by being close to me." Sakura sobbed. "I will exccept it. If I live in a world of only me, then there is no me because I can't know
who I am without people to judge. I....I can't bare to live a live without any people. I.....I want a world full of people. A world full
of happy people. And now, I know who I am. I am a cheerful person, my duty is to make people happy and obtaining my happiness
by doing so. I am.....me and noone else is me. Now, I know who I am....I can accept myself. I don't hate myself because that wasn't
me. (Confusing ne? ^-^) I...am me and I will be me from now on!" Sakura yells finally being able to figure out who she really was.
Not a goddess, not a mistress, not a normal person, just her usual genki self who loves to see peole happy if they deserve it. Just
then, the barrier that was holding her had exploded and she was on a new world......and she saw Kero, Syaoran, Kiama, mom and all
her other friends and family there. Including Kami-sama. "Congradulations. You have figured out who you are and now, now you
can start a new world. Be happy and fullfill your destiny with your loved ones. You are you and you accept it. You are a normal
and happy person as is everyone else. Their magic lost, but their happiness filled. " Kami told her with a smile. "Congradulations. I
knew you could do it." everyone else says. "Minna-san! Arigato!" Sakura yells as she jumps into Li's arms and everyone laughs a
whole-hearted laugh. They would start a new planet, a planet that was full of happiness from the start. But what will happen when
they pass away. You know what will happen, because you live it right now. Such a shame that you weren't like them, always happy.
We always try to fix that, and one day.....we will.
A/N GOMEN! I KNOW IT SUCKS demo*Twiddles her fingers* ..........Bye bye! Thank you for reading. *runs away*