Unresolved part 5 My apologies for the long delay in getting this out. Thank you **everyone** who's started/kept reading this, I'm so glad that it's found an audience. But enough, with that, on with the details: I know this part was supposed to be the last chapter. It's not, mainly because now that my muse for this little ficcy has returned, it put in some things that I didn't expect, and made this part longer than intended, and just made wrap up difficult. So I guess that means there will be a part 6--which will be done before the first week in May, because I have all sorts of things going on and I want this fic done by then.

So, enough with my blathering and on with the fic!

Unresolved (part V)
by quelirain

Quatre placed his forehead onto the top of his desk, resisting the temptation to slam it against the hard wood in frustration. He'd left the hospital to see if he could locate Trowa, but there had been no sign of any of the ex-pilots. It was as if they'd disappeared into thin air.

Considering their training, it was very possible they had.

Quatre lifted his head and leaned back into his chair. "Think," he told himself. "Where would they go?"

//Somewhere quiet, where if one of them kills the others, they won't attract too much attention.//

The thought came unbidden and was accompanied by gruesome images. //Heero may well be stronger, but Trowa's more agile... and who knows which side Wufei will wind up on.//

//This isn't the first time, my friend, but it will be the last.//

//...last time?//

Quatre's eyes widened as he recalled Wufei's parting words. Throwing open a drawer, he snatched a city map from its place inside and almost ripped it in the struggle to open it. He stood over the map, his hands resting on its edges, fingers tapping nervously. "Where the hell did you go?"

"Who?"

Quatre looked up to see the former pilot of Shenlong standing in the doorway to his office. He straightened and stepped around the desk, ready to hug Wufei in relief, but one look at the darkened onyx eyes made him reconsider. "You, Trowa, and Heero. They're with you, aren't they?" //What's left of them, anyway?//

Wufei shook his head. "No, they're not. I left Heero here."

"You did what!?!"

"He needed to rest, and Trowa was home." Wufei neared the desk, seeing the city map spread out under Quatre's hands. "What are you looking at?"

Quatre's lifted his eyes to meet Wufei's confused stare. "You left him with *Trowa*?!?"

"Yes." Wufei's dark eyes became troubled as he watched the Arabian work himself into an increasingly agitated state. "Is something wrong?"

"Yes, something's wrong. Trowa's ready to rip out Heero's throat, remember?" Quatre replied. His eyes dropped to the map beneath him. "Did you see them anywhere?"

"Trowa seemed calm when I spoke with him this afternoon."

Quatre looked up again. "Calm? I saw him at the hospital an hour ago. He found out about Duo's 'injuries' from the 'mission' and was, shall we say, displeased?"

Wufei blinked. "They couldn't have gotten far. I'll give the local Preventers branch a call, see if they've heard anything."

"Don't bother." Quatre turned, walked to a bookshelf, and removed a phone book.

"What are you doing?" Wufei asked.

Quatre looked at the Chinese grimly. "Calling area hospitals."

***

"May I come in?"

Duo gazed dumbly at the door before nodding. Relena approached the bed and handed him the brush, then sat in the chair that Quatre had occupied a few minutes earlier. "What are you doing here?"

"Visiting you; what do you think?" Her tone was casual and relaxed.

//Maxwell, this isn't anything other than a friendly visit. Calm down!// he ordered himself. Setting the brush in his lap, Duo pulled the braid over his shoulder. "So you just happened to be passing by L-2 in your travels?" he asked with as much levity as he could muster. "A few hours' stopover on your way back to Earth?"

He heard Relena stand and take the braid from him. "Let me." She had her hands on it before could protest, undoing the braid quickly. "Hilde thought I should come by."

Duo felt something short circuit in his brain as Relena ran her fingers through his hair, loosening the larger tangles. It was an intimate gesture, one that threw him further off-guard. "And what did Hilde have to say? I haven't talked to her in a while."

"She's been worried about you since she left," Relena replied. "And now with all this going on... she thought you guys could use a neutral mediator."

Duo forced himself to chuckle. "Naw, we just like to fight things out around here."

"So I heard." Lightly, Relena grasped Duo's chin and turned his head toward her. She studied his face for a long moment before releasing him. Duo turned his head quickly so that the long strands of his hair would hide his face. "Heero really did a number on you."

"This is a beauty treatment compared to some of the crap I took in Deathscythe."

"And some of the crap you took from Heero."

Still hidden behind the curtain of hair, Duo answered, "I suppose I shouldn't be surprised that you know about that."

"It was one of the first things Heero told me." Relena gathered the loose strands back from Duo's face, but didn't turn his head again. Instead, she began brushing the tangles from the loose hair. "He's always felt guilty about that night."

Duo was silent.

"I won't say I understand how you feel, but I am worried about you. Sometimes you pretend to be happy so well that no one sees anything is wrong."

He felt his heart trip over itself once, then start skipping rapidly. //She's worried? She shouldn't have to worry.// The strokes down his long hair ran from his scalp to his waist and beyond, but he couldn't relax into them.

"So what happened with Hilde?"

"Does it really matter?" he said bitterly. "She's on Earth, and I'm lying in a hospital bed." //Having my hair brushed by the Relena Peacecraft.// "Why do you care anyway?"

"Because I care about you."

His heart repeated the little dance it had done a few moments ago. //I can't take much more of this.// Duo sighed and let his head fall forward. "We had an ongoing disagreement."

"You didn't love her."

The calming rhythm of the brush passing over his hair and the tension of being alone with Relena, like this, were starting to neutralize each other. "No."

"You wanted someone else."

"Yes." He closed his eyes.

The motion of the brush never altered; nor did the tone of Relena's voice, but Duo could sense the change in her. Reaching behind him, he tried to reclaim his hair and his privacy, but Relena batted his hands away. He sat there on the bed, staring at his hands, waiting for something--anything--to break the silence.

"Hilde told me you kept a picture of Heero and me under your pillow. Were you thinking about him?"

All the water left Duo's mouth and a red flush crept across his cheeks. A deep breath didn't still the tremors in his stomach. //She knows; or if she doesn't, she's smart enough to figure it out from here. There's the problem with not lying--when you can't run or hide, you're stuck.//

Finally, he admitted hoarsely, "No... I wasn't thinking about Heero."

The brush stopped, then Duo felt his hair being divided into parts. The room was silent as Relena finished the braid and wrapped the elastic around the end of it. She then came to the side of the bed. "When did you realize..." she said softly, her question trailing off into silence.

He reached for the braid and played with its ends. //No point in holding back now...// "You wanted my forgiveness for what happened with Heero." Keeping his eyes downcast, he smiled ruefully. "You were almost as annoying as I was. I don't know how Heero put up with either of us."

"Persistence pays off."

Relena's soft chuckle gave Duo confidence; his voice was stronger when he continued. "I started seeing Hilde to get you off my case, but..."

Her hands covered his in his lap, stilling them. "But what?"

He looked up into the clear blue eyes he never dreamed he'd see so close-up. "I missed you more when you stopped calling."

A smile curved onto Relena's pink lips; the same shade of pink dusted across her cheeks. This time, it was she who looked away.

Duo leaned back against the raised back of the bed and sighed. It was done, now, and he felt surprisingly good that it was all in the open. //She hasn't slapped me, so there's hope. Actually, she looks kind of embarrassed.//

//Man, she's sexy as hell when she's blushing.//

"Say, Relena?"

She looked at him demurely, her irises barely visible between her thick lashes.

"Whatcha doin' tomorrow night? I get out of the hospital in the morning... we could go to dinner." Duo winked devilishly. "You know, a celebration of my liberation. The food here leaves something to be desired."

She raised her head. "Duo Maxwell, are you asking me out on a date?"

This time it was his turn to blush. "Well... yes, I am."

"Well, then, I'll go." She met his eyes. "Although I have heard rumors about Shinigami's legendary stomach, there's nothing like seeing it in person."

Duo winked again. "There's this great buffet downtown..."

"Mr. Maxwell?" A young, red-haired nurse stuck his head in the room. "Mr. Winner just called, asking if Mr. Yuy was here."

"Heero? No, not that I've seen," Duo replied, his brows knitting. "Why would Quatre ask that?"

"He insisted on talking to the nurse on duty in the emergency room, although I'm certain he knows that if Mr. Yuy were to visit, he'd come directly to this floor's nurse station." Duo paled. The nurse rushed to his side. "Is everything all right, Mr. Maxwell?"

Relena squeezed Duo's hand as he took a deep breath and asked, "Is Mr. Winner still on the line?"

"I wouldn't know. He's probably still on hold to talk to someone in the ER."

"See if you can punch him through to my room, will ya?"

"Certainly, Mr. Maxwell." The nurse left the room quickly.

As for Relena, she'd gone from blushing bridesmaid to solemn negotiatior while Duo wasn't looking. "Trowa's still upset."

Duo sighed. "Quatre was here this afternoon, demanding an explanation for the first time Heero beat me up. Trowa was outside the door while I was explaning. He's not just upset. He's pissed off."

Relena shivered. Duo could understand why. He'd only seen Trowa mad once, and he never wanted to see the normally stoic pilot enraged again.

The phone rang sharply. "Hey, Q-man."

"Duo." The blonde was clearly worried. His voice wavered slightly as he asked, "You haven't seen Heero or Trowa?"

"No. What happened?"

"I got back from the hospital and they were gone."

"Together?"

"We don't know."

Duo flinched. This had been a possibility, but he'd never let it cross his mind, not wanting to jinx the peace that had lasted until now. "Anything we can do on this end?"

"We?"

"Relena's here."

"Oh? Let her know that she can stay with us. I wouldn't want her to have to get a hotel room."

Duo grinned. //Still the perfect host, even in the middle of *this.*// "Will do."

"Wufei and I are going to search. We'll call you periodically to check in."

"Sounds good." They said hasty goodbyes and hung up. When he turned back to face Relena, she was standing. "Going somewhere?"

"To look for Heero and Trowa."

Duo's eyes widened. "Uh, Relena, I wouldn't recommend that. We *are* dealing with two emotionally unstable ex-terrorists here."

"I know." She took the brush and pocketed it. "That's why I'm going to help look. I know Heero. I know the kinds of places he would go."

"So does Wufei," Duo replied. "Besides, we have a date tomorrow night, and I'd like you to still be alive to attend."

Relena laughed and tousled his bangs. "I'll be fine. You just stay here and worry about getting rested up for tomorrow." With a flirtatous smile that left Duo's mouth hanging open, she walked out the room.

***

Heero's hand throbbed underneath its cast as he paid the cab driver, but he didn't pay any attention to the pain. Taking the pills would have made him drowsy, and he wanted to be fully conscious when he reached the hospital. He had to talk to Duo, without the others.

The cab pulled away, leaving him a few blocks from the hospital. It was mid-afternoon, and he'd wanted to stroll through the park he'd seen last night and gather his thoughts before visiting Duo. Thinking was difficult while surrounded by reminders of Wufei. The black pants and tunic from the Christmas party, his books, his reading glasses--they all underlined his lover's already-conspicuous absence.

They'd had problems before, and they would work through this one just like the others. Heero would make sure of that. But first, he had to apologize to Duo. Fei would understand.

A sharp sting in his shoulder pulled Heero from his thoughts. He reached around in time to identify it as a tranquilizer dart before blacking out.

***

Relena started her search by wandering through the park near the hospital. Unbeknownst to most, Heero liked nature--perhaps because he spent most his life surrounded by technology. Her stroll was casual and directionless as she kept her eyes open for any sign of a man of medium height with dark brown hair. Which, of course, included most of the colony.

She wouldn't find him. The colony was too big, and there were too many places Heero could have gone. At least the stroll gave her time to think.

It wasn't that she didn't like Duo. She wasn't leading him on. Any woman would be lucky to have Duo Maxwell at her side, with his long braid flicking back and forth as violet eyes peeked from underneath chestnut bangs. Any woman. Including a woman of medium height with dull blonde hair, eyes that no longer shone, and bags under those eyes from meetings that never seemed to end.

From a distance, she examined and rejected yet another passer-by as Heero. He was too tall, with the wrong walk. The next had light brown hair and was far too thin, and therefore didn't even make it onto her radar screen. Another had the right height and build, but his butt wasn't as cute as Heero's.

She looked up, blushing--to think of something like *that* at a time like *this*.

//But Duo did the same thing.//

A blush rose into her cheeks, brighter than the one she'd shown Duo earlier. //Thank goodness I was out of his sight when he told me.// A sad smile touched her lips. //Wonder if it's occurred to him yet that this is the *second* relationship of his I've accidentally ruined.//

She frowned as yet another mid-height, brown-haired man passed by her. She knew it wasn't Heero. There was something about the way Heero was--the way he stood, the way he walked, the way he breathed--that distinguished him from the crowd. And though she'd never admit it, even if pressed, she still knew the scent of Heero's skin, as much a part of his clothing as the fibers that made the fabric.

She would love to run her fingers over that well-muscled chest again. In fact, she had one of his old green tanktops nestled in a drawer next to her nightgowns. The smoothness of it against her cheek soothed her when the politicking and the journalists got under her skin.

Being with Wufei made Heero happy, and if Heero was happy, so was she.

//But if Heero doesn't return home to Wufei, a lot of people are going to be very unhappy.//

//Including me.//

***

After spreading out a colony map on the large worktable in the study and figuring out how far a person could travel by foot in 30 minutes, then accounting for the fact that they were dealing with two ex-Gundam pilots, then tacking on some distance for Heero, then more for Trowa, both Quatre and Wufei frowned as they considered the enormity of the task in front of them.

"This is impossible," Wufei snarled. "They could be anywhere by now."

"I'm worried too," Quatre said quietly.

Immediately, Wufei softened. "I did not mean to sound so harsh."

"I know." Quatre gave up on the map, instead turning to his laptop, which was opened on the hardwood desk behind him. "We've checked the hospitals, and the only thing remotely unusual in the area was a stolen car."

"It could be Trowa," Wufei replied. "Do you know the make, model, and license plate?"

"Of course. It's an '02 four door sedan from NewMobile. Dark blue, plates 02C-X423," Quatre reported.

"Then let's go," Wufei replied, heading for the door. "We have some pilots to find."

***

When Heero awoke, he found himself staring at a fuzzy blue ceiling. It took him a moment to shake off the effects of the drug used on him, then he concluded he was in a car moving at 58 kilometers per hour. Quietly, he glanced at the driver. The distinctive unibang marked his captor as none other than Trowa Barton.

//Trowa? What the hell...?//

"You're awake."

The words were flat and spoken without so much as a turn of the head. Heero saw no point in lying. "Yes."

The car turned smoothly around a corner as Heero sat up--or tried to, rather. Whatever Trowa had used, it had left him dizzy. "Where are we going?"

"Somewhere quiet."

***end part 5***

Okay, I'm really starting to hate cliffhangers, but this was too good. Thank you so much for your comments! R&R! C&C! Please??