Hmmm does anyone remember this fic?? I've been planning so
many parts to it, but just haven't been able to get around to typing it. So
anyway…
Disclaimer: IaHB-- not mine, never was, never will be….don't
sue, you'll probably only get about $3
Inner
Thoughts
Dear Diary,
Hey, tis me again…life is still the
same, school, homework, school, and a whole bunch of other crap. The only
reason school is any good whatsoever is Jamie.
Yes, Jamie Waite…he's perfect!!! My best friend. The only one who understands who I am. He cared enough to show me what a jerk Billy
is even though I didn't want to believe it.
I love Jamie!!! I am so madly in love with him…now I know what Val goes
through every time she sees Tyler.
Every time I see Jamie I get nervous, like I'm gonna mess up and say
something stupid. I shouldn't be so
nervous, I've been with him forever…I need to tell him how I feel. But I'm
afraid of a little thing called rejection.
Imagine that, me, I've never cared about anything else in life
before. But this is Jamie, My Jamie. Who I get to go to the movies with
next Friday!!!! But I'll get into that later.
He is the light
of my life. What truly makes me
happy. I want nothing more than to be
with him, but why cant it be so? Why? I know we were meant to be together, it
has to be!!! He is so much a part of my
life, I couldn't live without him!!! I need him! He is my true love and nothing
can change that!!!
Well, I gotta
go, History homework is calling me…what fun
Caitlin M. Roth (perhaps Mrs. Jamie
Waite someday? Or is that just wishful thinking?)
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hey,
So, how am I doin? I've been
better…well, I've been less geeky that's for sure. I swear, every time I talk to her(yes Caitie) I feel like such a
dork. I wonder if she thinks I'm a dork and she's just hanging out with me
because she's been doing it for so long she doesn't wanna hurt my feelings. I
cant help it, but every time I talk to her I feel like I get tongue tied and
cant say anything. This is driving me
crazy!! I'm just so in love with her!!!! I'm going insane, I have to tell her
how I feel. I mean I was talking to her
today and I know I must have sounded like a major geek.
*********Flashback****
"Hey Jamie" Caitie said as she approached him at his
locker. Her long dark brown hair flowing behind her.
"Um, hey Caitie" he replied. "Uh,
whats up?" He was nervous. He kept running his hands through his spiky hair and
shoving them in his pockets.
"Oh nothing…" she answered him with
a smile on her face. "Its just that I just so happen to have tickets to the
premier of the new Matrix movie"
"No way"
"Way…and I was wondering if you wanted
to join me" she asked him suddenly looking towards the ground.
"Oh y—y—yeah sure, I-I-I'd love to"
he managed to choke out.
"Great! It'll be next Friday so
don't forget" she told him excitedly.
"Don't worry, I wouldn't forget" he
replied
"Awesome! I gotta go right now, but
I'll see ya later!" Caitie called as she made her way down the hall.
Jamie stood looking after her. After she was out of site he quickly
gathered his stuff together and headed to the EMS Station.
****end flashback*****
I cant believe
this! I guess you'd call it a date, but I don't know. I must have sounded like
such a loser stuttering like I was trying to tell her "No".
Crap, I gotta go…"French hmwk doesn't
get done itself" as mom always says.
James R. Waite
'Tis done…that chapter
anyway. Please review, I know it wasn't
the greatest story, but I had to write something, even though it wasn't exactly
the best.
