Disclaimer- I don't own Yu Yu Hakusho
A/n- three words: Serious Writer's
Block. That is, for Realized Too Late
chapter 4. I've been persuaded by
Silver (thanks!) to write some Realized Too Late-unrelated fics to possibly
clear the writer's block. Anyways, this
is another no-rhyming poem told in my obssession, Hiei's POV.
The Pain Inside
My eyes hides who I am truly inside
I cover myself with coldness
To avoid being hurt again
Betrayal
Is something I've been thru before
Betrayal
Please don't let me go thru that again
I was cold
I was impassive
I was unemotional
I was unfeeling
All those qualities are to cover up what I
am really inside
Just another forgotten doll…
Tossing and turning in the wind
All those people that mean so much to me
Yukina…
Mukuro…
Kurama…
Yusuke…
Kuwabara
I'm afraid of getting betrayed all over
again
Ever since the day of my birth
I vowed to never let anyone close to me
again
Two names stuck in my head
Rui…Hina…
Letting someone close to you
Only results in your anguished tears
Take it from someone who knows
When I first saw Yukina,
I was startled
She looked nothing like me
Her silky aqua green hair
So unlike mine, which is a cold jet black
Her sweet personality
So unlike my hardhearted one
But the one thing that captured me
Was her eyes
Her beautiful crimson eyes
So identical to mine
Yet so different…
Her ruby orbs
Are full of innocence
My scarlet eyes
Are full of coldness
But I shall never forget what Yukina said
on the day we met
"Your eyes…
they hide a trace of pain and loneliness…"
She was right
The hurt I have inside is great
I keep it well-hidden
Although I am not sure if it will last
My heart was encrusted with ice
Unbreakable, insuperable ice
But somehow…
I feel some of ice begin to soften
Turn into liquid…
Flowing into my veins
Can this be the power of friendship?
Friendship so great it overpowers the
ice?
Hey, it can happen…hn.
A/n- I'm kinda fond of the "hn" at the
end. It adds a bit of Hiei's cold
personality to this reflective poem.
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