~*Memories*~
~*Chapter Five: Li Meiling*~
~*Fiancée*~
**My Version**
------------------------
My name is Li Meiling. I am currently in grade five and go to Tomoeda
Elementary. My family lives in Hong Kong, but I am currently living in Japan with
a guardian and my fiancée Li Syaoran (Syaoran is also my cousin). I came to Japan
for a very important reason. I am here to aid Syaoran in capturing Clow Cards and
Sakura Cards (as they are now called.) My life in Japan was always about trying my
best to impress Syaoran, until one day when he told me how he felt towards her.
He loved her. I knew this from the start. She was the reason I went out of my way
to make him happy. I thought maybe, just maybe he'd feel that way towards me. That
day when he confronted me I knew what was coming. As the years past by, they grew
closer and she began to show that she might love him too. I saw this and tried
harder to make Syaoran happy with me. I could never do anything right, but she was
perfect. Everything she touched turned to gold in Syaoran's eyes. She didn't have
to try for Syaoran's affections like I did.
That day we were planned to meet the others at the park. As I began to run out the
door, he pulled me aside.
"Meiling," He started. "I'm sorry, I've been meaning to say this for a long
time..." He paused for a moment as I tried to keep smiling. It was struggle for me,
because I knew what was coming. "I don't love you Meiling. At least not the way you
want me too. I tried to, because our family wanted us together. I really tried,
until I met her. I can't marry you. I love someone else..."
I just had to keep smiling. I love Syaoran, and my main goal was to always have
him happy. "Syaoran, I know you love Kinomoto." He stepped back in shock.
"It's Sakura you love, isn't it?"
He began to open his mouth to speak, but I cut him off. "I always knew it. I always
knew you'd never look at me like you look at her." I couldn't stand it any longer.
"I wish you the best Syaoran." I knew we couldn't be late meeting the others,
but I didn't care. I had to get away!
I couldn't let him see my cry! I ran, even with his attempts to call me back. I
didn't want to go back. I found an empty field and I sat there, crying. To this
day I am not sure why. It wasn't a shock to me or anything. It was just something
I needed.
About fifteen to twenty minutes later I heard voices. Sakura's, Tomoyo's and
Eriol's to be exact. They were coming closer to me... I had to stop feeling sorry
for myself, but I just couldn't!
"Meiling?" Sakura asked me. She knelt down beside me. "Is everything all right?"
"Li told us what happened." Tomoyo said standing in a distance.
"Everything?" I ask. If he told them, that would be the end of me.
Sakura looked at me and asked again, "Is everything going to be all right?"
I looked at her and opened my mouth to speak. "..." Nothing came out. I tried
again. "Kinomoto, you are a very lucky person."
She looked at me funny. She had no clue what was going on.
"I'm sorry." I spoke as I ran home.
Syaoran tried to speak with me, but I refused him. I wouldn't speak to him for a
week. That's how bad it hurt. That day when I allowed him to speak to me was only
because I had thought about things long enough.
He knocked at my door and I yelled for him to go away.
"Meiling," He said. "I need to speak with you." There was sadness in his voice.
This was a factor in me letting him in my room.
"Come in." I answered without emotion.
"I'm sorry..." He started as he closed the door behind him.
"I'm sorry too..." I cut him off once again. "I've been thinking. I really want
you to be happy. I'll get over you. Right now I want you to be with Kinomoto."
"Are you sure about this?"
I nodded.
He walked towards the door. He began to walk out when he looked at me. "Don't tell
Sakura how I feel about her yet. Please?"
"I won't." I assured him. "As long as your happy, I'm happy." I smiled as he walked
out the door. I guess he's not really my fiancée anymore...
~~~~~~~~~~~~
NEW A/Ns: Okay, I FINALLY saw this episodes! I was WAYYYYYYYYY off! ^^; I wrote this
based on screensnaps that my friend sent me, and it didn't help that they were in the
wrong order. So, yeah... Just don't take this as the actual episode. If anyone wants,
I could write a new one to add on after this chapter about the actual episode and
make it more accurate... ^^; sorry about everything.
~*Chapter Five: Li Meiling*~
~*Fiancée*~
**My Version**
------------------------
My name is Li Meiling. I am currently in grade five and go to Tomoeda
Elementary. My family lives in Hong Kong, but I am currently living in Japan with
a guardian and my fiancée Li Syaoran (Syaoran is also my cousin). I came to Japan
for a very important reason. I am here to aid Syaoran in capturing Clow Cards and
Sakura Cards (as they are now called.) My life in Japan was always about trying my
best to impress Syaoran, until one day when he told me how he felt towards her.
He loved her. I knew this from the start. She was the reason I went out of my way
to make him happy. I thought maybe, just maybe he'd feel that way towards me. That
day when he confronted me I knew what was coming. As the years past by, they grew
closer and she began to show that she might love him too. I saw this and tried
harder to make Syaoran happy with me. I could never do anything right, but she was
perfect. Everything she touched turned to gold in Syaoran's eyes. She didn't have
to try for Syaoran's affections like I did.
That day we were planned to meet the others at the park. As I began to run out the
door, he pulled me aside.
"Meiling," He started. "I'm sorry, I've been meaning to say this for a long
time..." He paused for a moment as I tried to keep smiling. It was struggle for me,
because I knew what was coming. "I don't love you Meiling. At least not the way you
want me too. I tried to, because our family wanted us together. I really tried,
until I met her. I can't marry you. I love someone else..."
I just had to keep smiling. I love Syaoran, and my main goal was to always have
him happy. "Syaoran, I know you love Kinomoto." He stepped back in shock.
"It's Sakura you love, isn't it?"
He began to open his mouth to speak, but I cut him off. "I always knew it. I always
knew you'd never look at me like you look at her." I couldn't stand it any longer.
"I wish you the best Syaoran." I knew we couldn't be late meeting the others,
but I didn't care. I had to get away!
I couldn't let him see my cry! I ran, even with his attempts to call me back. I
didn't want to go back. I found an empty field and I sat there, crying. To this
day I am not sure why. It wasn't a shock to me or anything. It was just something
I needed.
About fifteen to twenty minutes later I heard voices. Sakura's, Tomoyo's and
Eriol's to be exact. They were coming closer to me... I had to stop feeling sorry
for myself, but I just couldn't!
"Meiling?" Sakura asked me. She knelt down beside me. "Is everything all right?"
"Li told us what happened." Tomoyo said standing in a distance.
"Everything?" I ask. If he told them, that would be the end of me.
Sakura looked at me and asked again, "Is everything going to be all right?"
I looked at her and opened my mouth to speak. "..." Nothing came out. I tried
again. "Kinomoto, you are a very lucky person."
She looked at me funny. She had no clue what was going on.
"I'm sorry." I spoke as I ran home.
Syaoran tried to speak with me, but I refused him. I wouldn't speak to him for a
week. That's how bad it hurt. That day when I allowed him to speak to me was only
because I had thought about things long enough.
He knocked at my door and I yelled for him to go away.
"Meiling," He said. "I need to speak with you." There was sadness in his voice.
This was a factor in me letting him in my room.
"Come in." I answered without emotion.
"I'm sorry..." He started as he closed the door behind him.
"I'm sorry too..." I cut him off once again. "I've been thinking. I really want
you to be happy. I'll get over you. Right now I want you to be with Kinomoto."
"Are you sure about this?"
I nodded.
He walked towards the door. He began to walk out when he looked at me. "Don't tell
Sakura how I feel about her yet. Please?"
"I won't." I assured him. "As long as your happy, I'm happy." I smiled as he walked
out the door. I guess he's not really my fiancée anymore...
~~~~~~~~~~~~
NEW A/Ns: Okay, I FINALLY saw this episodes! I was WAYYYYYYYYY off! ^^; I wrote this
based on screensnaps that my friend sent me, and it didn't help that they were in the
wrong order. So, yeah... Just don't take this as the actual episode. If anyone wants,
I could write a new one to add on after this chapter about the actual episode and
make it more accurate... ^^; sorry about everything.