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medical bits, but hey, I'm a historian, not a biologist.
The
Unknown Witness
Chapter
2: Reunions and Ridicules
Harry felt incredibly small, sitting in the back of the
cab as it sped down toward Leicester Square, attempting a U-turn in order to do
battle with the on-coming traffic of Charing Cross road. The cab driver was
blabbering away in blissful ignorance, talking about the 'gas explosion' with the
air of a war veteran.
'So yeah, all I heard was this huge bang and there was
dust everywhere, like, and my last fare was screaming herself silly, the stupid
cow. I just thought I'd drive up and have a bit of a gander, you know?' Harry
didn't, but nodded absently instead. 'Yeah, well, I think I was right caught up
in the aftermath, you know? Smoke everywhere, people screaming… I wonder if
anybody kicked the bucket… Did you see any of it, mate?'
Harry frowned a little in the cab driver's rear-view
mirror, wishing he'd just leave him to his own thoughts. The cab driver stared
right back and didn't push the issue, dragging his eyes away from Harry's
emerald stare and placing them firmly back on the road. The London traffic was
doing its worst, the road ahead hideously blocked by black cabs and buses, the
heaving commuters occasionally dashing between the bumpers as the cab driver
drummed his fingers impatiently. It appeared that he was easily distracted.
'Blimey, that's a nasty scrape you've got yourself there,
son!' he said, his eyes flicking up in the mirror to indicate he was talking
about Harry's scar. 'How'd on earth you get that?'
'If I told you,' Harry said slowly, raising his head and
staring hard in the mirror, his green eyes flashing, 'you'd never believe me.'
'Oh yeah?' chuckled the driver, arching an eyebrow. 'Why's
that then?'
But Harry didn't give him a chance to hear the reply. He
calmly opened the door to the cab, seeing the sign for the hospital just a few
hundred feet up the road. The cab driver looked at him, flabbergasted. 'This'll
do me good, thanks.'
'Oi! What about my fare?'
Harry had one foot on the pavement when he scrambled in
his pocket and pulled out a galleon. He chucked it to the now rather bemused
cab driver, who shook his head in astonishment as Harry stared at him
expectantly. He held the coin up to the light, frowning.
'And what in the whole of Kensington and Chelsea is this
supposed to be?'
Harry slammed the door and leaned back in through the
window. 'Gold. Solid gold. I think you'd better go via the Treasury on the way
to the taxi rank…'
And with that, Harry dashed off into the hoards of crowds
heading up toward the hospital before the cab driver could put in a word of
protest. As the driver pulled away, Harry could see him simply shake his head
and put him down as a lost fare. The golden Galleon lay forgotten about on the
cab floor.
***
The big,
black, grim-like dog now pounded the pavement of Magnolia Crescent at such a
rate that a passer-by would have sworn he was in a hurry. The beast allowed his
tongue to hang out lazily, taking great, panting breaths as his run slowed to a
plod, finally halting at the gate of number 25. He sat there for a moment,
staring at the door with an inquisitive look on his face, while footsteps
behind him grew louder and louder.
'Honestly
Padfoot…' heaved the owner of the footsteps as he finally came to a stop by the
monster's side. 'Are you trying to kill me? We're not sixteen anymore, thank
Merlin…'
The dog
made some form of gesture with its mouth that indicated a form of mischievous
grin. He jumped up, somehow with his great blundering paws managed to open the
little swing gate and padded softy up to the front door. The dog's companion
seemed a little more apprehensive, walking up the path in slow, measured steps,
as if the meeting that lay ahead of them was tinged with impending dread.
'If I
remember right, doesn't the lovely Arabella have a thing for cats?'
Padfoot
nodded slyly. His companion looked somewhere between mirth and annoyance.
'And I
suppose its oh-so-convenient that you can't turn up on her door step in your
human form as you're playing the mass murderer on the run card? Hmm?' The man
shook his head, a sly marauding smile spreading over his paled features as he
finally rang the doorbell. 'Some things never change…'
'And by
Merlin some things do…' interrupted the voice of the woman who opened the door.
'Remus! How are you, old boy? And what are you doing turning up on my door step
at this ridiculous hour?'
Remus
Lupin grinned hugely as he finally embraced his dear friend. 'Arabella Figg -
long time no see, eh?'
'You've
got that right!' the old lady grinned a grin so wide that it would cross
international date lines. She glanced down at the dog. 'Got yourself a friend
there, Remus?'
Padfoot sat
up at the gesture, a little on edge. Remus noticed. 'Calm, boy,' he said,
patting the dog's head and receiving an annoyed growl in return. 'This dog is
part of the reason I'm here. How's the Muggle research going? I see you've got
yourself a nice little disguise here…'
'Oh?' the
old lady guffawed. 'You mean the Granny act? Yeah, fools them all the time…'
And at
this point, she passed a hand across her face, omitting a shower of pink sparks
as she did so, revealing her true face from behind the Persona charm. It was as
if her hand ironed out the wrinkles in the old lady's face, revealing in its
wake an expression that was so much more familiar to Remus Lupin and his
hound-like friend. The hair colour altered like a stream of water, going from
white to brown in one seamless swoop, the face ageing in reverse as the teeth
straightened and the colour in the eyes became more vibrant than ever, going
from misty grey to a deepening blue. As she finished, she sighed heavily.
'That
looks much better,' said Remus with a grin. 'I can give you a proper welcome
now…'
'Whoa!'
cried Arabella, stepping back into the hallway of her perfectly ordinary
semi-detached house and beckoning Remus and the dog to follow. They shut the
door behind them. 'Don't even try it, mister. I've got your number. Up for a
cuppa?' She called from the kitchen
'Yeah, a
nice herbal tea would be great…'
'And what
about your canine companion?'
Remus
took a nervous intake of breath. 'He likes his Butterbeer a little on the warm
side, if you remember rightly.'
He heard
a clatter of broken china as Arabella looked at him, mouth wide in shock and
surprise at the uttering on these words. It was then that Sirius chose to step
into the light.
'We've
got a bit of explaining to do.'
***
Claudia
was suffering from writer's block again. Sitting in her conservatory with the
Braille Writer on her lap, she screwed her face up in deep thought, attempting
to extract the memory that had long ago been buried along with all the other
nonsense she'd spouted along the years. In her stranger moments, Claudia always
attempted to get her feelings down on paper. The little dots punched into the
thick parchment like material would be fed into the colossal piece of machinery
and used to form words of a language she would never be able to visualise. This
was the biggest hurdle her injury had thrown at her - realising how much her
world depended on the power of the written word. Whether it was just an article
she doodled on a post it note at work, or the full-blown novel she knew would
never be published, words had been her form of escapism. She could be an
entirely different entity behind them and finally release herself from the
dream world she existed in before she opened her eyes in the morning, ready to
face the reality.
For now,
that dream world became her real world. She would open her eyes in the morning,
but would still be greeted with the same mist of non-existent colours she'd bid
goodnight to the evening before. There had been only a few significant changes
made to her lifestyle - the adaptation of documents at the busy London office,
more home working, and so on - but they were all aimed at making reality
accessible. Nevertheless, the ability to give in to her dream world and sit in
front of the Braille Writer, day in day out, at times became too much to bear.
And when
the dream world interrupted her reality, she knew of only one form of
redemption. Get it out of her system and onto the script. She raised her
fingers like a sword in front of her, her gaze remaining steady, emotionless,
and began to type.
A little boy sat on the edge of the bed, unblinking
at the sight of the fallen woman beside him. She sighed heavily, sensing his
presence and reached out her hand…
She
paused again, trying to recall the conversation that followed. It was those
hazy hours after the 'gas explosion' that tended to inspire her most. It almost
felt like her senses were in overdrive that day, compensating for the sudden
disappearance of her sight by over emphasising everything else. She remembered
the siren mostly. Despite being classed as walking wounded, she was still
carefully removed from the crater quite early on in the proceedings, the police
taking little notice of her defeated frame as the noisy ambulance carted her
off to Accident and Emergency. She remembered the thumping in her head as the
ambulance pounded the busy London streets, the flash that cost her vision so
dearly replaying in her subconscious as she brought a hand to her brow and
moaned piteously with the pain. Then the black that came with the silence as
she slid into unexpected unconsciousness. Apparently it had all got too much.
And that
was where this conversation she was currently trying to put to paper came from.
She wasn't sure if it was real at all, or whether her brain had simply picked
it out of thin air to explain the hours of darkness that came after the
explosion and the weirdness that preceded it. She remembered being stirred by a
voice, young in its tones but with an underlying air of someone who had a
wealth of experience in the dark. It was a voice tinged with a form of sympathy
she had never had bestowed on her before or since. It almost understood. She
felt like she'd heard it a million times after, in her dreams and most recently
manifesting itself in that heart-wrenching scream that had pierced her soul all
the way back in June. It was so hard to remember when she wasn't sure whether
it was real. She'd lacked a concept of real ever since. Seeing at that time,
for her, had been believing.
What did
the voice say? Why had it been so reassuring in those dark hours? Was it simply
another dream or part of a bigger illustration? Claudia ripped the paper out of
the Braille Writer in frustration, screamed and threw it across the room until
she heard it rebound off the glass panel of the conservatory. What did this all
mean? Why couldn't she just be normal and not go through the actions of the day
like a victim of the Gulf War Syndrome? And would she find out before she lost
any grip she might have still had on reality? She let her head sink into her
hands, feeling the occasional unseen wrinkle on her face with her familiar
fingertips, tracing the lines they made with an ever deepening sense of gloom.
She had a sense that things were changing. And that was something she'd never
be able to capture in words.
***
The
hospital was in the midst of chaos. Harry walked silently in, totally
unchallenged by the small collection of Policemen who were talking to various
witnesses. These people, he noted, along with their cuts and bruises had on
their faces a look of dazed tranquillity. Some poor police Sergeant was trying
to get a name out of one man, who was relaying with starling confidence that he
was the one and only Father Christmas. Harry then noticed one
uncomfortable-looking individual slipping what looked suspiciously like a wand into the pocket of his jacket. The
Ministry Obliviators were on the job. Harry instantly pushed his hair further
down across his scar, feeling a little nervous as an Obliviator slinked past,
not giving the teenager a second glance as he stepped through the double doors
and toward the wards. He may have technically only been 15 months old, but
Harry didn't want to take any chances. He removed a handkerchief from his
pocket, tapped it once with his wand and quietly transfigured it into a cap to
cover his trademark hair. There.
Easy. Shoving it over his unruly mop and tucking what was left behind his ears,
he quickly glanced around before following in the Obliviators footsteps. He was
through the double doors and into the ward before the head matron even looked
up.
Harry
wasn't a stranger to hospitals. Far from. Even growing up with the Dursleys,
his accident-prone mannerisms - not to mention the roughness of Dudley's
'play-fighting' - had awarded him a rather interesting set of doctor's notes.
Broken arms, nosebleeds, a badly twisted ankle form the notorious school
kitchen roof incident... the list was endless. His time at Hogwarts had so far
proved no different. He couldn't recall a time when he hadn't spent a
significant part of the summer term locked up in the infirmary with some form
of malady or other. If it wasn't Dementors or Basilisks, there was always
something or someone vying for his blood. But there was something about the
scene that lay before him that made his stomach churn. He'd obviously stepped
into some form of waiting area, as he saw a man sitting in a chair, head
hanging low in astonishment and grief as he gripped the pathetic excuse for
hospital coffee in a shaking hand. Harry lurked by the door for a minute,
feeling incredibly intrusive as the stranger sipped his drink slowly, appearing
to savour what little flavour the brown coloured liquid contained. The man
looked a little uncomfortable in his elderly jeans, shifting in his seat as he set
down his drink and returned his hands deep into his pockets. His face remained
staring at the floor as Harry attempted to pass him. He was just feet away when
the stranger let out a small but audible sob from the dark recess of his
throat, a sound that twisted a knot in Harry's' chest so tight, he couldn't
help but stop.
'Sir?' he
asked tentatively, pausing at the man's side. He got no reaction. 'Are you all
right? Do you want me to get you anything?'
At this
the man looked up, his eyes revealed as a little red and puffy, as if only
today he had allowed the outpour of grief he'd been feeling for an eternity to
empty itself upon the cold, white-tiled floor. He gazed up at Harry for an
instant, before looking back at his feet.
'No, son,
I'm all right, I'm…' then he paused, shivered almost, and looked back up at
Harry. His eyes were wide and suddenly alert, blue and seemingly watery at
whatever loss he had to face. But what the stranger next said shook Harry
beyond belief.
'Merlin's
ghost!' he muttered, rubbing his eyes absently as if he was truly losing his
grip on reality. 'James? Is that you?'
Harry
suddenly found breathing a very necessary body function, but one that was
impossible to carry out. He stepped back as if electrified. 'Erm, no, er,
sorry.' He managed to stutter, suddenly realising who he was addressing.
'You've got me mixed up with someone else…'
'Yes, I
suppose I did,' said Remus Lupin, who went back to staring at the floor
despondently. 'Sorry, it's just you bare a startling resemblance to a friend of
mine who recently - ' he closed his eyes to stop a fresh flood of tears. ' -
Passed on.'
'I'm
sorry,' Harry found himself saying, pulling up a pew next to his future
Hogwarts professor. 'Do you want to talk about it?'
Remus
looked up, a little surprised, showing on his face a similar sort of turmoil
that was currently taking place in the back of Harry's mind. He knew he was
wasting time. He knew that someone, somewhere, within the Victorian walls that
made up the formidable hospital held all the answers to exactly what he want to
know. But right now, right in front of him, was someone who could answer
everything else.
Remus
sighed as he ran a weathered hand through his honey brown hair, yet to be
flicked with the smattering of grey Harry was more acquainted with. 'He died
about a week ago. And his wife. Best people in the world, I'd known them all my
life…' he trailed off and picked up his coffee cup again. 'I don't know why I'm
telling you this…'
'It helps
to talk,' Harry said instantly, not wishing to lose out on the opportunity of
gaining first hand memory. 'I may just be some random teenager, but I'm a good
listener.'
Remus
looked at him, a little suspicious. Harry glazed absently at the coffee cup
Remus was once again gripping, not making eye contact so to prevent any further
revelations. Silence gripped them both as they lost themselves in their
individual thoughts, one blissfully unaware of the other's close connection.
Remus sighed again.
'James
and Lily. They died in a… in a…' Remus paused, mistaking Harry for a Muggle,
and cleared his throat. 'In a car accident. Head on smash. They didn't have a
chance. Left a little baby behind too, little Harry. He's not even 18 months,
bless him. He's got his mother's eyes.'
Harry
became suddenly enthralled by his shoelaces. 'I'm sorry…' he managed to muffle
before needing to stop to prevent the trickle of his own tears. Remus patted
him gently on the back, smiling fondly to himself.
'Are you
positive you're not James re-incarnated?' he said with a chuckle. 'Just like
him, that was. Always apologising even if he'd had nothing to do with it. But
that's ignoring the fact that most of the time he did…' Remus trickled off into
his own memory again, an odd trait in a person so young, but he soon pulled
himself back to reality.
'And then
there's all this…'
'All
what?' Harry said inquisitively, although he knew perfectly well what was to be
spoken.
'You must
have heard that gas explosion, down near Covent Garden.' Harry nodded sullenly.
'Another friend of mine - Peter - he was caught up in it. Hardly anything of
him left. Literally. One finger, I think they said.' At this, Remus choked.
'This has been one hell of a week… James, Lily, Peter… and Sirius… I haven't
got anything left.'
As Remus
bit down hard on his lip, the youthful look upon his weary face dissolving in
tears that should never have graced it. Harry
rose, more determined than ever. He removed his cap, ran a hand through his
untidy black hair and stared at Remus, resolute. Remus glanced up.
'Don't
give up yet. Things are never what they seem. There's always something out to
surprise us, catch us out, shake our belief system to the ground and seem to
squash our very existence into nothing. But never believe that things won't
change. There are people out there who care about you, Professor Lupin. There
always will be. Don't lose the faith.'
Then
Harry made the fastest of exits, swooping out of the chair and through the
double doors at the other end of the corridor before Remus could react.
Remus sat
there for a full minute before what the strange boy had said sunk in. In that
most hazy of moments, it seemed to make sense. Later, when Remus would recall
the meeting that at times became lost in the midst of chaos and grief that
forever marred the late autumn of that fateful year, he acknowledged the boy as
his voice of reason. The resemblance to James. The fact he somehow knew his
name - and why exactly did he call him Professor? Did he know something he
didn't? And then there were those
piercing green eyes that had the ability to expose a soul for all it was worth
and wrap it back up in a golden thread. If he hadn't already felt like insanity
was settling in, he would have sworn the boy was a Potter, some form of
guardian angel sent down from above to knock some sense into him. He downed the
remnants of his God-awful coffee, shook the encounter to the back of his mind
and grabbed his coat to face the brunt of London's on-coming chill.
***
Harry
felt as if he'd been at the hospital for hours, absently searching the wards
for recent intake of casualties who
may have been the one he was looking for. He was amazed by how unfazed the
nurses were by his presence, some simply staring right though him as if he
didn't exist. Harry figured there must have been more to this little jaunt of
time travel than he had first banked on. Whoever had put the charm on that
hourglass did a pretty fine job.
He'd lost
count of how many people he had spoken to, but he was hedging his bets that
he'd examined every avenue contained in the corridors of Charing Cross
hospital. He'd be lucky to find another victim of the explosion that was
functioning effectively enough to tell the difference between a dog and a rat.
Harry
wandered up to one last room, darker than the others, and peered through the
glass. He pressed his nose right up against the surface as he looked in,
cooling his scar on the frosted glass as he observed a young woman curled up
tightly in a ball with her back to the window. She wasn't moving - Harry could
only just make out her shoulders gently falling with each breath, each one
slightly out of sync with the previous. She was crying. Her hair, luxurious
mahogany curls, was crawling across the pillow like a sea of spiders and
beginning to tangle, like a well groomed beauty gone to seed overnight. Harry
was captivated for an instant by this wild form, like an animal kept in a zoo
feeling restrained by whatever injury had been bestowed upon her. Harry shook
his head sadly.
He was
about to back away when the ward sister caught up with him, gently tapping him
on the shoulder as he finally drew away his gaze. 'You can go talk to her, if
you like.' She smiled, obviously mistaking Harry for a friend or relative. He
looked at her, eyebrows raised in a figure of disbelief as she nodded reassuringly
and then stalked off toward the nurse's station. Harry turned to look through
the window again. The woman hadn't moved, but her breathing had become a little
more regular. Taking the deepest of breaths, he pushed against the door and
entered.
Harry
could've sworn that the hideous smell of anti-septic that formed the main scent
of a hospital was more poignant in this room. Harry's stomach churned for the
umpteenth time that day as he finally released his breath, satisfied that no
one was going to stop him as he perched quietly at the woman's beside. He leant
back against the plastic covers and stared on, thinking, and allowed the
darkness to engulf and calm him after the chaos of the day.
After a
while, he stood up, paced to the end of the bed, and began to flick through the
doctor's notes. Typically written in an untidy scrawl that was worse that
Ron's, he couldn't make out a word in the moonlight the room had descended
into. Apprehensively, he returned to his seat at the near side of the bed and
leaned over to flick on the light. The bulb glowed ominously, the light that
flooded from it illuminating the room immensely, but failing to stir its now
dozing occupant. Harry frowned a little at the lack of her reaction, but soon
turned his attention to her notes.
'Claudia
Darlington,' he whispered out loud, quietly as if any unwelcome noise would
expel all peace and tranquillity that seemed to exist in this room alone. 'Age:
25. Accelerated macular degeneration caused by…' Then he paused, frowning
further at the notes but not because they scrawl had become illegible.
'Entities unknown. Patient complains of burning pain behind eyes due to light
over-exposure. Vision response zero. Recommended over-night supervision and
pain immobilisers. Admission date and time, 2/11/81, 11:30 am.' And in
brackets, quietly noted in the corner of the admission slip, were the words
'Covent Garden Gas Explosion.'
Harry
gulped. This was it. Victim number thirty-six. The one the Ministry failed to
account for. Yet despite the answers to his queries lying right there in front
if him, he could not compel himself to disturb her slumber. If she really
hadn't been memory charmed, then the pure bafflement that would be dominating
her mind must have been soul crushing. Magic for Muggles was an element of
fiction, used to manipulate the mind into wonderful tales of fantasy that
enthralled their imaginations into wishing it were real. And to only be
introduced to the darker end of the tale would be enough to disturb even the
most steady of rocks.
Suddenly,
the woman, Claudia, stirred a little and rolled over onto her back, facing the
ceiling with a blank expression on her face. Harry gasped. Her face lacked any
form of colour at all, cast in a shade of ghastly white compared to what it may
have held the previous morning. Bandages had been cruelly taped across her
eyes, its their holdings wrapped tightly around her head pushing the skin back
against her skull, leaving a little indentation where the dressing had slipped.
He couldn't tell whether she was asleep or awake, her restraints unfairly
destroying her right to show her level of consciousness.
'Hello?'
she whispered suddenly into the darkened air, timidly as if she was a stranger
to the sound of her own voice. 'Is there someone there? I can feel you're
there…'
'Yes,'
Harry found himself saying, pulling his chair closer to her bed. 'Hey there.'
Claudia
smiled, a little amused. 'I haven't got the faintest who you are.'
'That's
not important right now,' said Harry, suddenly feeling compelled to take hold
of her hand and give it a reassuring squeeze. He could feel the magic in her,
and he was sure she could do the same. He paused for a moment. 'Can you guess?'
He felt
Claudia rub his hand between her fingers, each nail delicately painted red but
interspersed with dust and debris. He allowed her hand to move slowly up the
sleeve of his shirt, and didn't even wince as she began to feel the features of
his face. The expression on her own face was hard to read: Slightly dazed but
ever so intrigued by what Harry was offering her as her hand continued to
wander. She traced his chin line, beginning to square with his on-going
maturity, and he felt the natural progression as the finger arched past his ear
and settled over his scar. There she paused; her finger lingering for an
instant before she suddenly yanked it away as if it were burning.
'You're…
you're one of them,' she spat out
nervously. Harry sensed her tightening up.
'What do
you mean Claudia,' he said in reply. 'One of them?'
'One of
them… like the men in the quad. I can feel it.'
'Can you
tell me their names?'
Harry
knew he was pushing it. But there was a sudden sense of desperation that had
attached itself to his heart, bullying him to ask the questions necessary for
the cause.
'Sirius,'
she said, as confidently as she would state her own name. Harry felt his heart
sink. Did she believe he did it? Had she not seen anything? But then…
'He
didn't do it.'
'Do
what?' Harry whispered, barely able to believe it.
'He
didn't blow up the quad. There was another man there. Small. Round. Rat-like.'
She paused and shuddered involuntarily. 'He did it. Sirius is innocent.'
Harry
breathed a huge sigh of relief, the nerves that had been building up inside him
flowing out with the tide. But he knew that wouldn't be enough to convince the
jury. He had to get the full picture in all its illustrated glory. He gulped
again.
'Claudia,
could you tell me what happened?'
She
paused herself, and turned to face him in the dark. In the half-light of the
lamp she looked like a formidable force, someone who, in full capacity of their
abilities, you would never dare to cross. The contrast of her hair with her
rapidly paling face made her look increasingly powerful. And with the
information she was holding, Harry thought she knew it.
'Why
should I tell you?' she suddenly snapped, a flash of anger passing across her
frowned expression. 'You're just a little boy. You don't know anything. You
don't even know me.' She suddenly sat up, agitated, and started fumbling around
in the dark. 'I'm going to call one of the nurses and…'
But Harry
was too quick for her. As she reached out for the call button, he grabbed her
arm in a vice-like grip and tightened his hold with cold fingers. She turned
and gave him an ice like stare as she used her other hand to trace his scar
again.
'You want
to know why?' Harry said, his voice more bitter than he'd ever felt it. He
didn't know where the words were coming from, but he was so desperate he needed
to shock. 'You want to know why I want to catch my parent's killer?'
She froze
at this statement, and lowered her arm from its position poised to summon help.
He instantly released her, the offending limb falling to the bed as if robbed
of all energy and emotion. Harry could feel her eyes upon him, defeating that
sensual boundary the spell had created and demanding answers just as he was. He
sat back in the chair again and sighed.
'The
rounded man in the quad,' he said slowly, 'was responsible for the death of my
parents. He betrayed them. They were murdered on his information. His name is
Peter Pettigrew.'
The
thoughts were going round and round in Claudia's head, as Harry was able to
make out a dawning of a possibility on her weary face. She then spoke hoarsely.
'Your
parents…' she stuttered, 'Lily and James?'
Harry
hung his head, letting the silence do the talking. She began to whisper to
herself, muttering ideas over and over out loud, but barely audible to Harry's
straining ears. She suddenly sat up defiantly, ready to talk. Harry gazed at
her expectantly as she spoke.
'I was
sitting in the quad. There was a dog, a big, black, soppy beast. He seemed to be watching for something. And then when
I turned away the dog wasn't there.' She breathed heavily, thinking hard, back
past the blaze of blinding light to retrieve the last of her visual memories.
'There was a man instead - tall, dark, pale eyes - he knew what he was doing.
He'd spotted the round-faced man - Pettigrew, did you say? - on the other side
of the quad. I saw them having words. The dark haired man was angry, so, so
angry…' Harry could sense by the state of her voice that tears were screaming
to escape her. But they were shut away behind the bandages, restrained by
the material she now clawed at frantically with her curled up fingers. She
moaned quietly in frustration.
'Here,'
said Harry softly, leaning forward to undo the clasp at the side of her head.
He unwound the dressing slowly, agonisingly, until all that remained were the
pads concealing her eyes. He reached up to peel them off, but she batted his
hand away as she reached to do it herself. Harry could make out what looked
like burns across her eyelids and under her lower lashes, although she kept
them closed and screwed up in a kind of self imposed agony for the rest of the
tragic tale. She held the bandages in her hands.
'I can
sense his emotions even now, like nothing I'd ever felt before. He felt upset
more than anything else. He had his own grief to deal with, and this was his
chosen method. He was vengeful. But he never got his wish. The round man was
unusually devious. He pushed Sirius away from him, stumbled into the middle of
the crossroads, and started accusing him. Screaming like a mad man. He hadn't
even been provoked. He wailed 'Lily and James, Sirius! How could you!' but then
behind his back, he had this stick, long, black, polished with white tips. He
muttered something in Latin - I didn't understand it. And all I can remember
after that is the light. The light, the burning, the…' she looked down in her
lap for a moment, and appeared to be concentrating deeply, her head almost
shaking with the effort. Harry could make out her eyelids flickering in the
darkened gloom of the room, as if each had their own stupendous weight to hold.
But then she looked up.
Harry
wouldn't have been able to say anything, even if he wanted to. Claudia's eyes
were wide open now, and were the most mystical sight he'd ever encountered. All
colour was now absent from the irises, which had sunken into the snowy white of
the rest of the eye, ice-like but trapped within by her long, dark lashes. They
were piercing and emotionless, like never ending glaciers of ice winding their
way across her gaze, ever to block it with the fading of the colour. They were
tragically beautiful. However, she looked as if she would faint with the effort
of keeping them open, so Harry quietly picked up the pads from her open hands
and covered them up again. He began to wind the bandage back round her head and
was not met with a single protest. It was as if the effort of telling the tale had
drained Claudia of the power of speech. Finishing the length and fastening it
with a flourish, he gently lowered her back down into the bed and stood back
for a moment, just watching her silent form. Her breathing was steady now,
sleepy even. She'd played her role, for now.
'Thank
you…' he whispered. He quietly slipped the front page of the doctor's notes
into the pocket of his jacket and was
just about to open the door when she spoke again.
'What
were they?' she muttered through the darkness before unconsciousness enveloped
her again. 'What are you? Wands and spells and transformations…'
Harry
wandered slowly over to the bed and took her hand again. 'You'll find out in due course, Claudia,' he whispered. 'And then
you'll be in the middle of it. Magic has its way of coming through to you. I'm
magic, they are magic. You too are magic in your own way. Enjoy your ignorance
- there's going to be a real battle ahead, and you'll need all the energy you
have to get through it.'
And then
he was gone.
Years
afterwards, it was widely acknowledged that Claudia could recall very little in
the hours after the accident. She reported being vaguely aware of having a
visitor, a young boy with reassuring words, yet hinting at the fact that more
was still to come. And - she mentioned this to no one - she never really
understood how she came into the possession of a long black rod of wood. It was
there at her beside when she first came into the hospital, which for now she
rolled over and clutched unknowingly in her sleep. She was unaware of the power
it held within. It just became something that was always there.
***
Arabella
calmed down tremendously once she had a large scotch in her hand. Listening to Sirius' tale, she
absently swirled the golden liquid around in her glass, letting it glide gently
across the ice melting it in the process, which Remus secretly thought to
himself as being a complete waste of a quality tonic. Sirius had spoken at great length before silence engulfed him, the
legend spun, and she downed her drink in one inelegant gulp.
'You
expect me to believe this little fantasy, do you?' she said quietly, raising
one eyebrow out of the suspicion that she had a convicted murderer now sprawled
across her flower patterned settee. She stood up and put her drink to rest on
the side table. 'After all these years, you come waltzing back in here without
a care in the world like One Man and his
Dog and expect me to welcome you with arms wide open? Do you?'
Sirius
hung his head low like a naughty schoolboy, while Remus looked at her, mouth
slightly agape. 'What are you saying, Arabella? You don't believe us?'
'What I'm
saying…' she said sharply, striding over to the cabinet, removing a piece of
parchment and pouring a few more drinks. 'Is that it's damn lucky I received
this notification from Dumbledore the other day, which confirms what you've
just recalled word for word.' She held the incriminating document aloft,
smirking. 'It was nice to see you squirm though.'
'Why you
little…' flushed Remus, colour actually creeping into his face as Sirius
doubled over laughing. He couldn't help but join in. 'Always the wind up
merchant, aren't you?'
'Hey, it
keeps me sane…' she replied, screwing the lid back on the Scotch bottle and
handing a glass to Remus. 'Here, looks like you're in more need of it than me.'
Remus
smiled and accepted the glass gratefully, finally sitting back and relaxing a
little. The three friends sat in silence, each indulging in their own thoughts
of the tale passed before them. It was obvious Arabella wasn't used to being
out of persona, and the toll the spell had taken was apparent. Wrinkles
remained in her hands, still a little shaky like a woman twice her age as she
continued to grip her glass and sigh heavily. Then the thought occurred that
they had all aged, in some way or other. Sirius looked ready to fall asleep
right there among the home-knitted settee throws. His face had regained much of
the shape lost in his years at Azkaban but the haunted look still remained. It
chilled Remus to look at him sometimes, especially in moments of rage or doubt,
when the emotionless existence he occupied in his prison took over his face
like a shadow of a darker past. This image wasn't helped by the fact that he
continued to wear his hair in its longer state, a little scrappy round the ears
like some sort of loveable rogue, which Remus supposed was the look that Sirius
was after. However, the reassuring twinkle of the marauder of his youth still
lingered in his sunken eyes, taking every opportunity to rear its ugly head. And
it wasn't as if the years hadn't beaten Remus down at all - quite the contrary.
His light brown locks had been edged with silver for a while now, the monthly
insomnia being non-negotiable and having even more impact in his middle age. He
was fully aware of the gaunt expression he wore and the reaction it received,
often sympathetic, as if he was in a constant state of mourning. That wasn't
exactly the case. He was merely holding on tight to all he had left.
'So,
Dumbledore wants to get the Secret Seven back into action, does he?' said
Arabella, breaking the silence.
'You
always had a way with words, didn't you Babs?' smirked Sirius, ducking to avoid
the cushion she now banished in his general direction.
'I wasn't
good at charms for nothing!' she muttered before Remus could get to the point.
'I think
our dear old Headmaster has decided it's ripe to resurrect the Order,
considering current events...' he said officially, finishing his drink with a
professional air.
'Ah yes,
dear Harry,' she said, looking down at her delicately clad feet.
'How's he
holding up?' asked Remus.
'I'm
honestly not sure,' said Arabella regretfully. 'You know how hard it was for me
to negotiate my way in there to begin with? It's just so lucky this post with
the Ministry came up at the same time.'
'Sorry
Babs,' interrupted Sirius, curiosity plastered all over his face, 'please
remind this old dog exactly what you're doing dressed as a 1930's reject?'
She
smiled in reply. 'Muggle observing. Examine the latest trends, what's hot and
what's not, you know, keeping tabs on things from a civilian point of view…'
'… As an
old biddy?'
'I pulled
the short straw. It's fascinating stuff. Beats any lecture from Professor
Stafford hands down. Anyway,' she returned to addressing the original inquiry,
'it meant I could keep an eye on Harry, but it was horrible, I'll tell you
that. I couldn't tell him anything because of his stupid guardians - they're
the biggest pair of Muggles this side of the Atlantic and would have burned me
at the stake if they really knew the deal. Since Harry started at Hogwarts,
they've been shutting him up like the family secret. He's lucky to see the
light of day sometimes. Occasionally he's over but I haven't wanted to blow my
cover. Nearly came unstuck the other day though…' she continued, going off on a
tangent. 'Petunia had left him with me when she was going up to the craft shop
to get some material to make Dudley's knickerbockers when I got that owl from
Dumbledore. I had to shut the poor beast up in the central heating cupboard
until he went home. Just told the boy that the boiler was on the brink.'
'You
know,' said Remus slowly, 'he'll find out sooner or later.'
'But if
I'm going back to help out Dumbledore, that simply won't be an issue,' she
said, a sly grin edging over her features. 'Old Mrs Figg can have a little
accident…'
'Oh now
Arabella, that's just plain nasty…'
'I know.'
She
grinned as Remus and Sirius rolled their eyes. For a moment, they could have
been back in the Gryffindor common room, sipping at a stolen supply of
Butterbeer got with a little help from Prongs and the gang, the fire gently
lilting in the corner as they let the end of the day wash over them. However
with every action and word there were horrible reminders of those missing from
their number. Remus smiled grimly to himself just as the shrill ring of the
telephone brought them all back to reality.
'Excuse
me a sec,' said Arabella over its scream, ignoring the fact that the sound had
made Remus jump right out of his skin and Sirius almost fall onto the floor in
mirth. She was back almost instantly.
'Well,
that was short and sweet,' said Sirius, beginning to smile. But that expression
soon faded when he was met with the rare appearance of a serious look from
Arabella.
'What's
wrong?' whispered Remus.
'That was
Petunia on the phone,' she replied quietly. 'It's Harry. He's gone AWOL.'
***
To be continued…