Depression:
Part 4
Quatre stared out the bedroom window when he heard the door open. He figured it was Trowa and didn't even bother to look. Until a hand reached out and turned him to face him. When Quatre finally looked and saw who it was he grabbed the person and hugged him hard and began to cry.
"It's Ok to be sad."
"Why is he here taking care of me I don't get it?" Asked Quatre.
"Did you ask?"
"I just don't want to be around him. It's like I'm afraid. Their all dead Wufei he killed them all."
Wufei held his friend tightly trying to provide some comfort. Quatre felt so light. He looked so drained and tired. Wufei kissed him on top of his head and sat down with him on the bed. He continued to hold Quatre until he finished crying.
Wufei kneeled in front of Quatre and held his hand. "Trowa said you were catatonic?"
"I don't know. With everyone including him it's like I just shut down I don't know why."
"Maybe because the last time you saw him you thought he loved you. After all you had just made love." Wufei offered this as an explanation.
"That wasn't the last time I saw him." Quatre admitted.
"Then when? You never said anything."
"I needed to know why. So, I tracked him down." Quatre began as he remembered.
******Flashback
Quatre approached the circus. The place was practically empty when he approached the tent. One of the workers directed him there. The he saw Trowa he couldn't help but smile when he saw his love. That was until he saw him being held by another man.
Quatre saw Trowa being held by Heero then they leaned into each other and began to kiss passionately. Quatre jumped away and ran right into Catherine.
"You shouldn't be surprised Quatre. After all they spent all that time together in space. I saw first hand how Trowa nursed back to health. He always felt sorry for you because of your father but I guess he couldn't forget his first love."
"I see." Quatre answered in a very soft voice.
"He's better off. Better than being with a murderer. You forget you almost killed him Heero never has hurt him. Their love is true. NOW LEAVE!" Catherine smiled as Quatre ran away.
*************End Flashback
"That Bitch!" is all Wufei said to that. Wufei pulled Quatre to him once again and held him until Quatre cried himself to sleep.
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