Disclaimer: I dont own So Weird, disney, etc. I own Kat, Greg, Tracey and Dave. Also, I dont own the song 'Smile' By Olive. It's an awesome song though!!!
" Hm? Oh um... sorry." Clu pulled away, blushing. Fi sighed, and bit her lip. " What were you saying?"
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Smile, you steal away my soul
Smile, ill hide away and cry
My minds made up, I wish I could see your eyes.
Smile, no doubt I'll keep my pride.
But may be hard to find.
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" What's wrong with me?" Fi asked quietly, looking at her friend.
" What do you mean Fi?"
" What's wrong with me? Why cant I have someone?" Fi sighed, looking at her hands. " Everyone I've ever dated... they've only done it for some ulterior motive... and the ones that really do love me are dead..." She mumbled, a tear falling down her cheek.
" Fi that's not true..." Clu said softly, hugging the girl. " Your the prettiest girl here Fi, you could have anyone you wanted... Fi every guy that's passing by is looking only at YOU."
" If I'm so pretty Clu, then why cant I have the one I want?" Fi asked, looking at him. Her eyes were wide, searching his own for an answer.
" Fi... I-"
" You what?"
" Fi... I can't..."
*~*~*~*~*
There's nothing left.
Handing down your legacy
But more regret-
Painted down with empathy.
*~*~*~*~*
" Why not Clu?" Fi whispered, looking at her hands. " You keep doing this to me... it's not right. One second your risking your neck for me, giving me jewelry, and the next your telling me you can't like me. And I want to know why."
" It's compl-"
" Don't give me that crap Clu." Fi exclaimed, standing up. " If you don't like me, just tell me! Don't friggen lead me on!!"
" Fi it's not that..."
" Then what is it?"
" Fiona, your you. I'm me, that's the way it is. I'm sorry if you think I've been leading you on, but I haven't Fiona. And if it's a crime to try to save my best friend, and give her birthday gifts, then I'm sorry." Clu exclaimed.
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Smile, don't complicate my time.
Smile, don't ask me if I'm fine.
My world wont die out
There is nothing your words can say.
Smile, no doubt I'll keep my pride.
But it may be hard to find.
*~*~*~*~*
" I can't believe you." Fi said quietly, her lip wavering. " I can not believe you Clu. I pour out my feelings to you, and you act as if its no big deal. How- How the hell can you stand here, and just deny it?" She cried, tears falling down her cheeks. Clu looked down, sighing. " I can't believe I was so stupid... I can't believe I was so dumb- I actually thought you liked me Clu. But now, I can see that I was an idiot to think that. Go away Clu, go back to college. You know, I never thought things would change between us, but you were right, they have."
" Fiona..." Clu whispered, his eyes begging her to stop.
" No. Don't Fiona me Clu. I trusted you with my heart..."
*~*~*~*~*
There's nothing left.
Handing down your legacy
But more regret
Painted down with empathy.
*~*~*~*~*
" Fi... It's not as simple as you think. I can't- I can't fall in love with you, it's not the way it should be. This whole thing made me see that. I can't be so far away from you when your in trouble. Do you know how bad I felt when I found out you were being stalked, and that for the last five months you'd been dealing with it ALONE?" Clu whispered, looking at her. " I couldn't deal with it Fi. I couldn't stand to see someone I cared about getting hurt. And it made me realize that I can't be there for you when you need it. You need someone who can do that Fi, you don't need me."
" Stop it Clu."
" No Fi. I heard you out, so now you hear me. I can't be that guy that you think I am. You have to get over the fact that I'm NOT the one meant for you. Maybe Ryan is, or maybe even Peter. But it's not me Fiona. So, for the good of both of us, forget about me and you Fi, it can't happen."
" For the good of you Clu. For the good of you. Not me." Fiona whispered, glaring at him.
" Fi-" Clu sighed, looking at the girl.
" Don't even start Clu. Don't even go there." Fiona sighed, looking towards the doorway. " You want me to forget you, fine, I'll do that... Bye Clu." She looked at him, then walked away, entering the hall.
" Bye Fi..." Clu whispered, sighing. He sat back down on the bench, shaking his head. " You're an idiot Bell."
*~*~*~*~*
There's nothing left.
Handing down your legacy
Smile, no doubt I'll keep my pride.
But may be hard to find.
*~*~*~*~*
" Fi!" Fiona brushed the stray tears from her eyes, looking around for the person who had called her name. " Fi, you ok?" Looking up, Fiona saw Tracey standing next to her, Dave and Greg not far behind.
" Me? Oh yeah, I'm just peachy." Fiona said quietly, placing a smile on her face.
" We'll talk later." Tracey whispered to her friend, knowing what was wrong. Fiona nodded, smiling at her.
" Thanks." Fi whispered back. " So how much is this dance sucking?" She asked Greg, grinning.
" On a scale of one to ten, about a seven... I don't know how the hell you girls talked us into coming..." Greg grinned.
" Excuse me? Aren't you the one that begged us to come?" Fi laughed, looking at her friend. Greg grinned again, shrugging.
" Come on people, if we're gonna be stuck here for a while, we might as well dance." Dave put in, looking at the two. He took Tracey's hand and led the way to the dance floor, Fiona and Greg following.
*~*~*~*~*
If only you had tried, gonna leave it far behind.
May be hard to find, if only you had tried.
Gonna leave it far behind...
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Clu took one last glance inside the gym before following Kat and Carey to the bus. 'I'm sorry Fi...' he whispered, looking down.
Ok guys... that's the end. For now. Hopefully soon I'll have the last part of the trilogy up. And the last one WILL have more Fi/Clu stuff... lots more. Hopefully that'll be out by next month! Bye guys!
~Katty