But I deliberate
Simple things, I complicate
Then I think it best to wait
It happens to me all the time
"Hai?" Ishida Yamato asked as he
pulled the door open to see Daisuke standing there. "Daisuke-kun? What
are you doing here?'
"Is Takeru home?" Daisuke asked,
somewhat anxiously.
"Iie, gomen." Yamato said, "He's
out with Hikari."
Daisuke relaxed. "Good. I need to
talk with you...about Takeru."
"All right." Yamato looked perplexed,
"Come in. I'll make some cocoa if you want some."
"Hai, please." Daisuke said as he
slipped off his shoes and closed the door behind him.
"So what did you want to talk about
Takeru for?" Yamato asked ten minutes later as he put a mug of steaming
cocoa.
"Well...ummm..." Daisuke fidgeted
nervously. He sighedand rand a hand through his hair, "This is kinda hard
to say...but I think you should know."
"What?" Yamato asked in alarm, "Takeru's
not involved in drugs, is he?"
"Iie! Nothing like that, Yamato-san."
Daisuke said hurridly. He took a deep breath and said in one breath, "Takeru'sinlovewithme."
"What?" Yamato blinked, "Gomen, I
didn't hear you."
"Takeru's in love with me." Daisuke
said quietly.
This is all so hard
Letting down my guard
It's all the same, it's you to
blame
But maybe that's not right
So I'll blame
Gravity
For always holding out on me
When I just want to run away
It trips me and I fall for you
Makes perfect sense to me
Lose responsibility
Yamato leaned back in his chair and
took a sip of cocoa. After a while, he responded, "Hai...I knew this...I
was one of the two people he told. The other being Hikari-chan."
"Oh." Daisuke said.
"Is that all?" Yamato asked.
"Iie." Daisuke said quietly, fidgeting
once again.
"You're wondering how this is going
to affect you. How it will change your relationship with him." Yamato said
wisely.
"Hai." Daisuke said, surprised, "How
did you know?"
"Because that's how I felt when I
first started going out with Sora-chan." Yamato's expression softened noticably
at the mention of his girlfriend.
"Oh." Daisuke said.
"Now, back on topic." Yamato said
abruptly, "How do you feel now that you know?"
"Well, I'm not exactly sure." Daisuke
said, "I mean...I'm kinda...well, flattered that he likes me." a
slight blush stained his cheeks.
"Ah, so the affection of my little
brother is a highly prized thing?" Yamato grinned.
Daisuke's blush deepend, "And, well,
I'm not exactly sure how I feel about him."
"What do you mean?" Yamato asked,
once again serious.
"I think..." Daisuke paused and took
a deep breath, "I think I love him too."
Then ever time I fail to see
How easy this could be
I can put the blame on gravity
There is something I must confess
I was happy with loneliness,
oh yeah
"Hmmm...." Yamato mused, sipping
more cocoa in the silence, "Well, then you should tell him."
"I don't think I can..." Daisuke
said quietly, "My first reaction to him was to run away."
"Ah." Yamato nodded.
"Tadaima, niisan!" Takeru's voice
called out as the door opened. The blonde blinked as he saw Daisuke, "Saa....Daisuke-kun,
why are you here?"
"I'll leave you two to talk." Yamato
said, gettign up and putting his mug in the sink. "I've got band practise
anyway." with that, he grabbed his guitar case and left.
"Umm....Takeru....I..." Daisuke said
uneasily.
"You don't have to say anything.
Your reaction in the school cafeteria said it all." Takeru sighed heavily,
"I'm disappointed, but what else could I expect?"
"Takeru..." Daisuke said softly.
Takeru paid him no heed and rambled
on, "You'll have a clear field with Hikari-chan from now on. But promise
me you'll treat her right."
"Takeru, I don't like Hikari-chan."
"Nani?" the blonde looked up, more
confused now.
"I...I..." Daisuke stumbled over
his words.
"Hai?" Takeru smiled encouragingly.
"Takeru, dai suki." Daisuke said
soflty.
Takeru's sapphire eyes widened, "Daisuke-chan,
do you mean it?"
"Hai." Daiuske said, getting up off
his chair. He walked over to Takeru and stared the blonde in the eye. "Takeru-chan,
dai suki."
"Dai suki." Takeru repeated. He smiled
tearfully, "You don't know how happy I am to hear that, Dai-chan."
Weightlessness is so easy to
be
Now I'm up in a different spin
Out of control and completely
into you
So why put the blame on me
"I mean it too, Take-chan." Daisuke
said, his face mere inches from Takeru's own.
"Dai-chan?" Takeru asked hesitantly.
"Hai?" Daisuke asked, putting his
hand on the side of Takeru's face and his other hand around the blonde's
waist.
"Will you..." Takeru blushed furiously,
"Will you kiss me?"
"Of course, Take-chan." Daisuke smiled
and pulled the blonde close, pressing his lips to Takeru's own.
Takeru kissed back, enjoying the
sweet feeling. He wrapped his own arms around Takeru's neck and pulled
him close.
Their kiss deepened as Daisuke's
tongue entered Takeru's mouth and Takeru's entered Daisuke's own. Their
tongues dnaced together as they carressed each other.
When they broke apart, both said
the same thing,
"Ai shiteru, koibito."
Then they kissed again.
When I can put the blame on gravity
Well, what do you think? Please review,
minna.
~ Nakayama Silviya