Kermit hopped back into the front seat and sighed

      

Kermit hopped back into the front seat and sighed.  It had been a long day and he couldn't' wait to end it.  But there was just one more thing he had to do before his trip home. 

Three hours after she left the precinct Jody found herself in the place she needed the most.  She laid on the familiar couch taking in the familiar smell and presents.  Memories flooded in and out of her head as she lay there in the dark apartment.  She felt herself fall into unconsciousness when she heard the sound of keys in the door.  Reaching to her hip she realized she had forgotten her gun.  She didn't have to dwell on it for long.  The door slowly opened and Jody was temporarily blinded by the bright light from the hallway.  The blinding got worse as the figure in the doorway reached over and flipped the lights on.

"Jesus Jody you scared the hell out of me!" Jody stood up, letting herself stretch.  "Sorry Kermit but you scared me too.  What are you doing here?"  Kermit closed the door.  "That's funny… I was about to ask you that."  Kermit moved to a bookcase and grabbed something off the shelve.  "Well Peter gave me a key and I just needed some time alone.  And what better place..." Kermit turned around to face her with an item in hand.  Jody noticed he wasn't wearing his trademark sunglasses.  She took a good look at his eyes.  They where bloodshot with bags weighing them down.  "Well, I'll leave you alone to think then."  Kermit started for the door when Jody's words stopped him.  "Kermit... why are you here? What did you take?"  Kermit turned toward her again and slipped on his sunglasses.  "Detective Powell... is this an interrogation?"  Jody winced at his blunt anger.  "No Kermit... I just... I heard you were taking this hard is all.  Everyone wants to know your ok."  Kermit lowered his head to watch his hands fumble with the item he was holding.  "Everyone is taking this hard Jody.  And tell everyone who is pretending to care that I'm fine.  I only came here for this book.  Not for 20 questions.  Can I go now detective."  The last sentence wasn't a question but a statement and Jody felt herself wince again with every word he spoke.  Kermit turned on his heels and started to walk out.  Again Jody caught his attention but he didn't turn around.  "I miss him too Kermit.  Everyone does.  Please don't shut your self up."  Kermit took in what she said but continued to leave the room leaving Jody feeling more alone.

101st was almost dead when Jody walked up the stairs the next morning.  It wasn't normal and she quickly went to someone for the answers.  Blake sat at his desk flipping through files.  "Why is the place so dead today..." Blake glanced up for just a second and returned his attention to the folders in front of him.  "Talk to Simms.  She's in her office."  Blake ended it there and proceeded with what he was doing.  Jody turned away and headed for the captains office.  She passed by Kermit's office and peaked in silently.  Kermit sat in is normal position.  Feet propped on the desk with eyes glued to the monitor while his hands flew over the keys.  She decided to disregard Kermit.  He made it evident that he wanted to be alone. 

After knocking, Jody entered Simms office and shut the door silently behind her.  Captain Simms was at her desk filling out reports and never once looked up.  "Detective Powell… I was under the impression that I wouldn't see you today."  Jody sat in the same chair she resided in the day before and sighed.  "Well I fully intended to take that time off but I realized all I would be doing home is beating myself up.  I need people around me but when I walked in here this place turned out to be far from the company I needed." 

Simms set her pen down and folded her arms.  "Jody...  I sent a few people home.  You missed the action.  Kermit talked to Caine last night."  Jody sat up straight.  "Last night?? I talked to Kermit last night.  He didn't say anything to me! Then again he didn't wanna be around me either."  The captain started to swivel in her chair.  "Well that seems to be the case with him lately.  Well he told me Caine has completed the ritual and says we can have the funeral now."  Jody sighed again and closed her eyes.  "Its not fair."  Simms took a sip of her coffee.  "I agree detective...  But we can't change history. I would do anything to bring Peter back.  He was a damn good cop and an all around good person.  He will be missed for a long time.  But now we have to move on."  Jody nodded and stood up. "Captain when and where is the funeral?"  The captain picked up her pen and was getting ready to dive back into her reports.  "Tomorrow at noon.  Church down the street.  I forgot the name.  Kermit knows."  With out another word Jody walked out of the office and shut the door.

Jody walked back to her desk but before she got there she made her way over to Kermit's office.  He was still in the same position but was now on the phone.  Jody didn't want to eves drop but couldn't help but overhear who he was talking to. 

"Yes Miss Mason.  I want this publicized....  No its just close friends no one else.........  I understand the whole city wants to come but my main goal telling you this is so you can spread the word... My reason?...I want the city to remember my friend.....Yeah It may sound silly to you but.... well I think you owe it to Detective Caine.....  You do recall he saved your life...... sorry...Be outside the church tomorrow?..... Alright thanks"

Kermit hung up the phone and turned around in his chair to come face to face with Jody.  Kermit stood up and moved to grab his coat.  "Can I help you?"  Jody didn't want to go back to what happened last night but she could feel it coming.  "Kermit don't be mad at me.  We all need each other right now.  You keep shutting us out and your going to hurt yourself."   After grabbing his keys Kermit walked over to the doorway Jody was standing in.  "I don't want to go back into this.  The only person I need right now is Peter. Now will you excuse me."  Jody was getting angry at Kermit's melodrama and wasn't in the mood for it either.  "Where are you going?"  Kermit turned around and she noticed he had a shocked look on his face.  "Tell me how that is any of your business."  just then Skalaney walked over just in time for on outburst.  "Kermit your acting like an asshole!  All we wanna do is try to make each other feel better and your pulling us down even more!"  At that point the whole office had their eyes on them.  "Jody I suggest you get off my case before we say things we don't mean!"  Kermit turned and stormed down the stairs and out the door.

"Well... He is really having a hard time isn't he."  Jody looked at Skalany and sighed.  "Yeah well he's being weird about this whole thing.  And he made a call.... ah forget it.  I gotta get out of here.  I'll see you tomorrow. "  Jody grabbed her things and stormed out, following Kermit's lead.

Again Kermit found himself driving away from 101st feeling hollow.  He hated being so mean to Jody.  She was still hurting from Peter's loss but he couldn't let his guard down… not yet.

Kermit drove for another 45 minutes before pulling into an old farmhouse.  Half of the windows were broken yet protected with plastic covers.  The once bright white paint now was peeling and what was left of it had turned a gray color. 

Kermit walked up the old dirt walk way and up the weak wooden steps to the rotted screen door.  After knocking lightly he was greeted by a familiar smiling face.  "Kermit... you are... right on time... as usual."  The door opened and Kermit stepped in.  "Well Caine I like to be punctual.  Where's the kid?"

Caine closed and locked the door tightly.  "Kermit.  I should warn you before you go in to see my son.  He does not look... the same."   Kermit dropped his head for a few seconds to prepare himself and then proceeded to take off his coat.  "Believe me Caine… I'm sure I've seen it before.  I can handle it."  At that, Caine pointed to a door in front of them and Kermit proceeded in.

He entered a room, dimly lit by unscented candles.  Stepping forward he was taken aback by the sight before him.  He saw Peter's pale and ghostly skin and had to hold back from making a sound of shock.  He stepped closer taking in the sight.  "Hey Pete... How ya feeling?  Jeez this is rough...."  Kermit sat in the chair that was placed next to Peter's bed and stared at his closed eyes. "Pete we really need to finish this.  It's getting out of control."  Sighing, he lowered his head to fit into the palms of his hands.  He could feel himself slip out of consciousness.  Slowly he rested his head onto the extra blanket covering his friend and fell asleep.