I Need You. html Disclaimer: Profiler belongs to NBC, Sanders/Moses
Productions, Cynthia Saunders and Stephen Kronish. And in part to Court
TV now I think. Thank you God!!!!! At least they are
treating it with the respect that it deserves. No copyright infringement
intended. Thank you too to the incredible actors that brought these characters
to life and gave them a soul. Ally Walker and Robert Davi rule!! Rating: PG
Classification: SBR
'I Need You'
by Tarrant
Sam sat up suddenly, her heart beating wildly, her
breathing fast and irregular out of fear. She looked around in the
dark, suddenly becoming aware of the nightmare that had woken her. Getting a handle on herself she flopped back down on the pillow. A tear trickled from her eye as she thought about the dream.
She sighed heavily and slipped from her bed. She moved to the window and looked out. Down in the yard she could
see the movements of the agents that had been assigned to watch the house. The tears came again, this time she closed her eyes and let them fall silently. She didn't try to stop them, she was overwhelmed and she needed to let
them come.
The memories of the last few days, and in particular,
the last hours flashed through her mind. She was sobbing now, muffling
the sound beneath her hand.
She was about to turn away from the window and return
to her bed, when her eyes briefly cleared enough for her to make out the
familiar body standing on the sidewalk below. He was standing in
the middle of the walk looking up at her. When she put her hand against
the window, he opened is arms. His eyes willed her to let him come
to her.
She moved away from the window and wrapped her robe
around her. Slipping quietly down the stairs, tears still flowing
freely, she opened the front door and he slipped inside.
They didn't say anything as he firmly slipped his arms
around her and she buried her head in his neck, her sobs returning with
force. He held her, and she cried for what seemed like hours, and
finally he slowly lead her to the couch. Softly he pulled her tighter
to him and sunk to the seat. Still in his overcoat he pulled her
onto his lap and held her as tightly as he could and still allow her to
breathe. The sobs faded into a steady run of tears and still nothing
was said. Bailey had buried his face into Sam's soft
curly hair near her ear and was softly making a shhhhhh sound. When Sam was finally able, she pulled away a little and slipped from his
lap, she sat beside him and pushed tightly against his body. After
what seemed like an eternity, she faced him and lightly cupped his cheek. "How did you know I needed you?"
Bailey looked surprised and tenderly kissed her forehead
before he answered. "Well, honestly Sam, I...." His voice
trailed off a bit and then he shifted his body to pull her to him tighter.
"Sam, I, I have been outside of your house since I left tonight, I couldn't
leave. I sat in my car, but I couldn't drive away. I have been
so frightened Sam. I needed you too."
Sam nodded and put her head back down on his shoulder.
But Bailey wasn't done. "Sam?" He hesitated
and then stumbling over the words, he willed himself to finish. "Sam,
Jack, did he hurt you?"
Sam raised her face to his and shook her head. "Only my heart, Bailey. He frightened me, he told me... he
told me you were dead Bailey. I thought you had left me but a part
of me knew better. A part of me knew that you would never leave me.
And when I saw you, I knew something else too Bail."
Bailey closed his eyes, he put his hand gently against
her mouth. He wasn't ready to hear the words he knew she needed so
badly to say. "Sam, don't. Please let me say them first."
Sam nodded a bit against his hand and waited, Bailey
took a deep breath and opened his eyes. He gazed into her face and
then locked her eyes with his. "Sam, I love you. I love you
and always have. When that bastard had you, all I was, needed to
find you and bring you home to me. I prayed every second that you
were okay, that you were going to hang on and know that I would find you. When I finally saw you, when I had you in my arms, I felt my heart beat
again. You are the world to me."
Sam's tears had begun to come again. Sliding
silently down her cheeks. When Bailey moved his hand away, she took
it and pulled it back to her lips. Softly she kissed it and then
wrapped her hand around it. "Bailey, I love you too. I survived
when Tom died, but I wouldn't have survived if you hadn't been there tonight
when they found me. I would have died right then. I need you, you are my best friend, you are a part of me and ..." She paused
for a minute, and then looked hard into his eyes. "Bailey, I know
we haven't been there yet, but you are my lover. You have been for
years. The force that binds lovers is here and has been for a long
time."
Bailey's eyes opened wide and then he smiled. "I feel it too, Sam. You are right. So very right." He said
as he tenderly moved forward and touched her lips with his own.