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Fountains --4

by Cattie

Romance / Angst?

"And this time I'm not leaving"

'The words I had wanted to hear the most, from his lips, had come.

I had imagined many times this moment, me hugging him, crying, finally gathering the courage to place my lips on his, but never what happened.

It was never meant to go so ..... wrong ....

I must have worried him to death, just collapsing like that.

I guess I did get my wish though.

Sitting by that fountain, I wished to die.

I wanted nothing more in the whole world, at that very moment, than to simply die.

But he protected me, like he promised too, then said those words to me.

Oh why couldn't I find the strength to reply?'

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"Heero!! Heero, man, what on Earth happened?!?"

Heero's head jerked slightly at the mention of his name, but never rose, his eyes seemingly glued to the tiled floor.

"Heero, man, answer me! All we've heard is that Oujo-san collapsed! What happened?!"

The braided pilot of Deathscythe Hell was here. Any person with working ears could tell, as well as anyone who he had bowled over, while heading towards his friend.

'He's the reason she's in here...'

That voice was back, that nagging little voice in the back of Heero's mind, which so often spoke up where emotions were concerned, especially with Relena.

Suddenly Duo found himself looking down the barrel of Heero's gun, a surprisingly familiar sight for him.

"Heero... man, I just asked how Oujo-san is... what can I possibly have done this time?!"

Duo's voice was slightly different to his usual joking, free, cheerful speech.

Each word seemed painful, harsh, deadly serious.

"I know I was the one who sent her over the edge. Believe me, if I could change it, I would. But it's happened, Heero, you have to realize it."

"She never said anything back."

"What?!" Duo's voice was laced with sadness, and reverberated with the shock at what Heero had said.

"I told her I would never leave her, then she fell."

Duo ventured to look up then, almost knowing and dreading the sea of emotions Heero's prussian eyes would be.

"She just collapsed in my arms. Her body just fell. Why her? Why me?! Just after I had realized I loved her, Why?"

Heero's normally monotone voice shook with emotion, the very emotion that was tearing him up inside at that moment.

"Duo, what if she doesn't make it?"

"She will, man. She'd fight anything just to be with you."

A sad smile glittered on Duo's face, holding so much hope, and a small, hopeful smile lingered momentarily on Heero's face, his oh so cold eyes burning with unsaid love. Love for the peaceful girl lying in the next room over, recovering from the flu.

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Hahahahahaha!! You all thought I was making her die, didn't ya!!? Well, tough, she has the flu. And I know Heero and Duo are over-reacting, but Heero's in loooooove, and that makes you sooo silly, and Duo is ....well.... Duo. And we all love him for it, ne?

Anywayz, you should know how it goes by now, Me needs reviews, me loooooves reviews, and me stayed up after getting no sleep for 3 days straight, at-least!!, just to write this for you. Pleeeeeeeeeeease e-mail me your comments!!

I dun really think I need to put anymore disclaimers on this stuff, You already have 3 just on this fic!!