*Hey, ewan's girl here. Just wanted to thank everybody who enjoyed my last story, I hope you enjoy this one as well. Sorry it's taking so long to update, it's term paper season at my school, and stupid California, and it's rolling blackouts!
Chapter II:
An hour later, and Obi Wan was showered and in some dry clothes. He tried to do his evening meditation exercises, but all he could think about was that kiss. He had never experienced anything like it, the only other time he felt so much power, was the day he first turned on a light saber.
Suddenly, he heard a soft knock on his door. 'Who could be here at this hour?' He thought to himself. He opened the door, and found a cloaked She-ar-ah standing before him.
"So, are we busted?" She asked in a whisper.
"I don't think so, Qui Gon took it very well actually." He was still surprised just how well his master took the ordeal. Obi Wan knew the code quite well, and knew that falling in love was basically forbidden, due to it's emotions.
"Good." She-ar-ah answered, looking sheepishly at him. "Well, I better go." She then kissed him on his cheek. They stared into each other's eyes for a moment and then kissed each other passionately. Obi Wan led her inside, and he kicked the door closed. They grabbed at each other's clothes, as if they couldn't get close enough to each other, quickly enough.
Obi Wan removed her cloak, and revealed her wearing a black tank top, and Jedi pants. He kissed her neck, and down her body. He knelt before her, and held her tightly around the waist. She cupped his face in her hands, lifted him eye level, and kissed him again. She removed his tunic, and ran her hands over his chest and abdomen. His muscles tensed under her touch. He slowly removed her top, he stared at her beauty, and he grew aroused at the sight of her naked form. He laid her gently on his bed, and kissed his way down her body. She began to moan with pleasure as he made his way down her stomach. He then removed her pants, and kissed the inside of her thighs, She-ar-ah grew excited with his touch. Obi Wan then buried his face between her legs, and she moaned with great pleasure, he then removed his own pants, she smiled at the sight.
"I want to be one with you." She said, and he climbed on top of her.
She wrapped her legs around him, and they made love. Gently at first, while the two of them got the hang of it, but then more powerful, and passionate as the night went on. As Obi Wan pushed inside his love faster and faster, both of them began to shake. Not knowing if it was due to the force, or to the mere desire of being together, but both reach their climax at the exact same time. Exhausted, sweaty, and fulfilled the two lovers collapsed into each other's arms. Obi Wan brushed the hair out of She-ar-ah's face, and kissed her forehead. Slowly, the two drifted off to sleep, wrapped in each other's arms. Obi Wan draped his leg over her as well, as if he was afraid that he might lose her.
She-ar-ah awoke an hour later to the sounds of her loved one muttering in his sleep. She looked at him, and knew that he was having a nightmare. His eyelids fluttered with the thoughts that were invading his peaceful slumber. Suddenly, she heard him mutter something coherent "Master...why?" He moaned under his breath. "Please, no more. What do you want from me?" She-ar-ah realized what his nightmare was about. He had been horribly abused 9 years ago, and sometimes it still haunted him. She pulled him into a tight embrace, and rocked him back and forth.
"Shhh love, I'm here, it's ok." She tried to sooth him. She could feel the tears falling from his eyes, down her neck. 'Gods, does he still have these nightmares every night?' She continued to hold him tight, determined to let him know that she was there.
A few hours later, and Obi Wan stirred. He looked at the wall chrono, and sighed to himself. In three hours he'd be on his way to Naboo, for yet another mission. He rose out of bed, pulled on his pants, and walked to his balcony. He didn't notice She-ar-ah watching him.
Obi Wan breathed in the cool night air deep into his lungs. He sighed, he felt so alive, so one with the force, like he's never felt before. Yet, he knew what they did was wrong, and if they were to get caught-he shuddered at the consequences. He was so close to taking the trials, and now here he was the first time he's gone against the code (well, without Qui Gon anyways) and he was facing the possibility of banishment.
She-ar-ah watched him fight his thoughts; she grew worried about what was going to happen because of their decision. Even though she was so happy that she and Obi Wan finally shared each other, she was worried. She knew how much being a Jedi means to him. She rose out of bed, and pulled on Obi Wan's Jedi robe over her naked body, and walked up behind Obi Wan. She wrapped her arms around his waist, and leaned her head on his shoulder. They looked at the stars for a moment.
"You're troubled." She said, not as a question.
"I just have a bad feeling about my mission is all." Obi Wan answered, taking her hands in his.
"You're lying, I could always tell when you were lying, because you were never any good at it." She said with a smile.
"I never acquired your skill at it." He answered her with a kiss.
"Well, it's not like lying is part of the offered courses in Jedi training." She chucked.
Obi Wan closed his eyes, She-ar-ah knew his pain, and they sat in silence for a few moments.
"So, what are we going to do?" She asked, breaking the silence.
"About what?" He asked, trying to sound all innocent.
She sighed... "About us."
He took her in his arms, and began to kiss her neck. What he said next shocked her.
"Marry me." He said between kisses.
Her eyes grew wide with surprise. "What?"
He looked in her eyes. "Marry me She-ar-ah."
She looked desperately into his eyes, how she longed to hear those words uttered from his mouth, but she never expected them. "But...your training?"
"Your training?" He shot back at her, but she gave him a hard look.
"Being a Jedi doesn't mean all that much to me, you know that. But you, what about the trials?" She asked him, very concerned.
Obi Wan turned his attention back to the stars. "Qui Gon won't nominate me for the trials. Every time I bring it up, he says 'you still have much to learn my young apprentice'. Obi Wan said, doing a perfect impression of his master. He looked at She-ar-ah again. "Marry me She-ar-ah, I love you." He took her hand in his, and knelt in in front of her on one knee. Tears began to form in She-ar-ah's eyes. "I don't have a ring, but...wait here!" With that he ran to his dresser, and returned with a rock fashioned to a leather strap.
"Your river stone?" She asked, astonished; he nodded. "No, I...I can't accept this, Qui Gon gave it to you on your 13th birthday. You never go anywhere with out this, you love this."
"I love you." He said as he tied the rock around her neck. He then lifted her head to his, and kissed her. They sat for a moment, just enjoying each other, when She-ar-ah thought of something.
"So, when are you going to tell Qui Gon?"
'Qui Gon?' Obi Wan thought to himself. 'Oh gods, when will I tell Qui Gon?' He thought about it more. "During this mission." He answered, She-ar-ah looked at him, she knew this was killing him deep inside.
"Listen, go on this mission, and we'll discuss this later when you get back. We have plenty of time to plan this." She gave him a kiss, and gathered up her clothes, and began to put them back on. Obi Wan laid on the bed. "Oh must you do that now?" He whined to her, like a child.
"You need your rest, besides Qui Gon can't find me here." Obi Wan opened his mouth to protest, but she silenced him with a kiss. "May the force be with you."
With that she left the room, Obi Wan stretched out on his bed. He thought about what just happened. He loved that She-ar-ah had agreed to spend her life with him, even if it cost him all he's ever known. His life for the first time had led him to a fork in the road, he never thought, really thought about ever leaving the Jedi...now, he had to tell his master his plans. Oh how could he do this to his master/father? He always promised Qui Gon that he wouldn't leave him like Xanatos did. 'Gods, what am I to do?'
Chapter II:
An hour later, and Obi Wan was showered and in some dry clothes. He tried to do his evening meditation exercises, but all he could think about was that kiss. He had never experienced anything like it, the only other time he felt so much power, was the day he first turned on a light saber.
Suddenly, he heard a soft knock on his door. 'Who could be here at this hour?' He thought to himself. He opened the door, and found a cloaked She-ar-ah standing before him.
"So, are we busted?" She asked in a whisper.
"I don't think so, Qui Gon took it very well actually." He was still surprised just how well his master took the ordeal. Obi Wan knew the code quite well, and knew that falling in love was basically forbidden, due to it's emotions.
"Good." She-ar-ah answered, looking sheepishly at him. "Well, I better go." She then kissed him on his cheek. They stared into each other's eyes for a moment and then kissed each other passionately. Obi Wan led her inside, and he kicked the door closed. They grabbed at each other's clothes, as if they couldn't get close enough to each other, quickly enough.
Obi Wan removed her cloak, and revealed her wearing a black tank top, and Jedi pants. He kissed her neck, and down her body. He knelt before her, and held her tightly around the waist. She cupped his face in her hands, lifted him eye level, and kissed him again. She removed his tunic, and ran her hands over his chest and abdomen. His muscles tensed under her touch. He slowly removed her top, he stared at her beauty, and he grew aroused at the sight of her naked form. He laid her gently on his bed, and kissed his way down her body. She began to moan with pleasure as he made his way down her stomach. He then removed her pants, and kissed the inside of her thighs, She-ar-ah grew excited with his touch. Obi Wan then buried his face between her legs, and she moaned with great pleasure, he then removed his own pants, she smiled at the sight.
"I want to be one with you." She said, and he climbed on top of her.
She wrapped her legs around him, and they made love. Gently at first, while the two of them got the hang of it, but then more powerful, and passionate as the night went on. As Obi Wan pushed inside his love faster and faster, both of them began to shake. Not knowing if it was due to the force, or to the mere desire of being together, but both reach their climax at the exact same time. Exhausted, sweaty, and fulfilled the two lovers collapsed into each other's arms. Obi Wan brushed the hair out of She-ar-ah's face, and kissed her forehead. Slowly, the two drifted off to sleep, wrapped in each other's arms. Obi Wan draped his leg over her as well, as if he was afraid that he might lose her.
She-ar-ah awoke an hour later to the sounds of her loved one muttering in his sleep. She looked at him, and knew that he was having a nightmare. His eyelids fluttered with the thoughts that were invading his peaceful slumber. Suddenly, she heard him mutter something coherent "Master...why?" He moaned under his breath. "Please, no more. What do you want from me?" She-ar-ah realized what his nightmare was about. He had been horribly abused 9 years ago, and sometimes it still haunted him. She pulled him into a tight embrace, and rocked him back and forth.
"Shhh love, I'm here, it's ok." She tried to sooth him. She could feel the tears falling from his eyes, down her neck. 'Gods, does he still have these nightmares every night?' She continued to hold him tight, determined to let him know that she was there.
A few hours later, and Obi Wan stirred. He looked at the wall chrono, and sighed to himself. In three hours he'd be on his way to Naboo, for yet another mission. He rose out of bed, pulled on his pants, and walked to his balcony. He didn't notice She-ar-ah watching him.
Obi Wan breathed in the cool night air deep into his lungs. He sighed, he felt so alive, so one with the force, like he's never felt before. Yet, he knew what they did was wrong, and if they were to get caught-he shuddered at the consequences. He was so close to taking the trials, and now here he was the first time he's gone against the code (well, without Qui Gon anyways) and he was facing the possibility of banishment.
She-ar-ah watched him fight his thoughts; she grew worried about what was going to happen because of their decision. Even though she was so happy that she and Obi Wan finally shared each other, she was worried. She knew how much being a Jedi means to him. She rose out of bed, and pulled on Obi Wan's Jedi robe over her naked body, and walked up behind Obi Wan. She wrapped her arms around his waist, and leaned her head on his shoulder. They looked at the stars for a moment.
"You're troubled." She said, not as a question.
"I just have a bad feeling about my mission is all." Obi Wan answered, taking her hands in his.
"You're lying, I could always tell when you were lying, because you were never any good at it." She said with a smile.
"I never acquired your skill at it." He answered her with a kiss.
"Well, it's not like lying is part of the offered courses in Jedi training." She chucked.
Obi Wan closed his eyes, She-ar-ah knew his pain, and they sat in silence for a few moments.
"So, what are we going to do?" She asked, breaking the silence.
"About what?" He asked, trying to sound all innocent.
She sighed... "About us."
He took her in his arms, and began to kiss her neck. What he said next shocked her.
"Marry me." He said between kisses.
Her eyes grew wide with surprise. "What?"
He looked in her eyes. "Marry me She-ar-ah."
She looked desperately into his eyes, how she longed to hear those words uttered from his mouth, but she never expected them. "But...your training?"
"Your training?" He shot back at her, but she gave him a hard look.
"Being a Jedi doesn't mean all that much to me, you know that. But you, what about the trials?" She asked him, very concerned.
Obi Wan turned his attention back to the stars. "Qui Gon won't nominate me for the trials. Every time I bring it up, he says 'you still have much to learn my young apprentice'. Obi Wan said, doing a perfect impression of his master. He looked at She-ar-ah again. "Marry me She-ar-ah, I love you." He took her hand in his, and knelt in in front of her on one knee. Tears began to form in She-ar-ah's eyes. "I don't have a ring, but...wait here!" With that he ran to his dresser, and returned with a rock fashioned to a leather strap.
"Your river stone?" She asked, astonished; he nodded. "No, I...I can't accept this, Qui Gon gave it to you on your 13th birthday. You never go anywhere with out this, you love this."
"I love you." He said as he tied the rock around her neck. He then lifted her head to his, and kissed her. They sat for a moment, just enjoying each other, when She-ar-ah thought of something.
"So, when are you going to tell Qui Gon?"
'Qui Gon?' Obi Wan thought to himself. 'Oh gods, when will I tell Qui Gon?' He thought about it more. "During this mission." He answered, She-ar-ah looked at him, she knew this was killing him deep inside.
"Listen, go on this mission, and we'll discuss this later when you get back. We have plenty of time to plan this." She gave him a kiss, and gathered up her clothes, and began to put them back on. Obi Wan laid on the bed. "Oh must you do that now?" He whined to her, like a child.
"You need your rest, besides Qui Gon can't find me here." Obi Wan opened his mouth to protest, but she silenced him with a kiss. "May the force be with you."
With that she left the room, Obi Wan stretched out on his bed. He thought about what just happened. He loved that She-ar-ah had agreed to spend her life with him, even if it cost him all he's ever known. His life for the first time had led him to a fork in the road, he never thought, really thought about ever leaving the Jedi...now, he had to tell his master his plans. Oh how could he do this to his master/father? He always promised Qui Gon that he wouldn't leave him like Xanatos did. 'Gods, what am I to do?'