Well,
Well, I know you guys will hate me for
writting a sad fic. So please forgive me, this is just a test. I
don't know if I could write like this one again. Enjoy... (I
hope)
Love Is Immortal, Hate Dies
Every Minute.
That annoying girl kept on following me
everywhere I go. I don't know if she has a really big crush on me
or obsession. If that is true ,why would she follow me? She
already knows that I will kill her and yet she continous to
pursue on me. Definetly, there is one mistake that I made: not
killing that stubborn girl.
After the Mariemaia incident, I have
nowhere to go. I kept on wandering through the streets without
any direction at all. One day, I bumped into someone and almost
have beaten the hell out of him but I stopped. It was Duo, the
closest person that I can think of to me. He brought me to his
house where he shared with Hilde. Duo asked me to come with him
at the Preventers, he said that I could have a job there. So it
was, I came with him and Sally offered me a job that I could use
my skills.
One day, I was called for a special
mission. I was really excited but it didn't last when they told
me what it was, protecting Vice Foreign Minister Relena
Peacecraft. Somehow, it made me feel pissed. The girl that was
chasing me long ago is the girl that I have to protect. I finally
got her off my back but it seems that it's my turn to follow her
around this time.
On the first month, I did my job for the
sake of completing the mission. I wasn't the normal bodyguard
that would be by her side always. No, I am hidden in the shadows
because I don't want her to see me. Sometimes, I would have the
urge to kill her by myself but my mission would fail. The
Preventers would know who killed her for they know that with my
protection, nobody could even lay a finger on her.
On a cool breeze of the night, I sat at
one of the branch of the tree just above Relena's balcony. I
heard the door opened and gazed down. As I looked down on her, I
began to appreciate her beauty. She was standing there, her hands
over the railing of the balcony and gazing down at her rose
garden. She looked like an angel that night with her white
plunging nightgown and long golden hair that flowed like silk. I
don't know what happened to me from that day on. It seems that my
perspective of her totally changed in just one night.
Not only her physical appearance is
beautiful but also inside. As the days passed by, I saw that she
puts other people first than her even to the extent of making
herself suffer. This made me to protect her even more from the
danger and harm that lurking everywhere she go. I didn't notice
that a small fire started in my heart. I didn't know what it is
but it made be more comfortable and peaceful.
Two months have already passed and the
fire continued to grow. I didn't know if I am becoming crazy. Her
smiles, laughters and even cries affects me so much. Her soothing
voice is enough to heal my wounded soul. Somewhat, I became a
believer in her pacifistic ideas. I would always love to gaze at
her face while she is doing her speech.
It took me such a long time to realize
that I am totally in-love with this girl. She was the only one
who could make my dead heart beat, my sorrowful life complete and
make my dammed soul leap. I would sometimes leave a rose in the
middle of her bed and study her confused face. This little scene
is enough for me but I hope that one day, I will have the courage
to ask forgiveness from her and make her love me.
She was invited at a party, it was a
birthday of one of the diplomats. Her long blue backless gown,
showed all her perfect curves. My eyes was glued to her all the
time. I watched her dance in the middle of the dance floor,
jealousy started to stir up within me as she danced with
different men. I could no longer hold my emotions back. This
would definitely the night that I am going to tell her
everything. I closed my eyes and dreamed that I was the one
dancing with her and giving death glares to any man who looks at
her. Suddenly there was a gunshot echoed, I opened my eyes and
started running towards Relena. There she was like a fallen
angel, bathed in her own blood. Death quickly took her away from
me. I sank down the ground and cuddled her lifeless body close to
mine, tears slowly trailed down my face as I realized that
everything is too late.
Once again I am in the shadow. Staring
blankly at the white coffin about 9 feet away from me. I have no
courage to get near just like when she is alive. I turned back
and walked slowly to back to my small apartment. I grabbed
Relena's picture in my pocket and sat down at my bed, endless
trails of tears again flowed down my cheeks. My hand traced her
face, wishing it was the real Relena that I am touching. I smiled
at her picture and placed it down the pillows, I grabbed a piece
of paper and started writting on it. After I finished, I placed
Relena's picture above it and retrieved the pistol hidden in my
pillows. I pointed the gun directly at my temple.
"My Relena, I shall follow you till
death my only love."
The paper fell from Duo's hands and
covered his face with his hands as he continued to cry. Hilde
embraced her fiance. It hurt them both knowing that both of their
bestfriends are dead. Hilde picked the paper and read at the
bottom of the page.
P.S. I am going to a place where my
angel can save me and hate doesn't exist. This is my second
chance to love her with my new heart. Please don't cry. I am now
immortal so does my love for Relena, in heaven we will live in
peace...
-Heero Yuy-
Oh my, I really don't know if this fic
looks good. *sigh* Anyway, at least I tried.
If you have any comments or suggestions,
please write to me at heerorelena@edsamail.com.ph
