I'm TK, I can get over it
Kari's POV One Morning in TK's room
I woke this morning but nothing seemed right. The night with TK was more wrong than usual. I bit my lip, so to speak, and ignored that feeling until it was all over. TK feel asleep like every other time before. He was always a soft and passionate kid, I never understood why he was so loving, until I spent a night with Willace. Then I understood how he felt toward me. TK is just a friend in my mind. We were close, but now, I was falling distant to him. I can't help thinking of Willace. My gosh, what is happening to me? I'm going nuts. I am so disgusted with myself. What have done? Today was the day to make things right. I already told Davis I couldn't toy with him anymore. Of course he didn't understand. The stupid puppy wanted to be toyed with. I wish he'd understand and hate me, just like TK was going to hate me. I stared at the ceiling. The sun seeped through the window until it blinded me and I had to turn over. TK moved a bit. He had a comfortable bed.
"Morning beautiful."
"Good morning yourself." I smiled.
"Are you okay?" he said. He must have noticed me frowning earlier. I'd hate to explain that was thinking of someone else. I really don't need to hurt two boys.
"TK, I have a problem. Well I have several problems."
"You can tell me. I'm your best friend. I'll bet there for you always." he said putting his shirt on. I thanked the fact that his mom was always on business trips. Don't get me wrong, Ms. Takashi was a nice lady, but these visits would be quit impossible otherwise. "You're not pregnant, are you?"
"TK, I think I've fallen for some one." I said still fixing my eyes on the ceiling.
"That's okay, I feel the same way." he said hugging my bare body.
"TK, its not you." I cried.
"What!? You've been with other people? How could you? I thought you cared." TK was yelling.
"TK, fuck you. I thought you said I could tell you everything. Looks like I was wrong." I turned the other way putting my clothes back on. I slipped into my panties and placed the room finding whatever was mine. I checked myself in the mirror and then started to leave. TK sat on his bed in shock.
"Kari! Where are you going? We have to talk, honey." he said in his young pleading tone. Normally, I would have made and excuse or a story. Normally, I would just avoid bringing up how I felt in the first place. Normally, I try to hide my feelings to please others. But then again, Willace wasn't a normal boy.
"We don't have to do anything. The truth is TK, you're my friend, not my lover. I thought hey, once and awhile, it's okay to fuck with you. You have your own erotic, slow and sweet and love making method. Davis is just the opposite, he's energetic and reckless, but I don't like either of you beyond just friends. Sorry TK!"
"Yeah, I'm sorry too. May be we should be just friends." he said flatly and bitterly. Maybe he hated me, but I don't care. I guess subconsciously, I don't want any of them. Subconsciously, I was ruining my own love game. I had this triangle with TK, Davis, and me. Ever since I added Willace into the equation, it sort of self-destructed. I told Davis I can't be with him behind TK's back anymore and now I could even keep a lie from TK.
"TK, the truth is I'm a bitch and slut and while you thought I was your perfect girlfriend, I've been with Davis. I could have gotten away with it. I don't want your love, just you friendship. I'm so sorry, but it has to end. Last night was a mistake. In fact, every time with you was a mistake. It was so good and yet bad, either way, it was wrong. I'm so sorry for what I did with you, but there is some one I abused worse than you or Davis. I just hope you can forgive me. Bye TK." He was furious. He was enraged. He clenched his fist. But now I understand why. He was in love, just like I love Willace. I gave him a peck on the cheek. Just a friendly one and I left.
TK's POV
I slammed the door and punched the wall. "That deceitful bitch!" I yelled. Stumbling to my room, I started to cry and fell to floor. Everything reminded me of her. I took our picture out from the frame and tore in half. But I could never rip up her beautiful picture. I placed it my shoebox of lost love. In it was a picture of my puppy spot that runaway, though Yama tried to tell me that even though it ran to their place to keep dad and him company. I never believed him. There was also a Valentine's card from this girl I had a crush on in 4th grade. Lastly, it had a feather from the first time Angemon was sacrificed himself to kill Devimon. I emptied my wallet picture and everything I had that reminded me of Kari. I found my first note I got from her. I read it once more and put in the box and I dumped the rest of the pictures in the box and closed it. Still crying, I got up and decided to take a trip to the roof of the apartment complex. I reached the top of the stairs. I opened the door and stood before the sun. I climbed to the ledge and stared up and down. It was amazing, there was beauty in front of me every morning when the sun raised and I seemed to take it for granted. I took a deep breath and paced around. Finally I realized, was it Kari that I truly loved? I imagined myself holding her hand. It was perfect. Yeah, the answer was still yes, but I guess when you someone, you have to let them go. It happened for the best, I told myself. I hopped down from the ledge. I could use some coffee. I was in pretty bad shape. But hey, I'm TK, I can get over it.
Kari's POV One Morning in TK's room
I woke this morning but nothing seemed right. The night with TK was more wrong than usual. I bit my lip, so to speak, and ignored that feeling until it was all over. TK feel asleep like every other time before. He was always a soft and passionate kid, I never understood why he was so loving, until I spent a night with Willace. Then I understood how he felt toward me. TK is just a friend in my mind. We were close, but now, I was falling distant to him. I can't help thinking of Willace. My gosh, what is happening to me? I'm going nuts. I am so disgusted with myself. What have done? Today was the day to make things right. I already told Davis I couldn't toy with him anymore. Of course he didn't understand. The stupid puppy wanted to be toyed with. I wish he'd understand and hate me, just like TK was going to hate me. I stared at the ceiling. The sun seeped through the window until it blinded me and I had to turn over. TK moved a bit. He had a comfortable bed.
"Morning beautiful."
"Good morning yourself." I smiled.
"Are you okay?" he said. He must have noticed me frowning earlier. I'd hate to explain that was thinking of someone else. I really don't need to hurt two boys.
"TK, I have a problem. Well I have several problems."
"You can tell me. I'm your best friend. I'll bet there for you always." he said putting his shirt on. I thanked the fact that his mom was always on business trips. Don't get me wrong, Ms. Takashi was a nice lady, but these visits would be quit impossible otherwise. "You're not pregnant, are you?"
"TK, I think I've fallen for some one." I said still fixing my eyes on the ceiling.
"That's okay, I feel the same way." he said hugging my bare body.
"TK, its not you." I cried.
"What!? You've been with other people? How could you? I thought you cared." TK was yelling.
"TK, fuck you. I thought you said I could tell you everything. Looks like I was wrong." I turned the other way putting my clothes back on. I slipped into my panties and placed the room finding whatever was mine. I checked myself in the mirror and then started to leave. TK sat on his bed in shock.
"Kari! Where are you going? We have to talk, honey." he said in his young pleading tone. Normally, I would have made and excuse or a story. Normally, I would just avoid bringing up how I felt in the first place. Normally, I try to hide my feelings to please others. But then again, Willace wasn't a normal boy.
"We don't have to do anything. The truth is TK, you're my friend, not my lover. I thought hey, once and awhile, it's okay to fuck with you. You have your own erotic, slow and sweet and love making method. Davis is just the opposite, he's energetic and reckless, but I don't like either of you beyond just friends. Sorry TK!"
"Yeah, I'm sorry too. May be we should be just friends." he said flatly and bitterly. Maybe he hated me, but I don't care. I guess subconsciously, I don't want any of them. Subconsciously, I was ruining my own love game. I had this triangle with TK, Davis, and me. Ever since I added Willace into the equation, it sort of self-destructed. I told Davis I can't be with him behind TK's back anymore and now I could even keep a lie from TK.
"TK, the truth is I'm a bitch and slut and while you thought I was your perfect girlfriend, I've been with Davis. I could have gotten away with it. I don't want your love, just you friendship. I'm so sorry, but it has to end. Last night was a mistake. In fact, every time with you was a mistake. It was so good and yet bad, either way, it was wrong. I'm so sorry for what I did with you, but there is some one I abused worse than you or Davis. I just hope you can forgive me. Bye TK." He was furious. He was enraged. He clenched his fist. But now I understand why. He was in love, just like I love Willace. I gave him a peck on the cheek. Just a friendly one and I left.
TK's POV
I slammed the door and punched the wall. "That deceitful bitch!" I yelled. Stumbling to my room, I started to cry and fell to floor. Everything reminded me of her. I took our picture out from the frame and tore in half. But I could never rip up her beautiful picture. I placed it my shoebox of lost love. In it was a picture of my puppy spot that runaway, though Yama tried to tell me that even though it ran to their place to keep dad and him company. I never believed him. There was also a Valentine's card from this girl I had a crush on in 4th grade. Lastly, it had a feather from the first time Angemon was sacrificed himself to kill Devimon. I emptied my wallet picture and everything I had that reminded me of Kari. I found my first note I got from her. I read it once more and put in the box and I dumped the rest of the pictures in the box and closed it. Still crying, I got up and decided to take a trip to the roof of the apartment complex. I reached the top of the stairs. I opened the door and stood before the sun. I climbed to the ledge and stared up and down. It was amazing, there was beauty in front of me every morning when the sun raised and I seemed to take it for granted. I took a deep breath and paced around. Finally I realized, was it Kari that I truly loved? I imagined myself holding her hand. It was perfect. Yeah, the answer was still yes, but I guess when you someone, you have to let them go. It happened for the best, I told myself. I hopped down from the ledge. I could use some coffee. I was in pretty bad shape. But hey, I'm TK, I can get over it.