Journals
Category-
Just general I guess.
Summary- I
was bored and decided to write journal entries for people. This one is set
after Heart of Mine. I'm a little behind, I know. I lost my original copy of
them so I had to start over.
Rating-
They're just entries. How can there be a rating? PG…
Disclaimer-
I don't own Roswell- if I did, I wouldn't be writing this cr*p J
Please
review. Thanks.
Liz Parker- Why? Why Tess? He does remember his love for her, doesn't he? But that
doesn't mean he has to love her now! Why did Tess have to come to Roswell and
ruin my life? Why didn't she stay where she was? We were all doing perfectly
fine without her. Ugh! I'm doing it again! I'm being all whiny. I have to stop.
I need to get a life! If Max wants to be with Tess, he can be with Tess. I
don't care. I don't. And why should I care, anyway? It's his life, not mine.
It's not like we're still together, or like I own him, or something. Maria is
completely right. I need to forget about him. I can't spend my life pining away
for him. I have to explore new possibilities…Sean's actually pretty cute…
Max Evans- I
don't love Tess. I don't. There's no way I could love her. I'm completely and
utterly sure of that. I think. One side of me knows I still love Liz and
there's still a chance for us to be together. Another side of me says, 'I love
Liz, but it'll never work. What the hell, I'll just get with Tess.' Yet another
side of me tells me that I don't even love Liz, that I love Tess. But that
can't possibly be true. I can't. When I kissed Tess, even though it was
pleasurable, it was almost as if someone were forcing me to do it. Or it could
just be me. Also, what I remember now about Antar is still fuzzy, the only
things that are semi-clear are those that have to do with Tess. Why can't I
remember anything when she's not with me? And I don't remember how I felt about
her. She tells me I loved her in our past life, but how could she know? Only I
would know that. I could have been forced to marry her, or just thought she had
sex appeal and not have loved her, or anything like that. She wouldn't know if
I loved her or not.
Maria DeLuca- All right, Topic 1: I can't
believe I was so stupid to actually believe Michael could possibly be cheating
on me! With that Juanita! It was just that he wanted to learn to dance, so he
could dance with me at the prom. He's so sweet now! I love him so much!!
Wow, I'm hyper. Okay, Topic 2: Today on our favorite soap opera, "Roswell", Prom
Time. Here's the scoop; Michael was, as I have mentioned above, completely
and unexpectedly sweet. Liz and Sean seem to have started something up…eww.
Gross. While on one hand, this might help Liz get her mind off Max, the thought
of my best friend Liz and my disgusting, loser, but sweet, juvenile delinquent
of a cousin, Sean is (can I repeat) …Eww. EW! Izzy and Alex are back together.
They're so cute! I mean, it's hard to believe she's after him
now, not vice versa. Hopefully, this relationship will have a happy ending,
unlike Liz and Max. (At least for now. Because I'm sure Max and Liz will be
back together soon enough.) Maybe I'll even get to be a bridesmaid at their
wedding! That would be sooo much fun. Alex and Iz will definitely be together
for a long time. Max started remembering his past life. With Tess. I'm gagging now.
That's even worse than Liz and Sean. Liz and Max went to the prom together.
This is a Yay! Max kissed Tess at the prom. This is a Nay! How could he do that
to Lizzie? He could have at least waited until after the prom. What a jerk.
Isabel Evans- Alex is so cute! I'm so glad
we're together! He's so sweet! And cute! Okay, I'll stop. I'm starting to sound
like a ditzy cheerleader I know. *Ahem* Stacy… anyway, he is. I'm now
completely sure I'm in love with him and he's my soul mate. Maybe we'll end up having
as deep a relationship as Max and Liz. Max told me he kissed Tess. I swear,
something's got to be going on. I don't believe the 'remembering the past'
crap. I bet she's doing something to him. Again.
Michael Guerin- I can't believe Maria actually thought I was cheating on her with
Juanita! I would never cheat on Maria. She's my girlfriend first of all, and
though I'm not that great a boyfriend, I am loyal. Besides, Maria's too sweet
and beautiful and perfect…no, wait. Scratch that. I never said that. I'm not
going to turn into Max. Never. Speaking of Max, he went off and kissed Tess.
What happened to his, 'I don't have feelings for Tess, I love Liz' routine?
That guy changes his mind pretty quickly. What, just one little downfall, Liz
once again repeating they can't be together, and he gives up? I thought he was
stronger than that. Oh, well. There's no point in questioning his judgment. He's
our 'King' after all.
Alex Whitman- I'm dreaming. I am definitely dreaming. This can't be real.
Isabel Evans wanted Alexander Whitman to take her to the prom. Isabel Evans
kissed Alexander Whitman. Repeatedly. And she's a really good kisser, too.
Isabel Evans likes Alexander. No, she really likes him. Wow. My life is going
great!
Tess Harding- Yes! Kyle only likes me as a sister, thank God! For a second, I thought
he was going to say he loved me or something. That would have been bad. I'm
glad Max is doing so well with the retrieving memory techniques. We've made a
lot of progress. And Liz just happened to be there to see it. I wonder if I
should tell Max she saw us?
Kyle Valenti- Do I really just like Tess as a sister? Freaky. I would have never
thought that before. Imagine, I used to want to jump her! Ew. Jumping my own
sister. Buddha would definitely not approve.