****Disclaimer: I don't own Sailor Moon.
Chapter Four
I got home and ran up stairs to my room. I jumped onto my bed and looked at a picture of Mamo-chan and I that was on my nightstand. My dear Mamoru I wonder what you are doing right now…I hope you're happy, because I'm not. What would you do in a time like this? But, he wouldn't want an Odango Atama like me so he would probably pick the other person.
"Usagi-chan, what's wrong?" Luna asked and jumped up onto the bed beside me.
"Lot's of things." I replied with a sigh.
"Well, tell me." She purred rubbing against my leg. Her fur felt soft and warm.
"I'm starting to have feelings for Seiya, but I love Mamoru with all my heart. I don't know what to do! Why does life have to be so difficult?"
"Usagi, life is always hard, but that doesn't mean you can't achieve anything." She said.
"Luna-chan, you didn't answer my question."
"Well, you interrupted me." She paused. "Maybe you just need a break from Mamoru. But, that doesn't mean you have to go with Seiya, and just forget about Mamoru. It's up to you."
I nodded. "Ok…"
"What do you want?"
I thought to myself. What do I really want? Before all this happened I wished my friends and I had normal lives, and space wasn't filled with negative energy. But, now I actually want something else. Or should I say someone else. Maybe I should take a break from Mamoru; it might be healthier then just yearning for his return.
"I want them both. But now I need Seiya." I replied. "And when I'm older I need Mamoru."
"I understand, Usagi-chan." She replied. "You will make a wonderful queen some day."
"Thank you, Luna." I said and gave her a hug. "I need to tell him." I jumped off my bed.
"Usagi." She said, and I turned to her. "Don't forget your shoes."
I looked down at my bare feet. "Oops. Thanks." I giggled. I slipped on my shoes and ran out of the house.
Determination made me want to run faster and faster. Where am I running? I don't even know where to look… But then he said he was going to the Crown Fruit Parlor with that evil girl, Rika. Just the sound of her name makes me tremble in disgust.
~*~
I reached the stairs to the entrance. The entrance to my future. Do I really want to do this? My mind was saying yes, go for it! But, my heart didn't make up its mind. Maybe it must be right, or else it would've said no. I put my hand on the handrail. I put my foot on the first step. My hand started to sweat and my body felt weightless as I walked up those steps. One foot in front of the other, why couldn't love be this easy? I peeked in the window. He was there, but with Rika. I have to do this now, or I won't be able to do this again.
I opened the door slowly, and walked inside. I felt strong, and determined. Maybe love was really on my side. It was showing me the way it has to be. The way I'll only be happy… I walked u behind him and closed my eyes and took in a deep breath.
"Hey Seiya." I said, nervously.
"Hi Usagi." He replied. "Do you know our friends are looking for you?"
"Yeah, but I have something important to tell you." I said, anxiously.
He stood up, and so did Rika. That pissed me off.
"Where do you think your going?" I asked.
"Where Seiya goes, I go."
"Sit back down, and shut up."
She sat down and crossed her arms around her chest.
Seiya and I walked out of the parlor and walked to the park. My heart was beating rapidly and my stomach was doing somersaults. We got to the park and sat down on a bench, in front of the water fountain.
"Seiya, I have to tell you something." I said.
"Ok." He replied.
"I… I like."
"You like what?" He asked, dumbfounded.
I couldn't say it… For some reason the words sounded like a sin when I said them over in my head.
"Usagi?"
I swallowed my fear and leaned closer to him. I pressed my lips to his. My worries and fears disappeared, and I felt happiness. Butterflies fluttered in my stomach and my heart skipped a beat. This wasn't a friendly kiss, it was more.
To be continued………….
I know it's not the greatest fic…I can't write…
Chapter Four
I got home and ran up stairs to my room. I jumped onto my bed and looked at a picture of Mamo-chan and I that was on my nightstand. My dear Mamoru I wonder what you are doing right now…I hope you're happy, because I'm not. What would you do in a time like this? But, he wouldn't want an Odango Atama like me so he would probably pick the other person.
"Usagi-chan, what's wrong?" Luna asked and jumped up onto the bed beside me.
"Lot's of things." I replied with a sigh.
"Well, tell me." She purred rubbing against my leg. Her fur felt soft and warm.
"I'm starting to have feelings for Seiya, but I love Mamoru with all my heart. I don't know what to do! Why does life have to be so difficult?"
"Usagi, life is always hard, but that doesn't mean you can't achieve anything." She said.
"Luna-chan, you didn't answer my question."
"Well, you interrupted me." She paused. "Maybe you just need a break from Mamoru. But, that doesn't mean you have to go with Seiya, and just forget about Mamoru. It's up to you."
I nodded. "Ok…"
"What do you want?"
I thought to myself. What do I really want? Before all this happened I wished my friends and I had normal lives, and space wasn't filled with negative energy. But, now I actually want something else. Or should I say someone else. Maybe I should take a break from Mamoru; it might be healthier then just yearning for his return.
"I want them both. But now I need Seiya." I replied. "And when I'm older I need Mamoru."
"I understand, Usagi-chan." She replied. "You will make a wonderful queen some day."
"Thank you, Luna." I said and gave her a hug. "I need to tell him." I jumped off my bed.
"Usagi." She said, and I turned to her. "Don't forget your shoes."
I looked down at my bare feet. "Oops. Thanks." I giggled. I slipped on my shoes and ran out of the house.
Determination made me want to run faster and faster. Where am I running? I don't even know where to look… But then he said he was going to the Crown Fruit Parlor with that evil girl, Rika. Just the sound of her name makes me tremble in disgust.
~*~
I reached the stairs to the entrance. The entrance to my future. Do I really want to do this? My mind was saying yes, go for it! But, my heart didn't make up its mind. Maybe it must be right, or else it would've said no. I put my hand on the handrail. I put my foot on the first step. My hand started to sweat and my body felt weightless as I walked up those steps. One foot in front of the other, why couldn't love be this easy? I peeked in the window. He was there, but with Rika. I have to do this now, or I won't be able to do this again.
I opened the door slowly, and walked inside. I felt strong, and determined. Maybe love was really on my side. It was showing me the way it has to be. The way I'll only be happy… I walked u behind him and closed my eyes and took in a deep breath.
"Hey Seiya." I said, nervously.
"Hi Usagi." He replied. "Do you know our friends are looking for you?"
"Yeah, but I have something important to tell you." I said, anxiously.
He stood up, and so did Rika. That pissed me off.
"Where do you think your going?" I asked.
"Where Seiya goes, I go."
"Sit back down, and shut up."
She sat down and crossed her arms around her chest.
Seiya and I walked out of the parlor and walked to the park. My heart was beating rapidly and my stomach was doing somersaults. We got to the park and sat down on a bench, in front of the water fountain.
"Seiya, I have to tell you something." I said.
"Ok." He replied.
"I… I like."
"You like what?" He asked, dumbfounded.
I couldn't say it… For some reason the words sounded like a sin when I said them over in my head.
"Usagi?"
I swallowed my fear and leaned closer to him. I pressed my lips to his. My worries and fears disappeared, and I felt happiness. Butterflies fluttered in my stomach and my heart skipped a beat. This wasn't a friendly kiss, it was more.
To be continued………….
I know it's not the greatest fic…I can't write…