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A/N: This one is waaaaay too long compared to the first two. ^-^ I can't write short stories, so nyah!!!
Warnings: Undisguised shounen-ai (Rufus/Sephiroth); uncensored foul-mouthing (Reno); fighting, violence, blood 'n' stuff; arrogant snottiness (Rufus, duh); simpering mushiness (Rufus again. O_o..).

Colors of My Life

***Green Eyes***

Paper. A petition for... SOLDIERs' training sessions to be limited to nighttime, after curfew, or to be moved from the city streets. Trash.

Another paper. What's this one? A bill. Dumping in the harbor waters forbidden; sign on the dotted lign please.

The paper was crumpled by the slim hand clad in the fingerless glove, crumpled and tossed into the trashcan out of pure spite.

Small yellow squares; phone message.

You father called; your work is awful.

That means we're running at max efficiency.

Heideggar called; a detachment of SOLDIERs will be sent to Junon for last-minute training before shipment to Wutai.--

Shipment? Are they humans or boxes of guns?

--Please meet them at the airport; a speech for encouragement would be appreciated.--

A speech. Bah. Not to SOLDIERs. Make horse-face speak his own speeches. Pure annoyance now; he never could stand Heideggar. And the message was ridiculously long. Rufus reached for his tea and took a sip, making a mental note to fire his secretary and get one who could sum up a message in a single sentence.

--General heading troops will be Sephiroth.--

The young vice-president choked on the likewarm liquid. And spit tea onto the paper, blurring the blue ink of his secretary's favorite "Mako" pen. He could still read the name, however. It hadn't been his imagination.

--The plane will arrive in three days.--

Not a lot of time.

--Tseng will arrive with new Turk recruits at 7 p.m.--

Today!? Rufus glared at the clock on the cream-papered wall. 6:30.

--Make final selection and send back to Midgar for training ASAP.

Rufus crumpled the note, then smoothed it out again, careful not to smear any of the wet ink on his gloves or skin. Tseng and his recruits--Heideggar, the Turks, and Rufus's father usually narrowed the candidates down to four--would likely arrive by helicopter. Tseng would bring them to the meeting room for his approval.

"Hell... Sephiroth..." The idea of seeing his friend and once-lover again after almost two years apart quickly chased all thoughts of Turks from his mind.

He saw Sephiroth in his mind then, saw him as he had last seen him, standing shirtless under the glare of spotlights on the helipad, long silver hair blowing in the wind from the helicopter blades...

Something he had kep locked away inside of him broke then as his stomach twisted into knots and his heart threatened to break at the poignant, bittersweet memory. Rufus couldn't hold back a near-silent sob, and a tear escaped to roll down his pale cheek.

~

Plush.

That was the first word that came to mind when trying to describe the meeting room. It was practically identical to the meeting room in the Shin-Ra Headquarters in Midgar, with a long dark table lined with cushion chairs on the long sides and a single chair at the head, behind which three large windows gave a spectacular view of the ocean. The carpet was a rich maroon, and thick enough to make each step a disturbance as feet sank at least half an inch.

Four people, three young men and a young woman, were lined up at the end of the table, nervously watching the blonde vice-president in the chair at the head. A bored expression was on Rufus's face. Tseng stood just to the right of the chair.

"This is the best you could find?"

"Yes sir."

"They look like a bunch of pathetic children," Rufus spat. He was actually younger than all of them, but they didn't know that because of how he acted. It was only three years for the largest difference, after all.

"Each of them has proven advanced fighting skill against a SOLDIER, First Class."

"Oh, really?" Rufus appeared to be a bit more interested now.

"Yes sir."

"Hm. Well." He smirked. "Sephiroth and a squad of SOLDIERs are coming here for training. We'll see how your recruits stand against them." Rufus stood, signalling that the "interview" was over.

Tseng moved to teh recruits and motioned for them to file out. Three of the recruits, two men and the woman, immediately turned and walked out in perfect, almost military, step. The remaining recruit--a young man with unkempt red hair and piercing green eyes, who looked very out of place in the starved uniform--glared defiantly at the Turk leader.

Rufus watched, his curiosity piqued, as Tseng discreetly drew a gun and spoke to the man in low, sharp tones. The vice-president recalled that this particular recruit had been the only not fidgetting nervously during the interview.

"Tseng. Wait."

The Turk leader turned. "Sir?"

"Go. I will handle this."

"But--"

"GO."

Tseng narrowed his eyes, then saluted smartly and left the room, closing the door silently behind himself.

The recruit's eyes moved to Rufus as the white-clad young man moved around the table.

"What's your name?" the vice-president inquired.

"reno."

"Why did you not follow orders?"

"Tseng's full of shit. He's nothing but an ass-kisser. That's the only reason he has the cushy job he's in."

Rufus lifted an eyebrow slightly. "How did you make it through selection with such... strong opinions?" And such a lack of respect or restraint.

"I whipped Rude, I whipped every SOLDIER they sent at me, and your daddy thinks the Turks need my spirit," Reno sneered.

Rufus shook his head. "You'll never make it as a Turk, Reno. Even if I give you my approval, Rude and Devon would tear you apart once their lives depended on your doing a decent job."

Reno pressed his lips tightly together, his narrow, attractive face darkening as his wiry frame shook with repressed anger.

Rufus stepped closer so that they were nose-to-nose. They were the same height, and rufus realized with a start that the boy was probably younger than he, despite his first impression. "How old are you?" Rufus demanded.

A spark of confusion appeared in Reno's eyes. "Eighteen."

Rufus moved back a bit. "Go. You'll be tested when the SOLDIERs arrive, just like everyone else."

Reno narrowed his eyes, then spun on his heel and stalked out. Rufus saw Tseng grip the boy's arm and lead him off, already starting the lecture the vice-president knew would come.

"He does have a great deal of spirit,"Rufus said aloud, speaking to the hidden machine which recorded everything that happened in the meeting room. "However, that is not always a good thing. We'll see how he does against Sephiroth."

~

The phone beside his bed rang insistently, obnoxiously loud. One hand shot out from beneath the covers, fingers groping for a snooze button without realizing that it was not the alarm that was ringing. He pushed the large speaker button and withdrew his hand as the ringing stopped.

"Mr. Shinra, sir?" Tseng's voice. Bah.

"What?" Rufus growled, voice muffled by the blanket over his head.

"The SOLDIERs arrived an hour ago--"

"WHAT!?" Rufus sat straight up, the covers falling together at his waist.

"It is five in the afternoon, sir." Rufus looked to his clock. It was flashing 12:00. "Sephiroth had agreed to testing the recruits against his SOLDIERs, but Reno has been missing since last night."

The slightly opened door caught the young VPs attention.

"What do you want us to do, sir?"

"Um... Send Sephiroth and the First Class and your recruits to the training arena with instructions to wait. Send someone to find Reno. I'll be down in..." He scooped up the watch on the table and looked at the face, noting the time. "...Ten minutes."

"Yes sir." The line went dead, and Rufus pushed the speaker button to hang the phone up. Then, with a sigh, he moved to the closet to get dressed.

He stared for a long moment at the limited selection of clothing. He had an absurd number of multiples of the same outfit, with a very few other articles of clothing. A brief moment of insanity allowed him to break out of his usual pattern and dress light in a black tank top and jeans, a white trenchcoat hanging open from his shoulders. He admired his reflection in the closet's full-length mirror as he pulled fingerless black gloves onto his hands. He tamed his hair with a comb, then opted for a light coating of hairspray instead of the usual bottle of gel.

"Pretty little prince..." The voice was quiet enough to be dismissed as imagination, but Rufus was looking around warily as he left the room, locking the door.

~

Rufus had just walked through the doorway to the training arena when Reno came running up to crash into him.

"Whoa! Sorry, sir!" Panicked, Reno picked himself up and ran to take his place with the other Turk candidates as the vice-president glared furiously at him. At the same time, Rufus wondered if Tsengs lecture had really caused such a drastic change in the boy's attitude.

Sephiroth stepped over and offered a hand to help Rufus to his feet. Their eyes locked as he pulled the younger man up, and Rufus was startled by the cold distance in the turquoise depths he had once known so well. Then, for an instant, Sephiroth's eyes warmed, and he smiled faintly. Rufus's face flushed, and he looked towards Tseng, who immediately looked away and pretended that he had not been watching.

Rufus cleared his throat and reluctantly freed his hand. "Thank you, Sephiroth." As the SOLDIER nodded, Rufus moved to the center of the arena, standing between the Turks and the SOLDIERs.

"For purposes of determining the skills of these candidates for Shin-Ra's Turks, each of these recruits shall engage in a one-on-one battle with a SOLDIER, no materia used." Rufus looked to the SOLDIER general. "Sephiroth, select three of your troops. You will battle Reno, they will battle the others."

Sephiroth nodded and began giving out orders to his subordinates. Tseng moved to Rufus, protesting.

"Sir, Reno is the youngest of the recruits. He doesn't have the skill to even survive against a warrior of Sephiroth's ability..."

"Reno seems to be confident in his ability. I will make sure that Sephiroth does not kill him."

"If you ar esure, sir."

"I am. Reno first."

"Yes sir." Tseng returned to the Turk side of the training arena, and Rufus stepped to Sephiroth.

"Sephiroth."

"Sir." The SOLDIER's voice was cool and formal, and something about the quality sent a thrill up Rufus's spine.

"You and Reno will battle first. Don't kill him, just humiliate him."

"...A grudge, sir?"

Rufus froze, denial on his lips, uncertainty in his mind. Why did he feel such animosity towards the boy? "He needs to be brought down. He is too cocky, too sure of himself. He had no respect for authority."

"I understand."

"Reno!" Rufus called, heading for a chair on the sidelines. "You're first!"

The young man gripped the handle of a long, thin nightstick, knuckles white, and stared across at Sephiroth. The two moved to the center of the arena and assumed their battle stances. It was interesting to see the contrast: Sephiroth, sword up and ready, gazing along the deadly blade at his opponent; Reno, hanging back, nightstick at his side in a tense grip.

A split second later, the combatants were blurs, Reno moving with a speed that surprised both Sephiroth and Rufus, jabbing his weapon in at every opportunity, the SOLDIER hard-pressed to parry the blows. Sephiroth's Masamune was not made for battling in such close quarters, and Reno knew it, pushing for any possible advantage over the more experienced fighter.

Reno stabbed for Sephiroth's groin, pressing a button on the nightstick to make the air crackle and spark with electricity. The SOLDIER general brought his blade up under the weapon just in time, carrying it up over Reno's head, then slammed a foot into the Turk recruit's stomach, throwing him to his back on the floor.

Reno rolled and jumped to his feet, going on the defensive against the furious barrage of attacks Sephiroth launched, the boy being driven backwards by the man's unrelenting power.

Two serious blows made it to Reno's head, each one opening a gash beneath one of Reno's eyes. The boy stumbled back, hands over his eyes, blood coursing down his cheeks. He dropped to his knees.

Sephiroth, aware that the victory was his, walked over to check on his opponent. A cry of disbelief and pain was ripped from his throat as Reno savagely shoved the metal tip of his nightstick into the bare, unprotected skin of Sephiroth's abdomen. Electricity flowed through the SOLDIER's body at the press of a button, and he dropped to the floor.

Pleased that he had not completely lost, Reno gave in, curling up on the floor, pressing his hands to the gashes below his glazed green eyes and giving himself up to the darkness.

~

Phew! Finally. The writing of this part dragged on... and on... and on, especially when I hit the fight scene. Please review!

Preview warnings: Yaoi overtones in part 4. *wicked laugh*