Life has changed for me drastically. I use to be the loner girl who sits in class, my nose in a book, doing nothing. I was called bitch, whore, and every name in the book. It was awful! Now, I've found two friends, it is amazing. It is weird having friends. I never had true friends before, sure my Meowth has been here for me but a girl needs human friends. I've been used many times. As you may know, about 'you know what...' was one reason how I was used. I hope Phil and Brett don't try to use me. My Mom always said that if I were prettier, and smarter, I'd have friends. Daddy even said I was ugly. That's why I don't keep in touch with them anymore. They were so mean to me, in the past. More people using me...

"Dy, want to send an email to Jenn and Daven?" Phil yelled over to me, waving his arms and smiling.
"No thanks," I said. I finished writing in my diary and closed it up, locked the lock and put it in my backpack.
"Ok," Phil closed down the computer and walked over to the lounge. "Maybe next time!"
"Yes maybe next time," I got up, picked up Wooper, who was squirming around, and decided to take a look around the Pokemon Center. It was a pretty big Pokemon Center. It wasn't very fancy though. The Pokemon Center in Celadon was much better looking. Well what can you do for being underwater? I bet Erika is doing well for herself, even though I'd wish she would die and go to hell. Being the younger sister is always hard. I helped in the gym for a while, and got kicked out, by my sister, because my Meowth attacked a challenger. It wasn't my fault; it was that ignorant junior trainer's fault, throwing Stun Stem at it. There was a Starbucks in the center, which was pretty neat. I ordered a Chocolate Brownie Frappicino, which was pretty good. Wooper had some whipping cream but I didn't want it to have some of the coffee. I called out Meowth after I was done and talked to him for a bit.

"Are you ok," I asked Meowth. It meowed out its name and shook his head yes.
"That's good," I tickled his belly which made it laugh. "I wonder if we should stay here or go look around the city once more."
"Nah lets stay here, there is a lot to do here," A voice said behind me. It was Brett.
"Oh hi Brett," I called back my Meowth and Wooper and laid my head on my backpack.
"You look down, are you ok?" Brett sat beside me, he looked very concerned.
"I'm pretty bummed," I replied and closed my eyes.
"It is ok, just rest yourself," then I felt this cold hand on my shoulder, I jumped up, and swatted Brett's hand off my shoulder, pushed him and he fell out of his chair and onto his back.
"Don't touch me!" I yelled. "Please, I'm very jumpy, sorry."
"It's ok," Brett said very softly and got up. "I'm going to go over to the Day Care Center now."

I am very nervous when guy's act like that. I won't let any guy put me down again, I can never be too careful. I got up, and stormed to another area of the Pokemon Center. It has been only 15 minutes since we got here, but it felt like it was 15 hours.

***

What did I do wrong? Is she like one of thought chicks that act all tough and shit? I can't believe she pushed me too! Well, I can't loose my cool. She is just a chick. I'm glad I'm away from my home, it was so hectic. All the girls were always following me around, and I've always let them down. It was very depressing having girl after girl asking me out and it is sad that I had to let them all down. My parents weren't any help either. All of my friends didn't veiw me as popular as I was, I don't know why. I'm not the same person as I was.. Life can be so cruel. My Sunflora hugged me when I got to the Day Care Center. I paid the price and got her out. She was full of happiness, which is good. I met up to Phil in the lobby. He was brushing his Ninetales' beautiful hair. He takes great pride and care into raising that Ninetales.

"Princess, right?" I bent down petting her hair. "You're a beautiful Ninetales."
"Hi Brett, how are you?" Phil smiled at me, then continued to brush his Ninetales' hair some more. The Ninetales jumped on me, her front paws over my shoulder, and then she started to lick my face. I laughed while Phil started to yell.
"No! Down! Stop it! No!" He repeated himself until Princess jumped down. "I'm sorry Brett, she must like you."
"All girls seem too...," I said under my breath.
"Excuse me?" Phil asked.
"Oh.. Don't be sorry dude, it's just a Pokemon. I don't mind my face needed to be washed anyway," I laughed, got up and called back my Sunflora.

I was ever so tired, and it was only 5:30. Oh well I'll just go back to Starbucks and get a cup of coffee, That should keep me up for a while. Walking down the halls, I saw many Pokemon. A Pichu and a Cleffa were dancing around in the playroom, while a Butterfree was entertaining some Ice Pokemon. This Pokemon Center was a really big, about the size of three normal ones. I looked out the window that was in the Starbucks store. I saw the reflection of light and water danced on all the buildings. A lot of people were walking around, window shopping, having a good time. Then I saw myself, in the faint reflection of the mirror. I checked my hair, looked at my teeth, sighed and blinked a couple of times. I hate lying to myself...

***

My mind was mixed with thoughts about Cinnabar and my uncle. I couldn't stop helping thinking of what could have happened to him. Was he ok? I kept repeating this to myself, while brushing Princess' hair. It was about 15 minutes of me doing this, because Princess got ticked off and bit my hand indicating me to stop. I laughed and Princess barked out 'Nine' a couple of times, curled up into a ball and fell asleep. I hope I get a reply to that email soon, I really miss Jenn. Daven too. How was Jenn recovering? Is Daven doing ok? So many unanswered questions fogged up my mind. It was hard to think without asking myself at lease one of these questions. I got up, kicking Princess which woke her up, and we walked over to the service desk.

"May I use your vid phone please?" I asked Nurse Joy.
"Yes, please follow me," Joy took hold of my hand and guided me to the Foyer. I inserted my Pokedex, which I didn't use much, and dialed Blaine's Vid Mobile.
"Blaine here," A voice said. Then a picture came up, it wasn't pretty good but at lease I could see him.
"Uncle! Uncle!" I shouted into the phone, It's me Phil. Then several people told me to quiet down.
"Ahh Phil!" Blaine said. "Nice talking to you!"
"Are you ok?" I asked.
"Yes, have you heard-"
"Yes I heard, it must have been terrible!" I interrupted. "Where are you now?"
"Seafoam Island," he replied. "Some of the people fled to Chateau City, some to Pallet Town, and some to Seafoam. We have built a Pokemon Center, and a couple of houses here, It is going along pretty good."
"Thank god, and how is Rex," There was silence. "Well...?"
"Phil, I'm sorry," Blaine lowered his head. Then the screen went blank and a blue screen appeared saying 'Lost Connection.'

'I'm sorry?' I though to myself, 'I'm SORRY?!' I thought again. What happened? Is Rex ok? I hope so; I'll try to phone tomorrow.

"Phil!" Dy yelled over to me, here eyes were red, and her make up was running. "It's lights out."
"Yeah Phil," Brett said, "Time for some shut eye."
"Are you ok Dy?" I asked.
"Yes, I'm fine," Dy ran off to the girl's quarters.
"Come on Phil," Brett put me in a headlock and gave me a noogie. "You've gotta rest for tomorrow's battle."