Lost Hope

by Kassidy Bell

Implications of yaoi and this is a suicide poem/story. The poem is coming first then the story. The suicide might not come as a shock.

Lost Hope

By: Alora Maxwell

Disclaimers: These characters are not mine. Implications of yaoi and this does have suicide. But of who…you'll have to find out.

I sit alone in our room.

The message

       still ringing in my ears…

"He's dead."

My soul is still screaming!

It can't be true!

You said you would…

    never leave…

A lie.

I can't stand

        this hole in my heart.

Tears of blood

       run down my face,

As I gaze at your side of the bed.

The pain of metal on flesh is not enough,

        not enough to dull the anguish of…

       my soul.

I reach to the nightstand,

        and leave to the ocean.

Sunset, how you loved

         to sit and watch;

To watch the night come

        to the world and yourself.

I put cold metal

        against my temple.

Cock the hammer,

         close my bloody eyes.

Tears fall to the ocean.

"How ironic Vincent, a demon to die for love,

       to an angel's death."

A flash of white,

        envelops my vision.

Cold and wet as the ocean

        blurs with the sky you loved.

As a whispered breath comes…

"wait for me…cid…."

Darkness

        ~Owari~