Part Two
Betrayal
The night seems so empty. Yet full, some how it seems to reveal every thing and yet not say a word. The cold grass beneath my feet. And the slight breeze trying to sooth the pain. I'ave made a dear friend choose a difficult choice. And yet I sit here...telling myself I'am a friend. I know I bring trouble. And every one I seem to get to know ends up hurt. I didn't know when we met that things would be like this. I told myself a long time ago... on a night like this, I wouldn't let any one be hurt any more do to me. Its in my nature to hurt. There's nothing here for my friend, but sadness. I can't send him back to his old friends...that I know care deeply for him. There has been so much said between them, and some words you can't take back. If I turn on him now....He'll have no one. Like me. There's no where to turn...even though he understands, he doesn't fully understand my nature. What could I say to him that would make things right. But, then, Cye is no fool. The only fool is me. He sat there for a while... contemplating every thing that has happened and why things had fallen so out of sorts. He sat there, wondering why there were so few of his kind left. And the ones that were, are the ones to fear. Legends told to keep the children in at nights. Nights like this. With the moon painting the forests and ground of mystical tales and broken dreams. Lighting the sky up and revealing the stars. Yes, the stars. In a night so bright there is only a select few to see. A wonderment of lights. But, to the eyes of a vampire. They're were tears of the moon, blowing in the breeze of the night. So close to heavens light and yet so out of reach. What could he say to his friend. Go back, stay. Go and let me be alone as that distant star. Go back to your friends. Eventually things will patch themselves. It just takes time. Although, time is what hurts the most. Go, there's only danger in my heart. I asked you to be my friend, only you ended up having to choose between the past and future. My friend, how do I solve this? This was a mistake. How do I tell this to a friend who cares not of my nature. But of who I'am. Broken promises and lies have always been my way. And you, either way I say a word, there will be tears and a broken heart. And when you go back from that, your friends wont say a word, but it will be in their eyes. I told you so. I don't know if its possible for me to survive that. To be the one to push you either way to a dark corner. Even the answer I have come up with....will lead to emptiness. I have asked my beautiful fallen angel to assist me in this. With much distain, he has agreed. I'am sorry my friends. It's time I'ave paid for the things I'ave done. And before you fall closer to my circle of fiends. I'll show you how dark we can be. Poor Cye, it's time you seen my true nature. And my angel of darkness. What a task it has been to ask this of you. You have always been there, you are my maker. How could I not stray from your side all these years. Protected me, filled me full of dreams. And all I'ave asked is that you set me free. This is the only answer I'ave found. So tonight, I sit and watch the rays of the story book moon tell its silent legends and comfort my lost soul in these next few days. I can't let this keep going as it has. Darkness is all we'll find. It's all I have. I don't want to share. But, I'am afraid I might fall into the races of feelings and start to enjoy what I'am going to have to do. But, then, it will end right in the long run any way. You or your friends will never try to know creatures like us....again, ever.