Logan insisted we go shopping before we went
back to the apartment . Logan bought a chicken ,
promising me a poulet chez Cale for supper and
a lot of fresh fruit's and vegetables .
We get back to the apartment and unpack all the
grocery's , the kitchen hasn't been this full
since Logan left.
"This is fun"
"What ?" Logan laughed.
"This , going grocery shopping , putting away the
groceries , I like the ring of normality I guess"
"You think normal is doing couple stuff , like
this , with me ?"
I really got myself into this didn't I ?
"It feels normal"
Logan comes really close to me , close enough
to touch me or hold me, but he doesn't.
"Does it feel right ?" he asks , almost meekly.
The phone rings
"I should get that" I say softly getting out of
Logan's personal space and grabbing the phone.
"Hello..... yes Eye's Only is interested.... What
do you got ?....Excellent , Thank You"
Logan's leaning against the counter watching me.
"Eye's Only" he echoed.
"Yup"
" I wanted to end Eye's Only because it was
consuming me"
"I understand"
"I wanted to have a life"
"I understand that too"
"I don't think you do "
"Why don't you explain it to me ?"
"I want love , I want a family , I want normality ,
to an extent at least ."
Normality , that means no me. I'm not Normal to any extent
"Max , I've already found part of that equation"
"Oh" , it escapes my lips before I can think. He's found
someone.
"Max , I've found love in you , I love you Max"
I can't look at him , If I look at him , he'll see the
tears forming in my eyes.
"Logan , you let me think you were dead. You let me spend
endless nights crying , because you were gone." I say softly ,
a few ears now rolling down my cheeks.
"There used to be this saying , the ones worth crying over ,
will never make you cry . Max I'm sorry for making you cry."
Logan said wiping my tears from my cheek with his thumb ,
sending a chill down my spine.
"Logan , I love you too , it's just"
"I don't care about Manticore Max , danger is
nothing as long as I'm with you . If it's because
you can't trust me , I'll do anything to prove you
can." Logan interjected .
I look at him , there are no more tears in my eyes.
"Logan you're free , no more Eye's Only , no more
Manticore. You can have normality if you want it !"
I yell.
"To me , normality is being with you " He states ,
then grabs me and kisses me .
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Any comments on where to go from here , are very
welcome :)
back to the apartment . Logan bought a chicken ,
promising me a poulet chez Cale for supper and
a lot of fresh fruit's and vegetables .
We get back to the apartment and unpack all the
grocery's , the kitchen hasn't been this full
since Logan left.
"This is fun"
"What ?" Logan laughed.
"This , going grocery shopping , putting away the
groceries , I like the ring of normality I guess"
"You think normal is doing couple stuff , like
this , with me ?"
I really got myself into this didn't I ?
"It feels normal"
Logan comes really close to me , close enough
to touch me or hold me, but he doesn't.
"Does it feel right ?" he asks , almost meekly.
The phone rings
"I should get that" I say softly getting out of
Logan's personal space and grabbing the phone.
"Hello..... yes Eye's Only is interested.... What
do you got ?....Excellent , Thank You"
Logan's leaning against the counter watching me.
"Eye's Only" he echoed.
"Yup"
" I wanted to end Eye's Only because it was
consuming me"
"I understand"
"I wanted to have a life"
"I understand that too"
"I don't think you do "
"Why don't you explain it to me ?"
"I want love , I want a family , I want normality ,
to an extent at least ."
Normality , that means no me. I'm not Normal to any extent
"Max , I've already found part of that equation"
"Oh" , it escapes my lips before I can think. He's found
someone.
"Max , I've found love in you , I love you Max"
I can't look at him , If I look at him , he'll see the
tears forming in my eyes.
"Logan , you let me think you were dead. You let me spend
endless nights crying , because you were gone." I say softly ,
a few ears now rolling down my cheeks.
"There used to be this saying , the ones worth crying over ,
will never make you cry . Max I'm sorry for making you cry."
Logan said wiping my tears from my cheek with his thumb ,
sending a chill down my spine.
"Logan , I love you too , it's just"
"I don't care about Manticore Max , danger is
nothing as long as I'm with you . If it's because
you can't trust me , I'll do anything to prove you
can." Logan interjected .
I look at him , there are no more tears in my eyes.
"Logan you're free , no more Eye's Only , no more
Manticore. You can have normality if you want it !"
I yell.
"To me , normality is being with you " He states ,
then grabs me and kisses me .
-------------------------------------
Any comments on where to go from here , are very
welcome :)